C6 Rejection

My whole body begins to tremble and I try to push open the door and I desperately run out of the room down the dark hallway , my legs run as far as they can until I fall on the cold floor after all my weakness . "Alison " Dech suddenly appears in the hallway and helps me up from the floor , I look into his eyes disconsolate about everything that just happened and lay on him to feel safe . LUKE "I don't want a partner " I say inwardly. But I couldn't resist as I remembered that human cornered by all my strength on the training mat . I can feel her confusion through our ever growing bond . We are fated partners. There is not supposed to be any hesitation or rejection . But she is quite the rebel and I find that both irritating and exciting . On my way to her room in the middle of the night I hear Dech's footsteps walk away and leave her alone . I take a deep breath and take my wolf form to use my abilities and make as little noise as possible . I manage to open the door without forcing it and I can inhale her human scent , my wolf goes crazy and wants to possess her . My wolf recognized her presence, even from a distance. I knew my mate was here , that she had arrived . I think I knew when I saw her fighting uselessly against those four beasts on the road , that's why I couldn't let them kill her I had to capture her for myself . I try to get closer to delight myself with her scent without waking her up , I listen to her warm breath that envelopes her like a sublime peace , I sink my nose in her hair to feel the touch of her nape and suddenly she startles . " i What the fuck is this !" She suddenly shouts . She doesn't seem to have much visibility amidst the darkness of the room which gives me an advantage to return to my human form and not scare her away . I try to generate a mating bond by linking her mind with hers and we go into a trance I have never felt with anyone before, I get wrapped up in her thoughts and at first she seems to resist but then her mind opens up to me like an inhospitable universe. I approach her and she seems to realize it is me . "What are you doing here?" She asks in a lost way , I just say no words and take her by the shoulders , she flinches at my touch and it drives me crazy . "i Don't do it , don't kill me ! " She screams in desperation , seeking to break free from my grip . I would like to tear off her clothes and lick all her wounds to heal them , I would like to be submerged inside her and stay there forever . Her naked body must be beautiful even if it's mallugged . "You are mine" I whisper , trying to control my desire to possess her completely . "I will never be yours." Espeta trying to distance his body from mine. She started running around the room like a gazelle in danger , even though she knew she couldn't escape she kept wasting my time . "I'm not going to hurt you anymore if you obey me " I murmur , trying to calm her down and get what I want quickly . "I don't want to obey , I won't make your slave !" she shouts at me with fury and hits me with her fist in a surprise way , thing that makes my fury ignite and I want to finish her once and for all . My wolf is enraged and I am about to throw myself on her with a strong lunge that can kill her. However I try to fight with my fury . " Go away , get the hell out of here !" I yell at her , to make her run away and get out of my way , otherwise she would be dead . She shoots out of the room and disappears from my sight , lifting me off the floor smashing everything around me full of rage transforming me completely into the monster I am . "She'll be mine if it's the last thing I do" I growl. I try to calm down and leave the room to place her in the middle of the hallway but what I see infuriates me even more . I see her fall to the floor and a few seconds later I see Dech coming to her aid like a guardian angel, I back away and return to my human form deserting any plans to approach her again . I tried the link for the first time , not sure if it works, or how I'm supposed to use it. When I get nothing in return, it only adds fuel to the fire burning in my gut. Why doesn't it talk to me? It makes sense. It's supposed to give in to the bond , I spin around full of frustration in my control room . My primal urge to take her and leave my mark on her is overcoming everything. I staggered in the direction she came out, but my path was blocked. Dech was in front of her helping her as usual , and she lay on top of him as if he could protect her from me . I nail a fist on the table , it's so frustrating I want to break Dech's neck , but if I do I would lose a valuable soldier and give myself a more ruthless image in front of Alison . What the hell is Dech up to, does he think he can come between me and my partner? It would be so easy to sink my teeth down his throat but I must control myself . Does he have a death wish? He stands between me and what I want. It's totally absurd , even when we were on the canvas he got in the way .My molars grind . "She doesn't need anyone to protect her that's what I'm there for even if she fears me . We are partners ." I say aloud , imagining Dech at her side . Dech may be attracted to her and that idea turns my guts at this moment I want to rip his guts out . The low rumbling growl that rises in my throat is menacing as I stretch to my full height , letting him feel the force of my dominance . I know Dech is a big wolf, but I still have five inches and at least fifty pounds on him. He's not a bold lycanthrope like me although his wolf is strong, it doesn't compare to mine. I'm almost impressed that the bastard doesn't flinch at me , although he pretends to respect me I know he only does it out of fear or obligation because he doesn't want to be without my protection and doesn't want to be at the mercy of the Order . If she reciprocated that's her business , I won't violate her trust for now but she is meant to be with me and I know it won't be simple but I will see to it that she understands . Even though all the things she yelled at me that burns me more than anything she could have said to me. rejection? Fuck, for a wolf, that's a death sentence. Fated mates don't have the luxury of rejecting a mating bond. But she has , she has told me to take him away from her and that she will never be mine . "How am I supposed to take that ? " I growl . Jealousy overtakes me . I imagine Dech next to her in her room , I will check the security cameras to keep an eye on her from now on , and make sure she is alone in her room from now on How long has he been around her like that , how many times has he touched what is mine ? It's irrational, I know, but I can't stop these dangerous thoughts. As much as I want to have those answers, I don't have time to waste figuring that out . I need to go to my partner. I wasn't afraid of anything. Now, the terror of losing her floods my veins, and that vulnerability infuriates me. Dominance I haven't experienced in a long time flows through my wolf as my thoughts rumble through my head . "I can be the boss in here and I can have authority as an alpha feared by the humans I hold captive, but while I do that my mate is alone out there with Dech " I lose control and send for him I want to see him face to face and find out his true intentions with Alison . He quickly arrives in the control room , and stares at me , with a calmness in his posture that is almost unnatural . I notice his light blond hair and his piercing eyes that are fixed on mine without any sign of concern. He is not as big as me, either in height or bulk, but I have a feeling he will fight me if I push him. No matter how much loyalty he has sworn to me in the past we are in a different situation . There is a tension between us that prevents us from speaking , I think our silences have revealed our intentions .