C31 Rotten Wound
I'm obviously tired, why pretend to smile.
Maybe if her father went to America to treat his illness, she would have no choice but to continue to submit to this man in front of her. Do many things that I don't want to do. But what Yan Xuan said was right. Compared to being able to cure her father's illness, what was a little grievance and self-respect about her?
"You... Can you really convince him?" Her father usually looked like a harmonious group. When he became stubborn, he would not be able to pull him back even if he was a few bulls. Furthermore, he seemed to have a deep prejudice against Yan Xuan.
"Wait for me in the car." Yan Xuan got out of the car and did not say anything else.
Jack pressed the lock of the car door, as if he was afraid that she would immediately open the door and chase after him. Alright, she did want to do that. Unable to get out of the car, she could only look through the window at Yan Xuan's back as he walked further and further away, slowly disappearing from her line of sight. There were mixed feelings in her heart, sourness, sweetness, spicy and salty. She was a little silly and couldn't tell.
"When he comes back, we will immediately go to Renli Hospital."
"... " Hmm?"
Jack also looked at Yan Xuan's back, but what he saw was the tiredness that he could not hide. Lyi Yan answered absent-mindedly, and her mind could not help but be filled with various scenes of her father and Yan Xuan facing each other. Would she be angered to the point that she was half-dead by that poisonous guy? What if it was some kind of intimidation and enticement again? Would she be wronged? Would she get into a fight because of a disagreement and then get tied up by that guy? She was mainly worried about her father being "bullied."
"Did he not eat anything today?"
"Huh? Yes, how did you know?"
"After staying with someone for a long time, there are some things that you will know."
"... " Oh."
"I'll leave the matter of persuading him to go to Renli Hospital to you later."
"Eh? How could he listen to me?"
"You don't understand. He will listen to you."
Every sentence was so profound, of course she wouldn't understand. Although there were many question marks in his heart, since Jack didn't have the intention to say it, she also didn't intend to shamelessly ask. The car quietened down. Lyi Yan held an uneasy heart and waited for the result. It was not easy to convince her father, but she was inexplicably certain that her father would nod in agreement this time. Inexplicably, she believed that man.
"A bottle of mineral water, thank you."
Yan Xuan walked into the hospital. He did not directly go to the ward, but went to the emergency room to measure his body temperature. 38. The value of 2 degrees made him slightly frown. Then, he turned around and went to the hospital's small supermarket to buy a bottle of mineral water. With the ice-cold water, he ate the medicine in his pocket. He rested for a while on the bench before straightening his clothes. He walked into the inpatient department building and pressed the button to light up the elevator.
The pungent disinfectant and the white light made him slightly dizzy. He had been eating for the whole day. It had become a heavy, stuffy pain. His current physical condition was not satisfactory. However, Lyi Faang was like a time bomb, and the power of the explosion was immeasurable. There was only half a month left until the finals. He still had other work to do. He did not have the time and energy to pull Lyi Faang, who had detonated the bomb. Sooner or later, he would have to face things that he could not escape from. Besides, although he wasn't in a good condition today, it was hard to say whether he would be in a worse condition in the future.
Kowtow.
He knocked on the door of the ward and the person inside answered to let him in. Yan Xuan raised his hand and held the door handle. He walked in with a solemn expression. He did not hesitate or feel awkward. He looked indifferently at Lyi Faang, who was sitting on the hospital bed, and nodded. He looked at each other. The latter was obviously stunned and showed an expression of surprise. He subconsciously looked away as if he was trying his best to remain calm. She organized her emotions.
"I know you don't want to see me, I won't stay for long" Yan Xuan pulled a chair and sat down beside the bed. He took the remote control on the bedside table and turned off the noisy TV.
"It has been so many years since we last met. You are still so rude." Lyi Faang leaned against the headboard and gritted his teeth without a trace. He clenched his fists.
In the first round, each person said a word. The smell of gunpowder filled the ward. There was no smoke, but it was a fierce battle.
"It seems even more impolite to smash someone with a cup." Yan Xuan smiled and looked at him with his dark eyes. "I'm very curious what that reporter said to make you so angry. So I went to ask him."
"What are you doing here today? Are you threatening me?" Lyi Faang's face turned pale, and his expression changed again and again.
"You can probably guess that. I came naturally to ask you to go to America for treatment." Yan Xuan raised his eyebrows, and his hands seemed to have inadvertently crossed in between his abdomen. He leaned back slightly on the chair.
"Humph, sell your daughter for treatment? Yan doesn't know. Don't tell me I don't know about your little tricks? You are guilty and want to atone for your sins, right? Let me tell you, there are many ways to treat illnesses. There are also many experts in the country! I will definitely not let Yan enter the circle and walk the same path as her mother. I will not let you ruin your relationship. I will destroy Yan again!" Lyi Faang clearly expressed his determination by biting the word "destroy." He deliberately emphasized the word destroy in order to make the other party back off.
The scenery around them changed. The two of them seemed to have returned to many years ago. Those things were complicated and heart-chilling. Yan Xuan had been investigating ever since he returned from the United States eight years ago. The more he investigated, the closer he got to the truth. The so-called truth made his heart ache.
"... " I was indeed wrong back then. The biggest mistake was believing you and my father wrongly."
"Isn't it inappropriate to say that? It was clearly the lyrics you wrote that concealed the sensitive topic at that time, causing the warmth to be cut off. From then on, you went downhill, and you still have the face to blame others! "
"Don't you think that the word 'hidden' is very interesting? Back then, I was too weak to defend myself with my words alone. Now that I think about it, however, someone had put on a hat that said 'there's no need for it'. The Consecutive Strategy trapped Aunt Wen and I in that department. I thought that the two of us would help. But they just stood there and watched."
"Stand by and watch? You caused the situation to become like that, and you still blame others for not helping you? "
"Whether you're gloating or not, you know very well which role you play in the entire scheme, and I don't want to say too much about it."
"I have a clear conscience As for you, when she needs help the most, what do you mean by going to America to further your studies alone? You caused her to die so miserably by herself, do you feel any better?"
..." "
" Hehe, there's nothing else to say, right? Weren't you very intimate with her at that time? How could you bear to leave her alone? But a woman like her, without you, she would have gone to find another man..."
Lyi Faang stabbed at him with his knife, accurately stabbing into the most painful part of his body.
Before he came, Yan Xuan was mentally prepared. The wound hidden in the bottom of his heart had already festered. It was within his expectation that it would be dug out by Lyi Faang. In the past, he would have already punched someone with his fist, but now, he was still sitting on the chair. No matter what the weak organ in his body was shouting about, he still smiled faintly. However, there was frost in his eyes.
"Have you been lying through your teeth all these years to comfort yourself? Don't you have nightmares at night? Hehe, do you think that this terminal illness is karma? " Not beating people up doesn't mean that he will be silent. He has been like this since he was young. If he was stabbed, he would pull it out and stab it back.
"Retribution! What retribution do I have? I went abroad after I divorced her! The reason why I divorced her was because she frequently cheated on me. Different men..." Lyi Faang showed an angry expression, as if he had suffered a great grievance.
"Offending? If you say that, I will think that you are not a part of the circle anymore. You used all the hype you created as an excuse. Yan firmly believed that because she was still young, she used it to tell me. Don't you feel that it is unreasonable?" Yan Xuan was unmoved. From the beginning to the end, his expression was indifferent.
"So, did you come here specially to argue with me today? I don't care if you use goading or coercing or bribery. In any case, I won't go to America to treat illnesses. I'm sorry that I'm tired. Please return, I won't see you off!"
"Back then, you signed a contract in China and broke the contract halfway to develop overseas. Aunt Wen was the one who took the huge amount of compensation for you and stole it from him. Don't tell me you don't know about this? After that, you didn't develop well overseas. You used Yan's custody to force Aunt Wen to find that bastard to help you get connections. In the end, you didn't know about the matter of Aunt Wen disfigured and jumped off the building, right? If I tell Yan about these two things, what do you think she would do? Will she still be as docile as she is now by your side?"
"You... What did you say? ! I don't understand! "
" It doesn't matter if you don't understand, as long as Yan can understand. "
"You, you... Don't lie to me there!"
"If you don't want people to know, don't do it yourself. Do you think that no one will know about Aunt Wen's death?"
... ""
"This is my business card. Call me when you have made your decision. Oh right, my patience has always been bad, you know that."
"Yan Xuan!"
"You want a peaceful and peaceful old age with family to accompany you. I want a Yan who truly knows mother. "
... ""
"After so many years, you and I owe Aunt Wen. It's time to pay it back. "
It was time to pay it back.
After Yan Xuan left for a long time, Lyi Faang sat still on the bed, unable to move. He was no longer young. He had made mistakes before. In the end, only Yan was left. He could not lose her, but if she really knew those shameful things that he had done in a muddle, with Yan's personality, would she forgive him? It shouldn't be...
He wanted a peaceful and peaceful old age with family to accompany him. He wanted a Yan who truly knew his mother.
Could it be that these two didn't contradict each other?
Lyi Yan had been tormented in the car for nearly an hour. Finally, she saw Yan Xuan walking into the parking lot. His footsteps were unsteady and his face was as white as a ghost. Before Lyi Yan could react, jack had already opened the door and got out of the car to help him up. He shook his head and refused.
"Go to the apartment." After getting in the car, Yan Xuan was still in the passenger seat. He put on the full belt and said in a hoarse voice.
... "" Jack was speechless. He looked at Lyi Yan through the rearview mirror for help.
"No, let's go to Renli Hospital." Lyi Yan was slightly stunned and then nodded at Jack.
... "" Perhaps it was because she did not expect Lyi Yan to refute like this, or perhaps her body really could not support it. He did not have the strength to refute anymore. Jack saw Yan Xuan slightly move the corner of his mouth. But he didn't make any sound, and then closed his eyes in discomfort. He looked like he would let them do whatever they wanted.
The car started and drove towards Renli Hospital. Jack contacted Qi Mingyu in the car and confirmed that he was in the hospital. Lyi Yan sat in the backseat anxiously. Many questions were stuck in her throat and she did not know how to ask them.
"That, did my dad..."
Xuan, why didn't he go for such a good opportunity to further his studies?
"Stop the car..."
Worried about me? Stinking brat, could it be that once Auntie leaves you, nothing will be able to stop you?
"Ray?"
Relax, auntie has an uncle and Yan, very good ~ Hurry up and prepare to go to America. When you are alone, take good care of yourself ~ Ah, right! With a picture of Mama Zhang by her side, she is more worried than I am. Only by looking at you will I feel at ease ~
"Stop the car! Wu..."
Me? Of course I'm fine. If you're not here, I'll worry less ~
Xuan, you have to take good care of yourself too.
En, I'll wait for Xuan to come back.
After lighting up the steering light, the car stopped by the roadside. Yan Xuan opened the car door and rushed out. The faint yellow street light vaguely portrayed his outline, as if he was... bending over and vomiting?
"You go and see him. You can't stop here. He's in the circle, so it's not easy to deal with the traffic police."
"Oh, okay!"
The situation was urgent. Lyi Yan could not care about those past grudges and opened the door to get out of the car. She jogged to Yan Xuan's side. In the dark of the night, she saw him press one hand deep into his stomach. The other hand. Holding a tree by the roadside, he bent his back and retched. Because he hadn't eaten anything for the whole day, he naturally couldn't vomit anything out. His tiny bangs fell on his face, covering his expression. This was Yan Xuan, whom she had never seen before. He had taken off his powerful mask. It turned out that he was also made of flesh and blood.
"Are... are you alright?" Lyi Yan tried to help him up and was prepared to be rejected. She did not expect that he would pull her into his arms or something. It really made her think that he was playing with her again. "You, that... I, I..."
... "" Yan Xuan did not let go, nor did he say anything. His memories were rolling in front of his eyes. His gentle voice and smile were so clear that it made one's hair stand on end. It was as if he'd fallen into an ice cave, and it caused him to eagerly want to absorb even the slightest bit of warmth to prove it. He was still alive, and the path he had to take was still very long. There were still many things he had to do.