C173 The World Is Hard to Predict but It Can't be Changed(1)

It's like a butterfly can't fly in the ocean, and no one can blame it.

Fatty parked the car by the roadside and jumped twice. He wanted to drive to the hospital or to the police station. He had to wait for Lyi Yan to decide.

"Why don't we go back to the hospital and discuss with Teacher Yan Xuan first?" The car was silent for a while. Fatty gave a suggestion. This time, he did not need to worry about Lyi Yan's safety, but this psychological pressure...

... "" Lyi Yan looked up at Fatty and then looked at William. She could not hide the confusion and fear in her eyes. "William, is this matter urgent? Do I have to see him today?"

"Tomorrow at the latest, because the court will be held the day after tomorrow." William had seen the records of Sun Dongqing's psychological treatment. He had also heard from Yan Xuan about Lyi Yan and her mother's experiences, so he could more or less understand Lyi Yan's current feelings.

"Tomorrow... Tomorrow, I still have to fight to the death with Yan Zhengyuan. I don't know what time it will cause." Lyi Yan fell silent again. Even though Sun Dongqing pointed out his name and wanted to see her, it was also a knife to extend one's head and cower in fear, but she was still panicking in her heart. The past that had something to do with her mother was heavy and ferocious. It was so heavy that she had yet to catch her breath.

As for Yan Xuan... Yan Xuan had just been unstable yesterday, and he was still having a fever. What should she do?

"Yan, don't force yourself. Let's go back to the hospital first. You can meet Xuan and talk about other things later." William saw that she was unconsciously biting her lips so hard that it seemed like she was about to bite out blood. He hurriedly patted her shoulder. He comforted her.

"En, sorry, I think I need to meet him first..." Lyi Yan was not very familiar with William after all, so she smiled at him in embarrassment.

"Little guy, you don't need to apologize." William saw her apologetic smile and could not help but feel some heartache. At first, he did not understand how a thirteen year old girl like her could make Xuan's heart move, but now he finally understood.

Fatty started the car again and drove towards Renli Hospital. No one in the car spoke anymore. The two of them silently accompanied Lyi Yan who was deep in thought and wanted to give her some strength and support.

Since Yan Xuan was not around, many things seemed to become very difficult to deal with.

Standing at the entrance of the ICU, Lyi Yan had a mental struggle for almost fifteen minutes. Qi Mingyu's words and Yan Xuan's painful look were fighting in her mind. She was almost unable to decide whether she should say it or not, and how much she should say. She had promised to be brave and strong, and she could not change her dependence. Which side would she choose...

"Eh? Miss Lyi? Why aren't you going in here?" The door opened from the inside and the nurse saw Lyi Yan wearing protective clothing and a hat but sitting at the door and not going in. She did not find it strange. "Mr. Yan is awake. The temperature has dropped a little. Don't worry. What are you waiting for? Hurry up and go in. Mr. Yan needs his little girlfriend to accompany him at this time ~"

" Oh, okay, okay. " Lyi Yan's face was slightly red. She awkwardly pushed the door open and went in. She put on the face mask, turned the wheelchair around, and moved to the side of Yan Xuan's bed.

The ICU here was not particularly large. There were only six beds in total. According to what Qi Mingyu said, it was the auspicious sign of "six great Shun." Every bed was separated by a certain distance. Other than a circle of high-end medical machines, there was also an orange bedside lamp. This made the appearance of every patient in the relatively dark ICU very clear. Yan Xuan's hospital bed was on the left side of the door, so the wheel of the wheelchair did not spin a few times. Lyi Yan saw his face clearly, just like the nurse had said. He woke up and slightly tilted his head to look at the position beside the bed. His eyes were quietly half-open and half-closed, appearing very weak. However, his eyes were filled with unconcealed greed, as if she was still sitting there with him.

"Yan Xuan..." Lyi Yan's nose twitched and she almost cried when she saw this scene.

When he heard her voice, Yan Xuan obviously opened his eyes wide. The light in his eyes slowly gathered and looked at her. After confirming that it was really her, he smiled. The smile hidden under the oxygen mask was bigger than before, as if he was afraid that she wouldn't be able to see it. Yet it was so strenuous that it made her heart tighten. She wanted to pounce on him and hug him!

"Yan..." There was obvious joy in the air that was stuck in the oxygen mask. She probably did not expect her to appear so quickly. After all, not recording the song in the afternoon was a temporary decision.

"It is like this. There are some changes in recording the songs..." Lyi Yan came to the bedside and held his hand. She told Yan Xuan everything that happened in the morning in detail. This included Yan Zhengyuan's request and guidance when recording the song, as well as her discomfort and inability to do it, as well as her understanding of Yan Zhengyuan's persistence towards music. She also boldly asked him to write a song for her to sing the beginning and the end of the song, "I don't know if I did it right, but I used his method to sing the song you wrote. I really can't sing. "

"Xin... it's hard..." Yan Xuan's fingers moved and he held her hand back, but he did not have much strength.

He could not say too much and could not get up to hug her. Yan Xuan could only try his best to express his gratitude and tenderness. Actually, it did not matter if it was right or wrong. There was no doubt that Lyi Yan had put in all her effort and effort. After all, she could have Dongfang Lin record songs for her. She could save some trouble and not have to suffer so many grievances. She had to bear the responsibility. So much pressure. However, for his sake, she had chosen Yan Zhengyuan. One could imagine the confrontation between them. That was the cruelty of the battlefield. To be able to react in such a way... It was not easy to weigh the pros and cons between advancing and retreating.

"The development of things is different from what I thought before. This album originally belonged to you and me. In the end, it ended up like this..." Lyi Yan lowered her eyes. This decision was actually not easy to make. She was not willing to see anyone else in the album, especially the one she hated, Yan Zhengyuan. "However, Yan Xuan, are the two of you not listening to the songs written by the other person?"

... "" Yan Xuan was slightly stunned, then nodded honestly. In his memory, he only seriously listened to the song Time of One Song, and it was 18 years ago.

"I think so too. But in order to not make the album too sudden, he should listen to the songs written by you in the first six songs. And you should have listened to the last four songs that he wrote, because... I sang them, right?" Lyi Yan winked at him. This was a little scheme that she had thought of with little effort. This pair of father and son who did not like each other, always had to have a beginning to understand each other.

"Ha... Right..." Yan Xuan smiled again. That smile contained too many emotions, and it was difficult to express them clearly for a moment.

"Yan Xuan..." Lyi Yan looked at Yan Xuan's smile, but she could not smile. She could still force herself to deal with Yan Zhengyuan's matter, but there was another matter waiting for her outside the door. She felt that she could not handle that matter. It was too dark and obscure.

... "" As if he could easily detect her emotional fluctuations, Yan Xuan frowned. His white lips moved slightly, but only made a few vague sounds. Lyi Yan knew he was asking her what was wrong, but she was still hesitating whether she should say it or not.

Sun Dongqing.

Now, even if he only mentioned these three words, she could not help but tremble. However, she had no choice but to go to see him. She didn't know what he would say to her, or how much her heart could bear. In fact, the truth of the past had always terrified her. What kind of love... What kind of selfishness, what kind of despicable, what kind of cruelty...

"Yan... Uh..." Her silence and sudden panic and fear made Yan Xuan anxious. Subconsciously, he moved his body. This movement caused his face to instantly turn pale and he groaned.

"Yan Xuan!" Lyi Yan suddenly woke up from her deep mud feet. She looked at Yan Xuan who was in pain and wanted to call the nurse, but he stopped her and shook his head at her.