C43 Last Words

"Yeah, Wenfang, if you're not feeling well, you can go to the hospital. You can't keep dragging it. " Zhao Lily had a worried look on her face.

"I'll ask Shuangxi to contact the car. " Chen Guobiao was about to make a call.

"No need, no need. . . " Aunt Fang quickly stopped him, "I'm fine, it's just that my old illness is acting up. I'm a little dizzy, so I don't need to go to the hospital. "

"But. . . "

"In the middle of the night, so what if I go to the hospital? Every time the town hospital does not care about anything else, they first infuse someone with an infusion. If the infusion is not good, then go to the town. I know my illness. It is the insufficiency of blood supply in the brain caused by the cervical vertebrae, so I keep feeling dizzy. I will be fine after sleeping. Don't worry, all of you go back and rest. "

" Are you really alright? " Zhao Lian asked worriedly.

"I'm fine. I'm feeling tired right now. I want to sleep. . . " Aunt Fang no longer had the strength to speak and weakly closed her eyes.

"Alright, go back and rest. Don't disturb Aunt Fang. " Chen Feihuang walked in and greeted, "I'll stay here and watch. If there's really anything uncomfortable, I'll take her to the hospital. "

"That's good too. " Chen Guobiao nodded. "Feihuang, thank you for your hard work. "

"What kind of pleasantries are you talking about? Bighead, send Uncle and Aunt Ye out. "

"Okay. "

. . .

After sending off the people in the room, Silly Two went to boil hot water. Only Aunt Fang and Chen Feihuang were left in the room. Chen Feihuang sat on a wooden stool by the bed. Seeing Aunt Fang's weak appearance, he felt guilty.

"Feihuang, you have been busy for a day. Go and rest. " Aunt Fang said weakly, "I'll be fine after sleeping. "

Chen Feihuang was silent for a moment before he said in a low voice, "I know. "

Aunt Fang opened her eyes and looked at him. "Know what?"

"Doctor Ma told me about your illness. " Chen Feihuang's tone was solemn.

"Why is Doctor Ma so untrustworthy? He clearly promised me that he wouldn't tell anyone. " Aunt Fang was furious.

"Aunt Fang, I'll bring you to the city tomorrow for treatment. " Chen Feihuang decided to communicate with Aunt Fang frankly, "We can't delay any longer. "

"I don't have a cure for this illness. Why bother?" Aunt Fang smiled bitterly, "I know that my days are numbered. I just want to spend a few days at home in peace. I don't want to go anywhere. . . "

"But you are like this, I really. . . " Chen Feihuang's eyes were red.

"I know, I know you are a good child. . . " Aunt Fang sighed with emotion, "Faint yellow. I used to be against you. That is because. . . I only have one son, Xiao Feng. After his father passed away, I raised him by myself and suffered a lot. I was afraid that he would be wronged, so I didn't marry him again.

Since I was young, I lived frugally and tried to give him good conditions. I hoped that he would be successful in the future. I hoped that he would be able to read more books and have a good job in the future, and have a good family. . . But when that happened, my hope was shattered.

Xiao Feng was 37 years old this year. His relatives told him about a few relatives. Either the other party was disabled, or they married two or three times. They were older than him. All these years, he did not have much proper work to do. He could only work part-time in the nearby cities with his uncles and brothers in the village.

I'm already 60 years old. I've been working on the farm all this time. I didn't dare to rest, didn't dare to stop, and I didn't even dare to get sick. I was afraid that if I fell, no one would care about him. . . "

Speaking up to this point, Aunt Fang's voice was choked with sobs. "So, I always have resentment towards you in my heart. I thought that if you didn't ask him to go play on the mountain back then, that wouldn't have happened. If it wasn't for him throwing himself at you to protect you at the critical moment, he wouldn't have become like this.

I was even thinking that if you were the one who caused the accident, Xiao Feng and I would have taken care of you for the rest of your life. But why was it him? It shouldn't have been him. . .

I still remember that after lunch that day, Xiao Feng wanted to do his homework at home, but you insisted on dragging him up the mountain to play. I won't let you go, so you left. But when I went out to cut the pig grass, you coaxed him again. When you went, everything changed. . . "

"I'm sorry. . . " Chen Feihuang felt extremely guilty.

"Sigh. . . " Aunt Fang wiped her tears and adjusted her mood. She continued, "Because there's resentment in my heart. So all these years, I haven't given you any face. But I know that you've done a lot of things for Xiao Feng behind his back. Elder Chen, Sister Lotus and the Monkey family. . . Why are you taking care of us so much? Every year when you are busy with the farm, you rush to help me with my work. Introduce me and Xiao Feng to easy work and send them there. That's what you said behind my back. . .

All these years, Xiao Feng and I have been living quite a peaceful life. If it wasn't because I was sick, we might have been able to continue living like this. I often think that as long as I can live a few more years. . . I'll take care of him for a few more years. If it wasn't for this sudden illness. . . I might be tough for the rest of my life, but as a person. . . I have to lower my head to fate. Maybe I did something bad in my previous life. That's why my life was so rough, I lost my husband when I was young. An accident happened to my middle aged son, and now he's old. . . He's sick again. . . "

"Don't say that. I'll take you to Huaxi and find you the best doctor. You'll definitely get better. " Chen Feihuang hurriedly said.

"I am very happy that you have such a good intention," Wang Yao said. Aunt Fang was very touched, "Sister Lotus once advised me to let go of the knot in my heart and think from another perspective, if you are so filial to me and so good to Xiao Feng, it is the same as having another son. . .

In fact, it was also like this. During this period of time, you have been living at my house, being filial to me and taking care of Xiao Feng. I really feel like I have a son, and Xiao Feng also seems to have a brother. So, even if I really left, there was nothing I couldn't worry about.

As for treatment, I know my own body. I'm also afraid of death. When I first found out that I had this illness, I also cried in sadness. I even secretly went to the hospital in the city a few times. The doctor told me that my illness has reached its end. I know. What does the terminal stage mean. . .

In these few years, there have been a lot of cancer patients in our town. [I know a few of my relatives and friends, and all of them went bankrupt to get treatment. ] In the end, they were both short of money and were riddled with holes. I really don't want to be troubled anymore. During the last few days. . . I just want to stay at home quietly and die in my own house. Not in the hospital. . . "

Hearing these words, Chen Feihuang fell silent. Although Aunt Fang didn't read much, she was a very assertive person. Once she made up her mind, no one could change her mind.

"Alright, don't think too much about the treatment. The only thing I can't rest assured about is Xiaofeng. " Aunt Fang sighed. "I hope that before I die, I can see that he has a proper job. Then I have nothing to worry about. "

"Don't worry, I have already arranged it. He will officially be on duty next Monday. " Chen Feihuang said seriously, "Xiaofeng is very smart. He will have a bright future. "