C7 My life became tough!

She was happy to see me I stayed for almost a month with her and I look for other job.

I found work and where I went was not that good although I have learned how hard life is I stayed there for three months.

I would wake up at 5 in the morning and to my work.

I would take care of the baby the hole day.

Wash clothes cleaned the house and make dinner.

that was my work From 5am to 9pm everyday.

one day I got angry and when I get upset with someone I leave the place that how I was .

i left her and she was not happy me quitting my job but she couldn't Force me.

I move to another house, she wasn't that bad to live with as long as I do my work properly she wouldn't say anything.

I met a friend and she was the first one to be my friend.

she introduced me to her boyfriend.

I didn't know anything about boyfriend.

she explained to me like a child I was 17years now.

I even had a phone I could communicate with aunt she didn't have a phone only her husband and father in-law.

I would call her in the evening when uncle was home.

after my small uncle Peter got married I stop staying with him because he knows his wife don't like me and I didn't like her as well.

I would only visit them time to time.

where both uncle stay it would only take ten minutes to go to my aunt house.

saw I knew everything that is happening to them.

my aunt was my everything.

she would tell me how their doing.

and I will know more.

I continued doing my work I met more friends who are also house girl we become like a group we would meet each other when we're taking lunch to school for the kids.

we used to gossip and make fun of each other.

I was the only one who didn't have a boyfriend not like I cared.

it never comes to my mind.

and my aunt told me to always be careful with men because they only want to sleep with you and leave you when you're pregnant.

my biggest fear in my life is being pregnant.

I wouldn't dare.

I don't want my child to grow up the way I did.

so I didn't want boyfriend.

I believe men only want my body and will leave me pregnant.

so I would avoid men no matter how handsome he was.

they used to call me arrogant ,mannerless, stubborn .

I didn't care only I knew what I want through and having a boyfriend would ruin my life like my father ruin my mother life.

my friend's started hating me.

actually friend likes those are not good company at all.

and because I grow up without any I didn't feel any different when they avoided me.

I did my work and I will get paid and buy whatever I want and life continued.

one day I was fired because I became friends with the wrong person she stole a top and give me and the owner found out and she came to my owner and I was fired the next day .

life became hard to live.

I look for another work and the same day I went to the new house.

the husband of the house hated me the first time he saw me.

I didn't stay there for too long when the wife was out he ask me to leave the house tomorrow.

I waited for the lady to come and she tried taking to her husband but he refused.

I didn't have a choice than to leave.

my life became tough.