C65 Dream that felt real

{Delilah}

Today was my due date. When I was about to deliver my baby. I walked into his room; it was all ready for him. Toys; crib; clothes. I even bought shoes for my new born. But alas! My baby was not with me. He is in heaven now.

I missed him, every single day. Before conceiving, I never knew I had those maternal feelings in me. I always wanted to have kids. But that emotion... was surreal