C7 She Despises Herself

The man looked at her and gave her a wicked smile.

Yu Xiaotong’s face instantly reddened and she quickly turned her head to face the wall.

The man moved to the bed and lifted a hand to turn her chin his way.

Yu Xiaotong’s face was flushed red as she looked up at him shyly. She lowered her eyes and the man bent down to kiss her red lips. Finally, he let go of her and commanded, “Go take a bath!”

“Yes.” Still feeling embarrassed about her naked body, at the same time she could not refuse him. So she sat up, looking for something to cover herself with. Only then did she recall that all her clothes had been torn by him and the pieces were all scattered on the floor.

Yu Xiaotong felt perplexed and did not know what to do next.

The man could see that Yu Xiaotong was feeling indecisive and the corner of his mouth curled up, revealing another smile. Reaching out with his hand, he turned her face in his direction so that he could look into her eyes and asked, “Is anything the matter?”

Yu Xiaotong was too embarrassed to answer him. At that moment, the man pulled her body off the bed and pushed her back down. Yu Xiaotong’s body immediately stiffened and bent forward.

He lightly tapped her butt and then leaned over to give her another kiss, saying, “Go. There are no cameras around. No one will be watching.”

Yu Xiaotong was given no choice but to walk into the bathroom completely naked. When she made her way to the bathroom, she could feel a pair of eyes behind her watching her every move.

She wanted to quicken her pace but her nervousness slowed her down. Also, her lower body was in such pain, it prevented her from walking any faster. She could only keep a slow pace as she made her way into the bathroom.

Though her walk was stiff, the impression she gave the man was very dignified. Looking at this woman’s beautiful and exquisite curves that were as white as jade, the man’s admiring gaze looked her up and down.

Yu Xiaotong dared not show her face and hid in the bathroom for a long time. Her mind was in complete disarray. It kept going back and forth between her calling Lulu and asking Lulu to help her find someone who would want her to the time she was kissed by this man in the elevator and then finally to the things that had happened in bed.

His brutality, his gentleness, her fear, her pain… All this flashed wildly in front of her eyes. The scenes felt disconnected like random movie footages replaying in her mind. It was messy and disorderly and she could not find any connection in them at all. It made her mind feel chaotic.

She gave herself a good look in the mirror, staring at the mass of purple bruises on her body. Every mark on her body showed just how crazy this man had acted.

Her chest was in great pain. She did not understand his attachment to her snowy peaks and why he reacted so violently to them.

She lifted her hand to gently rub it, but no matter what, the pain was so great that she stopped. During the whole process, she kept sucking in cold bursts of air.

Pain also spread from her lower regions. Warm water from the shower poured down from above, soaking every inch of her body. The sensation was like a pair of warm hands gently caressing her skin. The warmth made her suddenly want to cry.

The hot water flowed down every crevice of her body even to where the injuries were most severe and where the pain was most deeply embedded. She started to feel more at ease and began to feel a little better. The pain wasn’t as intense anymore.

She slowly rinsed her body and then violently rubbed at the places where her body did not hurt. She was trying to rub away the dirtiness she was feeling. But try as she might to scrub away the dirty feeling, she couldn’t. She had sold herself for 500,00 yuan like it was nothing!

She could not help but look down on herself, feeling despicable and a deep-seated hatred for herself.

She felt an inescapable bitterness in her heart. If it wasn’t because of her helplessness, she would never have done such a thing!

She used nearly all of the shower gel in the container to wash her body over and over again. Looking at her white jade-like skin and the scars on her body being reflected in the mirror, she really wanted to beat herself hard!

She replayed in her mind the way he grabbed and pinched her and wanted to do the same to herself!

Because it was her first kiss and first time, the tears started to come rushing down her face without stopping!

But then thoughts about the 500,000 yuan entered her mind and she wanted to laugh. With this sort of money, her father’s life would be saved!

After her sadness faded to the background, she began to mull over in her mind how she would go about mentioning this 500,000 yuan to that man. According to Lulu, Mr. Zuo was a wealthy man. That meant he would keep his word. It would be better if he could take the initiative to hand over the money. But if he did mention it first, then she would take matters into her own hands and bring it up to him.

She was thinking about what words to use to make the transaction go smoother.

She felt that she had stayed in the bathroom for too long and that the man might become suspicious. Her skin had already turned red because of all her scrubbing. Without anything better to do, she slowly made her way back into the room.

She had no clothes to put on, so she could only wrap herself up in a towel. The towel was a little narrow, fitting just right above her chest and below her butt.