C123 My Heart Feels like It's Been Cut Open by a Knife and I'll Wake up

"I don't know. "

"Do you hate me?"

"I don't know. "

"Nameless, if you get involved in this war, and one day we meet on the battlefield, will you kill me?"

"I do not wish to do that. I do not wish to kill anyone. Princess, I believe that as long as you hand over Jia Tianwei, the Emperor will definitely have a way to quell this war. "

"Haha, that is impossible. I will not hand him over. "

"He is an unpardonable person. Why do you still want to protect him? I know that you are not a person who kills indiscriminately. When you saw Vanishing Shadow in trouble that day, how much did you pity him? You would rather spend a high price to get him out of the Sea of Bitterness. It was also because of this that Vanishing Shadow allowed you to ride it. You treat horses like that, but why did you change when it came to people? Yet you didn't let those evil people be punished?"

" Nameless, I said that I have my own difficulties. You don't have to ask anymore, just one sentence. I won't hand Jia Tianwei over to you. Besides, do you really think that a Jia Tianwei can change what is going to happen? You are wrong. These kings wouldn't change their way of thinking and doing things because of any one of them. Even if you quell the chaos of war, what about in the future? As I said before, as long as there are people, there will be war. This is unavoidable. In the end, you won't be able to change anything. "

" Since that's the case, I have nothing to say. I hope that you can take care of yourself in the future. " After saying that, Qingyun stood up and prepared to leave.

"Wuming, if we meet on the battlefield in the future, I hope you won't be lenient, because that will only make me kill you. I won't be lenient to you. " Xiner stood up and said to Nameless' back view. Nameless paused for a moment before continuing to walk towards the banquet.

He did not dare to look back because at this moment, Qing Yun's eyes were already filled with tears. He knew that Xiner's last sentence had ended all of this. This period of time was like a dream to him. Now was the time to wake up from his dream.

At this time, Xiner was sitting paralyzed in the pavilion with tears in her eyes. She really felt tired. Although she already knew that this day would come, at this time, she still couldn't help but cry.

After Qing Yun returned to his seat, he picked up the wine cup and began to drink. The banquet was still very lively. Other than the Emperor, General Qu and Princess Jinyu, no one else noticed him slowly walking back.

The Emperor saw that he had been sitting there drinking and had a rough idea in his heart. So he stood up and walked to his side, "Is everything over?"

"Yes. " He just finished speaking and knew that it was the Emperor. He hurriedly wanted to stand up but was pressed down by the Emperor.

"Don't get up. Come, I'll drink with you. " As he spoke, the Emperor sat on General Qu's seat and began to drink with Qingyun.

After a long time, Xiner also walks back to her seat.

"Ms Xiner, why did you go out for so long? If you did not come back soon, I would have gone to find you. "

"I'm fine. I just went out to get some fresh air. "

"Ms Xiner, what happened to your eyes? Why are they red? Have you cried before? " Sima Yuer suddenly noticed that Xiner's eyes were slightly red.

"Oh, it's nothing. When I took a breather just now, my eyes were blurred and I rubbed them red. "

"Ah, it's good that you are fine. Look, the dishes are almost cold. Ms Xiner, quickly eat some. "

"Hehe, I don't have an appetite. You can eat by yourself. "

"You don't even have an appetite for such a good meal. I had specially reserved it for you. If you don't want to eat your sister, then I won't be polite. " As he spoke, he picked up his chopsticks and began to eat.

Xiner looked at Qing Yun who was drinking all the time and felt extremely unpleasant in her heart. But she had to do this. She knew that the current situation was on one side was the Emperor and on the other side was her. She could see that Qing Yun could not bear to hurt her. If not for this, Qing Yun would not have reminded her to be careful when speaking outside the main hall. If it wasn't for this, he would have caught her when she told him all the truth. But on the other side was the Emperor, his king. He was someone who knew about his past, and he was also a citizen of the Ming Dynasty. He had to pledge his loyalty to the Ming Dynasty.

Xiner could see that Qing Yun was struggling in her heart and did not know what to do. Since he could not make a decision, Then let her help him make a decision. As the current Qing Yun was Pingyun Prince, If he hesitated on the battlefield, it would only shake the morale of the army. Furthermore, being distracted on the battlefield would only put him in a dangerous situation. It would only make the Emperor want to kill him. He could only make him a criminal of the Ming Dynasty.

Xiner knew that it was better to be more ruthless than to be like this. That was why she said the last sentence, If we meet on the battlefield in the future, I hope that you will not be lenient. Because that will only let me kill you, and I will not be lenient to you. Xiner only wanted him to focus on the battlefield without any scruples. To be able to bravely advance and make a name for himself, to become a superior person.

At this moment, Qing Yun's mind was completely blank and his mind was in a mess. He simply could not think of the true meaning behind Xiner's words. In his heart, he only felt that everything was a scam. And he was just a chess piece in this scam. The banquet continued for a long time until the sky was completely dark before it all dispersed. General Qu sent his most capable personal guard to escort all the envoys back to courier hostel.

"Princess, you're finally back. " Ting'er and Yaner saw that the princess had returned and quickly went forward to say.

"Haha, why are you afraid that something will happen to me?"

"That's right. "

Wang Yao smiled and said, "Hehe, it's fine. But we'll have to stay here for a few more days. "

"Why?" The two maidservants saw Xiner say this and asked in confusion.

"The Emperor already knows that I am not the biological daughter of Patriarch Helian, so I fabricated a lie to muddle through, but the Emperor still placed us under house arrest here. He wants to send someone to Nanzhou to investigate my identity. "

"Ah!! How did things become like this? " When the two maidservants heard this, they were so shocked that they could not close their mouths.

"This should be the result of Lee Xiangyu's investigation. This person is too well-informed. This is a threat to us. Also, the Emperor has already found out that I am Head Protector of Hundred-face Pavilion. The reason why he didn't arrest us is because he doesn't have any evidence. The reason why he sent people to Nanzhou is to put us under house arrest for a long period of time so that they can find evidence. We are now in a very dangerous situation. You must be extra careful in the future. Don't let them catch any evidence. "

"Yes, this subordinate will remember Head Protector's words. Head Protector, since Lee Xiangyu is so powerful, we might as well kill him while he is seriously injured. "

"En, I will handle this matter. But the Emperor already knows our identity. So, for his safety. . . The Emperor will definitely send a large number of soldiers to guard that place. It is not an easy task to kill him. This matter will be decided after I have finished investigating. Oh right, you guys go and give me the brush, ink, paper, and inkstones later. I want to write a letter to Nanzhou so that the patriarch can prepare for the investigation of the Great Ming Dynasty ahead of time. "