C90 A Woman's Heart

Life is like wine, sometimes bitter and sometimes strong, if you don't taste it personally, you won't know how it tastes.

Just as these guys who were feeling uneasy were sneaking glances at Sun Shanglou as they walked towards their target, they saw Sun Shanglou suddenly let out a muffled groan. Instead of advancing, he retreated more than ten feet.

They were shocked and stopped in their tracks simultaneously, afraid that something would anger Sun Shanglou and cause him to come and deal with them.

However, upon closer inspection, they felt that something was wrong. Lei Feng'er, who had been unable to stand steadily in Sun Shanglou's arms all this time, was still standing in the same place at this moment. Her figure was slim and charming.

Sun Shanglou, who had fled far away, frowned and looked at Lei Feng'er with a deeply bitter expression.

Lei Feng'er, who had bright eyes, had watery eyes. There was a bit of sadness, a bit of determination, and a bit of loss in her eyes.

She looked at Sun Shanglou like this. The couple who had been snuggling against each other now had a distance of three meters between them. They looked at each other. So close, so far.

The two of them just stared at each other without saying a word. Everyone on the side of the field cooperated very well and no one made a sound, as if they were watching a silent performance.

Sun Shanglou's brows slowly relaxed, and the pain on his face also gradually dissipated. However, it only made people feel that the pain did not really disappear, but slowly sank into the depths of their hearts.

In his eyes, Lei Feng'er was still as dazzling and dazzling as before.

Finally, Lei Feng'er could not help but speak first.

"Sun Lang, you don't want to ask why? I hurt you and added more injuries to your injuries. As long as you don't want to, I don't have the chance. Even if you wanted to fight back and kill me just now, it would have been a piece of cake. And you didn't. But I hurt you like this. "

As he spoke, two streams of tears flowed down his cheeks, making people think of the Clear Lotus that was dyed with morning dew.

Sun Shanglou was silent for a moment before he gently replied.

"Feng'er, I actually did not tighten my grip when you were injured. What I regret is that most of the people tonight might die because of this. Your killing business this time is a bit too big. I'm worried about you and feel sad for you. From now on, it seems like I won't be able to wait by your side anymore. You have the ability to kill people in the palm of your hand. I'm happy for you too. So now, I'm both sad and happy. As for why, what does it matter?"

Lei Feng'er's concerned expression did not seem fake at all," Sun Lang, you feel sad and happy. Perhaps it is not just your current state of mind. It's the two poisons you've been poisoned with. Happy is because the 'Impermanence' that you have been afflicted with previously will cause people to have this kind of emotion.

Just now, when I secretly stabbed you, the needle was hollow. There was a bit of poison in it, known as the 'heart of a woman'. Or perhaps it was the thing that made you feel sad. I can't disobey my father's orders, it's like a subconscious action. I did the same.

I'm sorry, Sun Lang. Hurry up and say something soft to my father. If you are willing to join his Lightning Shock, I will definitely beg my father and uncle to give you the highest position. When they retire, this Lightning Shock might be yours.

At that time, whatever you are willing to develop and develop will be your business. This can also be considered as making up for my sins. It will also make tonight's slaughter a bit less."

Sun Shanglou did not seem to understand Lei Feng'er's following words. He just muttered a few words," A woman's heart is like a needle in the ocean. I will not bully you! "Then he smiled. He could not tell whether it was a bitter smile or a happy expression.

"Feng'er, I like you. I feel sorry for you. It also made me look like a leaf in the ocean. I am not willing to see things that I do not want to see.

Do you remember? We have always talked about ancient things together since we were young. When you were seven years old, you said that you wanted to grow up and become a woman like Wu Lan. Why do you think girls have to use their hands to make soup? You insisted on being unable to be a person, and you even joked that your brother was more like a girl than you.

At that time, I was smiling at the side and touching your hair.

Today, in that moment just now, that stubborn and beautiful seven-year-old girl suddenly appeared in my mind. So I can also understand why you did that. Or perhaps you were prepared to do so as well.

Even after being in contact with me for so long, wasn't it also your father's arrangement? Previously, it was I who chose to blind myself and also wanted to thank you for this needle of yours. It stabbed me and woke me up, even though I was so unwilling to wake up."

Sun Shanglou was a man with determination. The sadness on his face was obvious at a glance.

A panicked look flashed across Lei Feng'er's elegant face. She hurriedly said:

"Sun Lang, you can't say that! To you, I am real!

But you also know that I've told you before, my responsibility to the Lei family, and my significance to the Lei family.

I thought that you would join the Lei family for my sake, because the Lei family is your home when we're together. What's the difference between mine and yours? I thought that you would do all of this for me.

But! But! You said that you would bring me far away, even if you were willing to help our family. It was only to help your brothers, these friends... But you didn't consider me at all. You didn't consider my feelings at all.

You keep saying you love me, but you don't care about my father, my brother, my family. Ask yourself, do you really care about me? "

From the beginning, he was anxious to the point of becoming more and more agitated, and in the end, he already faintly carried a sort of resentment and hatred. Moreover, there was a wisp of a fierce expression on his face, yet for some unknown reason, it caused him to seem even more beautiful.

Sun Shanglou instantly didn't know how to reply. He took a breath and replied with a bit of bitterness.

"You were born in Lei family, but it doesn't mean that you have to bear all the good and bad things in Lei family. You should know what your father and the others did.

Even if it's a rebellion, it won't be a problem. I'm willing to do whatever I want for you. Unfortunately, the Lightning Shock of the Lei family had gone too far.

In these few years, I've secretly investigated the Lei family's Lei Zhen's actions. Many people in the Green Forest don't care about these things. As long as they earn money, it's normal for Lei Zhen.

Giving medicine to cover one's sweat, kidnapping and selling children were not worth mentioning, and there were even some who did. The subordinate organization of Lei Zhen had occupied many of the beggars in many cities. They had stolen some healthy children. They made them look weird and their limbs were badly damaged. Then, they put them on the streets to gain sympathy. They earned money.

Also, kidnapping and extortion. Usually, it was the other party who paid the ransom. As usual, these people tore the tickets and then broke the corpses into pieces. Their hearts might even be mixed with mixed mutton soup and eaten by others. Such actions... Perhaps you don't even know about it.

I have secretly punished and sabotaged their actions, but this kind of organization that covers many cities is not something that I can clean up by myself.

It is also because of Feng'er that I did not go against Lei Zhen openly. Every time we meet, it is always a short period of time. I do not want to talk too much about such dirty and dirty things."