C7 My Gruesome thoughts

Alexander's PoV

As i got down from the car, i watched Lily's tiny frame run into the house. Not matter how much i wanted to deny it, i knew i couldn't lie to myself. She was beautiful and i hated myself for thinking or even acknowledging it .

I hated the sight of her or perhaps i believed i did. She reminded me a lot about one of so many things i desperately wanted to forget