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I lay exhausted on top of her, eyes closed, smelling her scent. I didn't dare open my eyes, I believed that Little Yan's soul had come to visit me, to have this night of love with me. But it was all like a dream. I was afraid that when I opened my eyes, all I had was emptiness; that when I opened my eyes, everything was gone; that when I opened my eyes, I would not be able to see Little Yan