C167 The Pressure She Faced Alone(1)

Winning momentum and afraid of losing something.

The recovery period after the surgery was difficult to bear. After the anesthesia, the hospital would not use too much of the medicine for pain and analgesia, which could easily cause nerve damage. Therefore, all kinds of pain during the recovery period could not be avoided. It was lucky to be able to sleep. If he didn't wake up, he would feel uncomfortable. When he truly had a clear mind... The pain would be extremely obvious.

... ""

Yan Xuan opened his eyes again. The gray roof was very close to him. At first, it was blurry, but it soon became clear. Compared to a few days ago, he could now easily recover his consciousness. And he could stay awake for a longer period of time, not to the point of just waking up and sleeping. His stamina was completely exhausted.

He breathed in and out, and the oxygen mask covering most of his face could not be ignored within the range of his peripheral vision. As for the internal organs and wounds on his skin, the burning pain was unable to escape after his senses returned. It was like a torture, constantly and endlessly...

But he was willing to endure it.

He did not know the time. He did not know whether it was day or night. The light in the ICU was very dim. It was very quiet all around. Lyi Yan sat by the side and slept on her stomach. He did not have the strength to call her, so he quietly looked at her while enduring the pain. He knew that it would not take long for the pain to completely drain his consciousness. Looking at him would cause him to fall asleep again, but he gradually got used to it. He was used to this kind of body. He was used to seeing Yan when he opened his eyes and closed his eyes.

I want to agree to Caesars and ask Yan Zhengyuan to record songs for me.

His pupils moved slightly and gradually revealed gentleness. He admitted that he was not a very gentle person. However, he was always touched by this little guy. How long had it been? It seemed that after Aunt Wen left, he had destroyed his desire to be close to others. Even Qi Mingyu had maintained the necessary distance. He was inhumane, cold, and strict. No wonder others kept targeting and alienating him. It was he who closed the door and windows with a cold smile. He was the one who threw stones at others while they were down. He deserved to bear all the darkness that he had to bear.

I love you. Besides saying that I love you and take care of you, I want to experience your feelings more deeply. I want to help you share some of the burden so that I can be more understanding.

He faced it alone for a long time. For a moment, he was unable to understand all the meaning of this sentence. But his heart was beating intensely, accompanied by a bone-piercing warmth. Grandfather, grandmother, mother, Aunt Wen... All of a sudden, smiles appeared in front of his eyes. Only then did he realize that he had gradually forgotten. He had once had such a similar warmth.

I won't let you bully my son as you please...

At that time, he clearly wasn't particularly awake, but he didn't understand. How could he hear these words so clearly? He did not know who the woman who spoke to him was, but he felt the love of a mother. In an instant, his heart inexplicably became weak. He searched through his memories... However, he found that his mother had never said such a thing. The most she had said was:

Mommy loves you. Xuan, don't be angry with Daddy, okay?

"Yan Xuan!"

Lyi Yan, who was beside the bed, suddenly bounced up. She looked like she had some kind of nightmare. She could not stop the panic in her eyes. There were some tears in her eyes. When he recalled the crisis that day, he could not help but feel a lingering fear in his heart. As long as the two slashes on his back were slightly biased, they would cut off his aorta or pierce his heart and lungs. He was not so lucky to be able to lie here and feel the pain and the torture of weakness.

He had frightened her. Such a nightmare would inevitably torture her for a period of time.

"Yan..." He tried to move his lips, but only made a few sounds of air. After removing the trachea, he felt much more comfortable. However, it seemed that it was still too early for him to speak or move.

"Hmm... Yan Xuan?" Lyi Yan saw the clarity in his eyes and quickly tidied up her emotions. She held Yan Xuan's hand, which was not hot no matter how hard she held it. She asked what she would ask every time she saw him wake up, "You are awake? Is the incision very painful?"

Yan Xuan could not answer her. He could only shake his head extremely lightly. He tried his best to raise the corners of his lips to show that he was fine.

"How long have you been awake? Sorry, I fell asleep." Lyi Yan was happy that he was gradually able to give more and more reactions. Qi Mingyu had previously said that when his condition stabilized a little more these few days, he would be able to transfer to an ordinary ward.

... "" Yan Xuan slowly closed his eyes and slowly opened them again. There was a touch of pity in his eyes that he could not say out loud. He wanted to hug her and comfort her after the nightmare, but he could not do anything now.

"Well, there is something that I think I should tell you..." Lyi Yan shook off the nightmare and took a breath. She could not help but think of William who came last night. But you have to promise me that you will not let your emotions fluctuate too much. Try your best to remain calm. This matter should be within your expectations."

Before Lyi Yan could say anything, Yan Xuan had a rough idea in his heart. There were only a few things that were within his expectations.

"William came yesterday." Lyi Yan stared into Yan Xuan's eyes and saw a trace of understanding in his eyes. " Just as you thought, the prisoner eight years ago was not Pann Mei. It was Sun Dongqing. He helped you get what you wanted, and now the thing has been handed over to the police. The police are currently investigating and sorting out the latest news that I have received. He said that he will arrest Sun Dongqing today... "

"En..." Yan Xuan made a nasal sound and closed his eyes again. The truth was within his expectations. When the evidence was finally in his hands, he could not help but feel relieved. The pain seemed to have gotten worse.

"I did not sleep last night. I read all of Sun Dongqing's medical records. From the beginning to the end, I read until my heart trembled and I felt goosebumps all over my body. To be honest, I didn't think that the cause and effect of this matter would be like this... " Lyi Yan was immersed in this matter and mumbled a few words. When she looked up again, she found that Yan Xuan had fallen asleep again.

She sighed slightly. Her heart carried an incomparably heavy burden. In fact, she urgently needed Yan Xuan to give her some comfort, but she also knew that Yan Xuan was busy with his own affairs now. She had to be more brave and strong.

Just like that, she quietly waited by the bed. She stared at him and almost fell asleep again. At this time, Qi Mingyu walked in and whispered something into her ear. "Yan Zhengyuan is here."

His voice was not loud, but it scared away all the sleepiness. Lyi Yan suddenly opened her eyes wide and looked at Yan Xuan who was still sleeping. She looked at Qi Mingyu again and the latter nodded at her. He wanted her to follow him out for a while. After leaving the ICU, Lyi Yan hurriedly asked where Yan Zhengyuan was. She was afraid that he would do something to hurt Yan Xuan while they were not paying attention. After all, the current situation... Yan Xuan was someone who absolutely needed protection.

"In your ward." Of course Qi Mingyu understood what she was nervous about. In fact, when Yan Zhengyuan came over, he was not as calm as he looked. "Yiyi and Fatty are with him. He came here today to look for you. I have an operation right away, and I can't accompany you. Can you do it? "

"Yes, no problem. Go and do your work." If he thought about how he would be going to Zhengyuan's studio to record songs tomorrow, now that Yan Zhengyuan came looking for her, he wouldn't be surprised.

Lyi Yan turned her wheelchair to the ward. Soong Yiyi and Fatty were indeed standing at the door alone. They stared at Yan Zhengyuan as if they were facing a great enemy. Yan Zhengyuan was wearing a silver-gray casual suit. He sat on the sofa as leisurely as usual. This was his usual appearance in front of people. He would get used to it if he watched too much.

"Are you looking for me?" Lyi Yan was still a little nervous. Her palms were sweating, but she tried her best to look calm.

"Yes, is it convenient?" Yan Zhengyuan looked at Soong Yiyi and Fatty meaningfully, as if he wanted to talk to Lyi Yan alone.