C438 I Am Me
It was a completely new experience for Zhang Jingxuan to embark on his journey alone. He felt relaxed, but at the same time, he felt a little disappointed. He could not tell which emotion was more important.
This was the first time Zhang Jingxuan had gone out on a long journey.
He had been with a large group of people before, or at least had brothers and subordinates following him.
So this time, when he went alone, it was like the sea was wide and the fish was jumping over the sky. The feeling of flying high and allowing birds to fly was quite relaxing. No one had to take care of him. It would be even better if he did not think about anything.
Unfortunately, this was something that couldn't be done.
It had only been a few hours, yet he began to miss his companions. The taciturn advisor, the open-minded Mr. Wang, the straightforward and brave Ding Zhaoyun, the cunning and lonely Ye Shiyuan, the sensitive Mi Ouping, the loyal and playful Gan Shichi, and almost every one of his friends appeared in front of him.
There were two people who were relatively special. One was Lee Huanqing. When she was by his side, she was a little scared of her, but now she was especially worried about her. Moreover, Hee Jinfeng. Because of what had happened earlier, he probably didn't know where he was going. He must be the same as himself, all alone.
Because of the concern in his heart, he chose to sleep in the open in the wind and in the open. He tried his best to walk in a straight line and almost never entered any of the big cities or towns. At most, he would just add some nutrients to some of the small towns along the way.
Along the way, through the treatment of medicine, coupled with the self-healing of the Tidal Art, Zhang Jingxuan's internal and external injuries had mostly recovered. At the same time, after experiencing the intense battle between life and death, it also made him feel that he had taken another step forward on the road of martial arts.
More importantly, on the second day of his departure, he had a knot in his heart. This also allowed his mental state to once again return to an ethereal and translucent realm.
Apart from Lee Yuming's death, there were two other things that weighed heavily on Zhang Jingxuan's heart.
First, Yuen Luoyuan's death had dealt a huge blow to Zhang Jingxuan. It was even greater than what Lee Yao and the others had imagined. Zhang Jingxuan began to doubt himself, because he had chosen to bear all the responsibilities. If he couldn't protect the people around him, then he wouldn't be able to fulfill his responsibility as the leader. First of all, he wouldn't be able to pass this trial. However, there were definitely masters in the world who surpassed him. The road ahead was full of obstacles and traps. He still had to do his best to grow. Even so, the rest would have to depend on luck.
Secondly, he had to think about the betrayal he had seen and personally experienced. He didn't have the chance to empathize with them before, but that night in Breeze Stronghold, there were so many schemes and schemes. Thinking back, it was still bone-chillingly cold. Lee Yuming's action this time was undoubtedly a shameful betrayal in Zhang Jingxuan's heart. While Zhang Jingxuan was puzzled, he couldn't help but examine the people around him.
This feeling was actually very bad. It wasn't something Zhang Jingxuan liked. It was something that he wouldn't have even thought about before. But now, as long as you looked at others with suspicion, perhaps you'll be able to find the so-called suspicious points.
Ye Shiyuan and Shea Yanxue didn't need to be mentioned. They each had their own family's camp. Cao Qianwan's reputation had been ruined by him. Soong Zhengyuan, Kuang Da Chen, Zhang Shoushou, and the other two were originally from the Breeze Stronghold. Not to mention those who had just joined the ___, how could they be trusted if they didn't know everything about it?
Fortunately, Zhang Jingxuan always had his own solution when he encountered a problem.
Regarding the first matter, Zhang Jingxuan was depressed for a while before he thought it through.
In any case, everyone, including himself, would die. If he couldn't defeat his opponent even if he risked his life. At most, he would die together with him. What was there to worry about? At most, his brothers would go and explore the Underworld together.
The second thing was, not long after the first thing was figured out, everything suddenly became clear.
It was because Zhang Jingxuan thought of one person, and that was Cao Cao.
It was better to teach me to betray the world than to teach the world to betray me. After saying this, Cao Cao accepted the fact that the other camps had the most generals, and that was why he became the strongest person in that era.
There were people in the world who choked to death while eating, could it be that they had to stop eating because of choking?
Alright, everything was solved.
No matter what the world is like, I am still me!
Not changed by others, not by the outside world.
Now, the only thing I need to do is to go to Zhengyi Sect and ask for an answer.
Zhang Jingxuan, who had gotten rid of his inner demon, felt that all the haze in his heart had been swept away, and his heart was stirred. He could not help but roar towards the sky as he walked through the mountains. The howl was high and melodious, piercing through the clouds, and reverberating between the mountain ranges where there were few people.
It happened to be such a casual howl, but it changed a person's fate, and it had an inestimable effect on the future.
Zhuang Shiren had thought that he would die for sure, but his movements had slowed down. He had also wanted to show weakness to the enemy, and if he could kill one or two of them to accompany him in death. However, when he heard this howl, he couldn't help but rekindle his hope of survival. He waved his Ox-Head Staff, but it was unable to penetrate through the wind and rain, temporarily stopping the attacks of his two opponents.
When the other party's leader heard the howl, his expression also changed slightly. In this wilderness, there was no one within a few dozen kilometers. From the sound of the howl, it seemed that it was either coming for their own side. Or they were here for this guy.
He was naturally unwilling to show weakness. As soon as he opened his mouth, the sound of thunder rumbled, and his voice spread out in all directions, "Yellow Robe Mountain's Solan Temple is handling some matters here. Those who do not have anything to do should leave."
As he spoke, he said to a lama beside him, "Junior Brother Luan Luan of Dao Avenue, hurry up and send this brat away. Don't play cat and mouse games anymore."
The lama that called Luan Luan nodded and also joined the battle. Zhuang Shiren was originally fighting against two young lamas. It seemed like he was planning to use him to give the young lamas a survival training.
If he had wanted to escape at that time, he might still have a chance.
Unfortunately, he was obsessed with money and had never given up on that treasure. How would he know the leader of the lamas? It seemed that they should call each other 'Kuifeng Lama'. His eyesight was very sharp, and he could tell that his lightness skills were excellent. They had actually led the lamas to surround him. This time, it was as if they were catching a turtle in a jar.
Zhuang Shiren had created a few chances to escape, but they were all blocked by the lamas. The two young lamas beside him were not weak either. As they moved, their moves became more and more numerous. The two of them also felt that they had let go of their hands and feet. When Zhuang Shiren fought, he would also suffer less attacks.
Most importantly, Kuifeng's concealed weapon skill was superb. It made him feel threatened all the time, and he could not focus all of his attention on the battle in front of him.