C14 Where is he?

For the past few weeks, I’m scarcely alive. I mean, I don’t know what to cognizance, conceive, or express anymore. All of these felt so fabled to me. I couldn’t even create by mental act what it feels like to be blissful or enlivened any longer.

The world is so impartial to me. My parents left me, and now Nathan. I tried to trill the hefty thought away