C14 Where Is He?

For weeks, I've felt barely alive. I don’t know what to feel, think, or express anymore; everything seems unreal. I can’t even imagine what it feels like to be happy or energized.

The world is so impartial to me. My parents left me, and now Nathan is gone. I tried to push the heavy thought away, but every time I remember him, I choke back a sob. I miss him so much