C28 You Have to Cripple Yourself(1)

"When I first saw her maiming herself with a knife, I immediately lost my mind. Moreover, I was really afraid that I would accidentally do something I shouldn't have done. However, when I looked into her eyes, what I saw was probing."

" It's as if she placed herself in front of me as a test question, testing my mental fortitude. If I make even the slightest mistake, I will be completely defeated