C1119 How Many Times!
She wasn't willing to give up now.
After all, after liking her behind her back for so many years and giving her those many years of love, it wasn't something that she could just give up just because she gave up …
"But …"
After so many years, she clearly knew how the High Lord treated her and didn't want to deceive herself. "It seems as if the High Lord treats me …" I don't like her. Otherwise