C5 When You Grow up

When you think about that time, your mother really made things difficult for your brother, I took away all the girls that served him, made him have no chance to beat or curse again, and also let him do it himself when he was eating, no one would feed him one bite at a time, persuade him with each bite, and even ordered him to write ten big words every day, no need more, he only wrote ten.

After all, he's still young, and I didn't learn anything for him, just to test his character. But your brother is still obedient, even though I wasn't used to it in the beginning, and even cried for a few days, and it's all thanks to them all busy with your big sister. No one has time to take care of this side.

"When Eldest Miss's condition stabilizes, he'll come to my courtyard and find your brother's like a little adult. He knows how to pay respects to him, give him tea, and he knows where adults are. He can't speak carelessly, and your brother even took out the words he wrote to show him."

It is also because of your brother's performance that I obtained the opportunity to continue raising your brother. This is because he is only this one son, and if your brother really does not look good, then his house is almost over. Perhaps in your brother's generation, his house is the last generation.

He also knows that his son didn't perform well in the past, but he only thought that because his son was too young, it would be alright if he grew up. When he saw your brother like this, he knew that he was wrong.

Moreover, if First Madam doesn't show up now, then this eldest son of yours will be added to the family tree and become the real eldest son of the family. Moreover, if First Madam doesn't show up now, this eldest son will become the real eldest son of the family.

"It's useless no matter how much trouble First Madam makes, she was even ruthlessly reprimanded by him. He said that she doesn't have the ability to educate her child and turned her perfectly fine young master into a little scoundrel."

Thinking about his son now, wasn't he just a man who was loyal and responsible?

"But nothing in this world is absolute. I thought I was going to live a smooth sailing life, and that I would be satisfied with the lives of my children and girls. I only hope that you two can grow up soon, and that I can be considered to have achieved success."

"When she was born in October, she was a white, fat young master. The whole house was covered in red and green. He was so happy that he didn't know what to do. The madame in his family and the Old Master all came to visit their grandson."

"I think this is good as well. Since she has a child of her own, I have even more chance to raise you two. Although it's a pity that your brother can't be chosen as the eldest son, I'm still very happy that he can stay by my side."

Shan Xing knew that her son's days would not be easy, but having her own mother by her side was another form of compensation. Besides, according to what her mother said, First Madam was not really good to her brother.

But not long after she gave birth to Second Young Master, I once went to pay my respects and overheard her discussing with nanny beside her, saying that she wanted to find a wrong place to beat me up or sell me off. Since you two are still young, you two have to secretly work hard a few times before leaving.

He thought about how he was panicking when he heard that. It didn't matter that he was killed by First Madam, but his two children were innocent.

They were still so young, and they were only concubines and concubines. The most they had done was to help them get married, so there was no need to care about them anymore. Naturally, all of their wealth was given to the second young master, so why was it in her way?

This vicious woman, even though you two aren't related to her by blood, you are the flesh and blood of that person! When she had no son, she treated your brother as a treasure, and now that she has a son, she wanted to deal with you two.

To be able to receive such vicious comments from a kind mother, it seemed that she was truly infuriated.

"At that time, I didn't know what to do. I bit my tongue to draw blood, and only then did I calm down."

At that time, the situation was extremely dangerous. For one, if someone found out that they had heard those words, they could only hasten the rate of death for themselves and their two children.

You and your brother only have me, if I also fall down, then who else can you rely on? That person is a cruel person, ever since the birth of the young master, he has never come to see you, you are only two years old, and your brother is also only five years old. He simply can't count on me, and I won't report that hope.

Seeing her mother trembling, Shan Xing knew that she was angered, but she had no way to persuade her mother. She could only press herself tightly against her mother's body, hoping to give her some warmth.

I tidied up my clothes and pretended as if nothing had happened as I greeted the girl who appeared out of nowhere in the courtyard. After that, I had the girl report to me, and only then did I enter the house to greet her. Madam also felt guilty and asked me a lot of questions.

"It was also because I took advantage of this opportunity that I started to prepare to escape. You are still young, you don't know how difficult it is to escape from this mansion, and especially since Mother is only a concubine. If you are captured, that means you are dead, there is no other way."

Shan Xingniang thought back to that time and thought of a thousand ways to secretly sell her things, because she was very clear that if she wanted to take her two children and run away with her, even if she didn't have any hands, the possibility of doing so was not high. If she carried a bundle with her, she would die without a doubt.

She might as well change everything into silver coins so that it would be easier to bring along. After she escaped the mansion, she could buy things outside. However, at the very end, she didn't have much silver coins on her hands.

When she thought about how First Madam's golden hairpin could probably sell more silver than her own hand, she felt that she was right to run away. No matter how rich and powerful her family was, her life was not as good as the life she had in that small house of the Seventh Pin.

"It wasn't easy for me to wait until a feasible day. On that day, First Madam hugged Second Young Master to fulfill her wish in the temple and also brought Eldest Miss along with her. She said that she wanted to pray for Eldest Miss's blessings, but all she wanted to do was to take Eldest Miss away."

"When this family's madame, young miss, and young master all went out together, they naturally took a lot of maidservant, the wife, and the steward away." When this family's madame, madame, and the young master all went out together, they naturally took a lot of maidservant, the wife, and the steward.

At that time, Shan Xingniang's heart was pounding like a drum. The excitement and fear of fleeing were interweaving in her heart.

Although your brother is already five years old, he is not very strong. Originally, I had this grudge with him before, but at that time, I was very glad that he was young. Otherwise, how could I have shoved the two of you into a basket? If I were to carry you, I wouldn't be able to leave the mansion.

Shan Xingniang had been covered in cold sweat the moment they left the residence.

I was afraid that the two of you would be cold, so I put a small mattress on top of it and stuffed a lot of cotton wool around it. Although the basket is a lot heavier, it's a good thing that both you and your brother are obedient and managed to avoid being questioned by the gatekeeper, because I still have the card that the madam wants me to use as an opportunity to find you a few days ago.

Shan Xing was very clear that her mother must have used some sort of method to steal the cards that she had found out. Otherwise, with her status in that house, she would definitely not be able to obtain First Madam's cards.

"When I carried you two brothers out of the city gate, I almost cried. I finally escaped with you. I finally gave you a chance to live, Shan Xing …"

Shan Xingniang touched her daughter's soft hair, her face glowing softly.

"You wouldn't even know what mother thought at that time. Mother felt that even if Mother died at that time, Mother would be satisfied. At the very least, you two won't have to live under the hands of that malicious woman."

Shan Xingniang was also very proud when she thought of how a lonely woman like her escaped from that house with her two children.

"Mother, how could you abandon the two of us?"

Shan Xing tightly gripped her mother's clothes. At this moment, she really did not want to lose this mother of hers. This mother of hers looked weak, but was actually a very strong woman.

"Of course I can't, Mother can't bear it. Moreover, you were still so young then, so if Mother wasn't there, you two wouldn't have been able to survive. Mother only had one thought in mind, and was glad that she escaped from that mansion."

"Mother, you have to live well. You have to watch me and brother grow up, live a long life of a hundred years, and wait until we can be filial to you."

Shan Xing muttered to her mother. How much she longed to be able to stay with her mother until she was old. Perhaps, this was not just a desire on her part, but a longing for her body. In the past, Shan Xing had been afraid of losing her mother.

"Yes, mother will accompany us until we grow up, see us married and have children, see us married to a good family, and then wait for you to show me your filial piety."

Shan Xingniang quietly turned her head away. A tear fell from the corner of her eye, flowing down her hair. No one knew that she desired to live longer than anyone else. How much did she want to see this with her own eyes?