C5 Regrets

It's midnight since that incident and here I was feeling so strange

Suddenly I heard a knock on the door, I opened the door and saw a man in the black suit

he handed me a bag

"What is this, " I asked to frown

"Mam Mr. Kingston sends this for you " he informed me and goes to sit in his black car and drive away

I looked inside that bag, it have food for me and when I looked more I saw the box of boiled soup which is mainly for

decrease period pain

I smiled, at this how caring he is

but soon my smile fell when I realized

I am working against him for his loss

I mean how can I betray him, I can't do this, since when I become a selfish bitch to someone, just as I was in deep thought my phone goes off, it's from an unknown number

I quickly received it,

"Damaris" A deep husky voice that captures my heart like no other one did speak to me

"Umm, Lucifer," I asked

"Yes, how are you feeling are you alright now, did you need anything, have you received the food which I send for you, now you will receive it a whole week from now on " He stated to me

and here I closed my eyes, I can't do this anymore I have to tell him the truth about me about his ex-wife Conspiracy against him, everything he deserves truth after all

"umm, I want to tell you something" I spoke unsure

"I am all ears," He said

"Lucifer..... I..... I... " I stuttered before I can tell him

my inner voice spoke to me "Don't you think you are judging him too early just by spending a day with him you think he is a good person at least spend more time with him, know him more who knows who was he in real "

it's not wrong I can't make a decision just after spending a day with him, I want to know him more, I shook my head closing my eyes, thinking Damaris

if you tell him the truth he will hate you not only this who knows he will never want to see your face after that, and what if his ex-wife and Dylan and his enemies will hire someone else, if you deny who knows that other person can harm him too besides I can't come in conclusion so fast

"L...lucifer I just wanna tell you that I can start your interior designing of your new house after two days no need to wait for a week " I spoke to him sighing

"But you need rest, " He said concerned

why are you doing this, I have had met meet someone like him my whole life everyone was selfish with me no one thinks about me even my biological parents didn't think once before leaving me in the orphanage

I bite my lip trying hard not to cry over here on the phone

"I said, already no need to wait I am perfectly fine even I take my medicines also" I spoke to him smiling

sadly looking at packets of Medicines

I heard him sighing

"fine, I will pick you up," He said and I quickly said

"What no I will manage, " I said to him stubbornly

"I am not asking you, Damaris, now eat properly don't forget to make soup and finish it properly, and call me if you need anything, and one more thing tomorrow I am picking you up from your apartment and I am not taking NO as an answer because I have some work and that place is near your living area so I am picking you up," He said with intimidating tone "No meaning of argument" And hang up the call.

I stared at a blank screen, what he is doing to me, I shook my head I had to work to know the truth of him, for this, I have to spend as much I can, time with him for good

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I stared at my reflection in the mirror, I am wearing a peach shirt with blue jeans and white pumps yes this time I prefer to wear pump shoes rather than uncomfortable heels

I pulled my long black hair into a ponytail and leave my face natural with little makeup

After getting up ready, I come down to my apartment

my stomach growled asking for breakfast but I already woke up in end time I don't have time to eat my breakfast as I don't want Lucifer to wait for me either, I already trouble him a lot there I hear the horn of a car

The Land Rover Range Rover stops in front of me soon it's gate opened and Lucifer comes out from it, wearing an expensive blue suit looking like a fresh model just comes from a magazine

When he looked at me he smiled brightly like child smiles after seeing his favorite gift

He approach me " how are you, are you still feeling pain," He asked and I shook my head

"you know We can wait for a week, I am not in hurry " He spoke

"It's okay, I am fine now we can start it," I said smiling at him

He is so caring and understanding

he nodded and opened the passenger door for me like true gentlemen

We sat in his car, it's my first time I am traveling in such a luxurious expensive car,

he sets the temperature of the car to warm and started driving

"have you eaten," he asked while placing a bag in my lap just placed it in my lap

I looked at that bag " What is this, " I asked

he gestured me to look by myself

I opened it and found "Chocolate donuts and pancakes " I looked at him surprised, but just my empty stomach growled, and I am sure my cheeks were a bright shade of red he glanced at me smirking

"Eat it" He stared

"Have you eaten your breakfast?" I asked him

he shook his head "I don't do breakfasts"

I frowned at this

"How can you skip your breakfast it's the first meal of the day," I asked

He sighed "I don't even remember when was the last time "

I shook my head disappointment

"No you will have your breakfast from now on regularly, and I am not going to listen to anything" I stated to him clearly and bring a donut towards his mouth he looked at me surprised.

but took note of it and I also eat it

I haven't realized that I am eating his eaten donut we are eating from the same when we finished our breakfast, we reached our destination it's his company Kingston Empirewe came towards it

we entered his penthouse

he placed his suit just as we enter the living room and he loosen his tie, I looked away shyly

he comes towards me as gestured me to sit on the couch

we discussed his concept of how he wants things arranged on decorated in his new house

his new house which he purchased have multi-story and have several floors

"We can put library just as next to your bedroom floor as you like reading books," I suggested and he agreed with me

soon after two hours as we finished discussing it, he went towards his master bedroom for freshening up

I rolled designed sheets while preparing to go home

but in this, I was wondering what happened between him and his wife so they divorced just after a month from their marriage, and why he married her did he loved her, just this thought of him loving someone makes me feel so sick I don't of why it's not like he is my lover but still strange feeling in my heart the sparks I feel just as looking at him

I closed my eyes just as shook my head I don't want Any unwanted weird thoughts more

Lucifer comes and passed me a beautiful smile which can steal your heart

"I am going now, " I told him but he spoke suddenly "My Chafflaur will drop you,"

I shook my head "Don't worry I can go by myself "

he raised his eyebrows "I don't ask you" he spoke coldly and calls his Chafflaur

just as I was about to oppose, I stand up coming towards him but before I can approach him my ankle bend and I am ready to fall on the floor but he tried to take hold of my hand, before he can grab my hand we both fall on the couch, I am beneath him and he is hovering over me, my hands we in his chest

for a moment his grey eyes locked onto me with an intensity leaving me breathless of the spark I fell when our skin comes in contact with each other

his eyes dropped down towards my lips, I closed my eyes waiting for the next moment but nothing happened I slowly opened my eyes and looked at him

he is staring at me without blinking his eyes, our eyes have spoken a thousand words without speaking, his face is so close to mine

suddenly the door of his penthouse flew open and we looked at the person who is staring at us.