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He was such a bastard before, why was he still worth me being so good to him?

Xiao Jinnan was dazed for a moment.

He was also a scoundrel to the point of losing his own brother. But this silly little brother, no matter what the past or the present, kept saying that he was good.

Xiao Jinnan was distracted, and the solder joint became crooked.

"It's been a long time since I last touched it." Xiao Jinnan put down his torch, coughed lightly, and said, "Let's go eat."

The two of them were at the staff cafeteria. Most of the workers had finished eating; some were watching TV, some were clearing the tables, and the four of them were playing Landlord.

Ajie took out his meal card and shyly ordered a bowl of rice for Xiao Jinnan. However, he didn't know what Xiao Jinnan liked to eat, so he filled the bowl up to the brim with meat.

"Brother Jin Nan, you eat." "Don't mind it." he said carefully.

Xiao Jinnan smiled.

He knew that he wouldn't be able to use his chopsticks if he didn't eat Ah Jie, so he picked up two grains of rice and asked softly, "Do you miss Mom and Dad? "Say, your family lives in River City. Have you ever gone home to look for your parents?"

Ah Jie shook his head, "I tried to look for her secretly. Neighbors said Mom and Dad moved into a big house. Actually, I don't even remember their appearances. I do miss my brother. "

Xiao Jinnan's head went limp.

"Thinking of him? Didn't you say your brother lost you? You don't hate him? "

"My brother didn't do it on purpose. It's my parents who are in trouble. He didn't go to school because he was sick, but they didn't care about him at all. They let him do a lot of work at home. At that time, I also found things. I always liked to run away and let him chase me. He couldn't run, so he couldn't find me. "

Xiao Jinnan's heart was suddenly filled with excitement.

He lost Xiaofei when he was twelve, sixteen years old. Over the past sixteen years, Xiao Meixia had repeatedly scolded him, always saying that he harbored evil intentions and deliberately caused her brother to lose his life.

After talking so much, even he himself started to suspect that he really hated his family. This included Xiao Fei, who was purposely lost to take revenge on his stepfather and mother.

"However, he was the one who separated you from your parents. Otherwise, you would have been the most favoured son in the family."

"Not bad, my parents and brother, even if I'm not here, someone will still take care of me." And Sister Hong has no son, so I will be her son. That way, both sides will be complete. "

"You think so?"

"Yeah. You've never met my brother. He's super good, and super knowledgeable. He had been out of school for a few years. He had been studying by himself, and he kept up with her year after year. "It's a pity that I wasn't sensible back then, and kept on arguing about his studies."

"Oh?"

"He told me the universe was a big egg and the solar system was egg yolk." "And he said that Ultraman isn't scientific. He said that if a person gets bigger in a flash, the heat generated will burn himself to death. He's amazing, really. "

Xiao Jinnan did not laugh.

These words were indeed said by him. A long time ago, in order to perfunctory Xiao Fei, or to show off his knowledge, he casually said it.

After saying this, he had even forgotten about it.

However, he had never expected that Ajay would remember every single word of his. He had remembered them for so long as if they were true.

However, he had never expected that Ajay would remember every single word of his. He had remembered them for so long as if they were true.

Perhaps this was a miraculous blood relation.

He had been abused in his stepfather's house, dragging his sickness with him every day, carrying with him heavy household chores. The only warm mark left on him was his brother, who was 50% blood related to him. He was also the most amazing person in his younger brother's eyes.

"Ajay, can you really not remember who I am? "Actually, I just …"

Halfway through his words, he felt something strange on his face, and Ajay pointed at him, aghast.

"Brother Jin Nan, you …" You have a nosebleed! "

​

Two warm streams of liquid trickled down.

"The air is too dry. I need to go to the bathroom." Xiao Jinnan said calmly, but after leaving Ajie's line of sight, his body slightly swayed.

The tap was turned up to its maximum, water gushing endlessly into the basin, water splashing out. Xiao Jinnan bent over and quickly wet his shirt front.

The blood was still flowing.

His hands were covered in blood. Lowering his head, he quickly used cold water to throw it at his face. The color disappeared, but new blood flowed out.

His temples throbbed, and a great fear instantly pouted within him.

Was it a relapse?

The unstoppable nosebleed, the inexplicable dizziness and fatigue – this childhood nightmare, although deliberately forgotten, was still clear enough to every detail once it was brought back.

It was as if in all these years, he had never truly broken away from her.

The bleeding finally stopped, and Xiao Jinnan seemed to have lost his strength. His fingers gripped the simple and crude ceramic stage basin tightly as he gasped for breath by the side of the pool.

Don't think too much about it. The air is too dry or the fire is too strong. As long as you drink two cups of green tea, you will be fine.

He had been unlucky. All the bad luck of his childhood had come to him. The bastard, the leukemia, the indifference of the family, the only love he had for his grandmother, also left him... Back then, he had been living in hell every day. Every day, he would grit his teeth and swear that he would definitely survive, living better than anyone else.

And he had truly survived, he had completely bid farewell to the past through his own hard work. Now that he had achieved fame and glory, he had everything. He would definitely be able to be at peace with Moran until the end of his life.

"Seeing him come in for so long, Ah Jie felt uneasy and followed him in." Brother Jin Nan, are you alright? Do you want me to come in? "

"I'm fine." he said coldly.

He pulled off a few tissues and wiped the water stains off his face.

"That's good. I'm still a bit worried." Ajee heaved a sigh of relief. "Did I tell you? My brother was like that when he was a kid. He couldn't stop the blood from flowing out of his nose. He could go all the way to his pale face, which was especially scary …"

"I'm me, your brother is your brother." Xiao Jinnan interrupted him.

Ajie felt that his face was unfriendly, as if he was a completely different person from the previous amiable and amiable person, but he could not help but say: "Um, Brother Jin Nan, what did you say just now? Who do you think you are to me? "

Xiao Jinnan looked at him coldly, "I am me, you are you, no one."

​

Xiao Jinnan came out of the washroom and got into the car.

He barely touched the food Ajay had bought for him. He heard Ajay running after him, calling him Brother Jinan, but he ignored him.

He got on the highway and went straight to 220 yards.

He didn't know why he was doing this. Why, one moment it was all right, she was going to forgive her mother, take her long-lost brother with her, and the next moment it was mad and violent, turn Ajay's attention away, and lock herself up in a dark, shady cave. Only then would it seem safe.

Was it out of fear?

Afraid of recurrence? Afraid of others seeing his weak and miserable appearance? Or was he afraid that his mother and stepfather would laugh at him and say that he was afraid of death and that he had found his brother just to get his bone marrow for a transplant?

He did not know. His mind was in a mess, aching and dull.

All he knew was that he missed Moran and wanted to take her and hide in that black hole with him, without a care in the world.