C58 It Could Not be Cut off but It Could Still be Messed up

Just an ordinary person like me has a heart for you to barge in.

In the blink of an eye, Lyi Yan stayed in G City for a week and participated in three applications, waiting for the results.

Grandfather and Grandma asked her about Yan Xuan, but she saw that she was not willing to say it. So she did not ask too much. Dong was also very close. He accompanied her around the old school field for more than ten laps. He only advised her to forget about it. As for Ding Qian and the others mocking and mocking her openly and secretly, she more or less heard it from the girls, but in this aspect, she was more indifferent. Fatigue and whatnot could not be eaten as food.

The interview had yet to come to an end. She worked part-time at the supermarket and was a salesman for cookies. She stood there for an entire day, smiling and smiling non-stop until the corner of her mouth stiffened. "Hello," "Welcome to taste, '' It's fine if you don't buy it ',' Thank you for your patronage ', these words were repeated over and over again. In the end, she felt like she was a machine. It had nothing to do with her when she looked at different people, stopping and walking.

She kept reminding herself to forget, and every time she thought of the beginning, she would order it to stop. She would not admit that she had a lot on her mind, nor would she admit that the man was still in her mind. She could try to find the rhythm of her disrupted life again. She could have done it eight years ago, but now she could. It was nothing. She could.

Yan, I think Yan Xuan did this for a reason. Look at how hard he worked, that's why he...

In the video call, her father said this to her.

Yes, in order to pull her and her father to the truth about her mother. That man had put in a lot of effort, even getting sick and injured time and time again. But he had never complained, never once asking them to repay or thank him. He had given up so much, just like how he had already eaten ninety-nine steamed buns. However, at the critical moment, she had already agreed to leave with him. She would let him go just like that. There were too many things that didn't make sense, and she wasn't really stupid... How could she not understand?

But whether it was in the beginning when he pulled her to the stage, or now that he let go of her and pushed her away, he did not give her any chance to express her opinion, as if he was used to being overbearing. She always felt that she was right and that she would make a decision as soon as she said it. They weren't very close, and it would be too hard for her to cry and beg for an explanation. Even if she got an explanation, so what? People like him had eyes on their heads. If he would compromise, he wouldn't have made a decision from the start.

The hustle and bustle had dispersed. This week, it was as light as plain water. Suddenly, the connection was like a pause talisman on the five-line spectrum. She and him returned to their respective worlds. Everything that had happened previously was like an illusory dream. Now that they had woken up from the dream, they still had to continue living.

"Girl Yan, here ~"

Perhaps the person she wanted to avoid the most right now was Soong Yiyi, but Soong Yiyi came to G City and took advantage of the weekend.

"Little Bun, you have become prettier again ~"

They met and hugged. They were still best friends, but there was a slight awkwardness hidden in their hearts and they could not say it out loud.

"Are you alright? You seem to have lost weight?"

"Not at all. You even gained two pounds! You know, Grandma's food is always nutritious and delicious."

"I can't wait to hear you say that. Let's go, let's go!"

"Let's go, let's go!"

The two of them deliberately avoided that topic. It was obvious that one of them wanted to ask. The other wanted to say. Lyi Yan brought Soong Yiyi home in a taxi. Grandfather and Grandma knew Soong Yiyi was coming. They enthusiastically cooked another table full of delicious food. The atmosphere of dinner was very good. Everyone was talking and laughing. Soong Yiyi, who had a sweet mouth, had always been liked by the two elders. Lyi Yan also relaxed a little after she ate. Girls always had a lot of topics to talk about.

"Well, actually, I have something to show you guys ~" After dinner, they packed up the kitchen and sat down on the sofa in the living room. Soong Yiyi took out a plate from her bag and with Lyi Yan's help, she came out. Put it in the DVD next to the TV.

At the MV.

The title of the song was listed at the beginning: Her Smile, and she sang: E. V.P. E, Participant: Soong Yiyi, Ode Composer: Dongfang Lin.

All the familiar names were gathered together, shocking memories. He clearly did not see the word Yan Xuan, but that man occupied every corner of his memory. He was more vivid than anyone else. Lyi Yan was stunned for a moment, then she smiled. Actually, it was nothing. The problem did not lie with her. Yan Xuan was just that kind of person. It was the same in anyone's memory.

E. V.S. E's song was a rock 'n' roll style, and the music video took a view on a highway at the edge of the city. In the camera, Soong Yiyi had changed from her usual sweet and quiet self to her long, wavy maroon hair. Coupled with her sexy singlet and jeans, as well as her high heels, which were about ten centimeters long, she faced the wind without any restraint, and at the same time, she brought along the gentleness of a girl and the carefree manner of a boy. She was playful, lively, and slightly wild. She was beautiful from the inside out, and she was so beautiful that it made people suffocate.

Her smile.

Close, far, short, and long... Soong Yiyi's smile appeared in every angle of the camera. It was dazzling. The dazzling light was embedded in the music and lyrics. It perfectly merged into one. This was the magic of music, it didn't require too many storylines. It has already expressed everything, the people who let me see, the people who listen... Completely submitting, forgetting to return.

Her smile was so beautiful.

Her smile, for whom?

Pop, pop, pop.

After the music video was played, Grandfather, Grandma and Lyi Yan both clapped. Soong Yiyi's face was slightly red but she smiled very happily.

My dream is to become an artist, like my mother, or even sing. What about you? Girl Yan, what do you want to do?

Me? I just want to stay in G City and be a normal person. I want to take care of Grandfather and Grandma and spend the rest of my life in peace. Hahaha ~

The dream began to slowly come true. The scene was very beautiful and Lyi Yan was happy for Soong Yiyi.

"This was arranged by Teacher Yan Xuan half a month ago. He didn't ask me to tell you at the beginning. He said that when the film comes out, he will give you a surprise." Soong Yiyi looked at Lyi Yan. She didn't want to miss any of the emotions on her face. "Actually, I have already signed a contract with Sheng Ke and will attend their training class before graduation. They mainly focus on the actors. "

... ""

" Girl Yan, in actual fact... "

" Little Bun, it's great ~ Really, really great! I've always been worried. No, no, no, I'm just an idiot. Our family's Yiyi is so good, and she works so hard. If it's gold, of course it will shine! "

"Girl Yan, the reason why Teacher Yan Xuan made such arrangements, of course, is that on one hand, I will be able to walk smoothly on the path of an actor, but more importantly, it is because..."

"My dream is to be an ordinary person here. I will stick to Grandfather and Grandma for the rest of my life. Have you forgotten? "Lyi Yan smiled. She knew that her smile must be very ugly. But she had to continue laughing like this. " Things have already come to this point. For me, everything has returned to the starting point. Actually, there's nothing wrong with it."

The topic had come to an end. She didn't want to hear his name again. About him. When Soong Yiyi left, her eyes were filled with worry as she looked at her. She knew what Soong Yiyi was worried about, but she didn't want to say things like I'm fine, don't worry, or something like I can't comfort others.

"Girl Yan, I am sorry..."

"I'm sorry? Why are you apologizing?"

"Because I didn't come alone."

"Huh? Who else came?"

After sending someone out, Lyi Yan saw Qi Mingyu standing under the street lamp. It seemed like he was not waiting all the time. Soong Yiyi probably saw that he was about to leave, so she sent him a text to ask him to come over.

" You two chat. I'll be leaving first. "

What should come could not be avoided. Actually, she had a premonition that if someone came to find him, the first would be Qi Mingyu.

"If you want to talk to Yan Xuan..."

"Yes, I am here to discuss Xuan's funeral with you."

"What? "

"We're not far from death anyway, so we should prepare in advance to save ourselves the trouble of being flustered when the time comes."

... "This joke isn't funny at all."

"This is not a joke."

Lyi Yan was actually a little afraid of Qi Mingyu's serious look, even though he was still smiling a moment ago. It was as if he was joking. Facing him face to face, there was only the word "Yan Xuan" in her mind. She thought that the conversation that followed would definitely revolve around him. Regarding how he had lived this week, what she could do, and what she should not have given up on. Or what she should fight for.

But she was wrong. Qi Mingyu was not Yan Xuan. Yan Xuan would tell her what to do, but Qi Mingyu would not.

"Zhengyuan's workshop is barely breathing. It is going to close down soon," Qi Mingyu said casually. It was as if he was talking about how round the moon was tonight. "That is Yan Zhengyuan's lifelong effort. The father and son finally have a falling out. Do you know what the last straw is?"

"I don't know..." Of course Lyi Yan did not know. She was also hesitating if she should know.

"It's Xuan's mother." Qi Mingyu did not keep her in suspense for long and threw the truth in front of her. "Yan Zhengyuan found a woman. Her voice is almost the same as Xuan's mother's. Then the woman pretended to be Xuan's dead mother, Xuan. I'm your mother. If you hurt your father again, your mother will be very sad. She said it to Xuan again and again."

" How could this be? "

The dead were already dead. How could such blasphemy be so disrespectful? How could it be done?

"That's right. Yan Zhengyuan's intention was very obvious. He probably wanted to torture Xuan. He did not expect that the knife would stab into ___'s heart. It was too vicious. It made Xuan feel so much pain that he wanted to die. At the same time, he completely lost his patience and rationality. No one can forgive me if I don't."

It's my father's matter. He has violated my bottom line. I intend to close down his music company.

She remembered what he had said, but she didn't expect that the bottom line was far more sorrowful than she had imagined.

... "It sounds very complicated."

"Well, the actual situation should be more complicated than I said."

"But it's useless for you to tell me this. He didn't tell me, but he didn't plan for me to help him..."

"Actually, he didn't plan on letting anyone help him, including Jack and me."

... ""

Was this the meaning of fighting alone? But previously, when Zhengyuan's workshop was about to close down, didn't it mean that Yan Xuan had won? Although there was nothing to be happy about such a victory, why did Qi Mingyu come to find her at this point? What could she do? What did she need to do?

"If Yan Zhengyuan loses, loses his workshop, and loses the thing that he has been fighting for his entire life. You'll be crazy. Xuan knew better than anyone else that if he continued on this path, he would destroy everything. That's why he pushed you away, pushed everyone away, and faced you alone."

..." Facing what? "

" Facing the ending of personally destroying my father, and then being killed by my father. "

"What kind of ending is this? Is he crazy!? Killing is against the law!"

"That's why I just said that Yan Zhengyuan will become a madman, and a madman wouldn't care if he committed a crime or not."

"... !!! There was no need for him to go this far! Why did he do this? "

"Because Xuan doesn't want to leave any more hope for himself. In the past, he was disappointed, but this time, he should be in despair."

"Hope? Despair? Yes... Yan Zhengyuan?"

"Yes, he has been waiting for his apology and return for eighteen years."

Just like you, he is the only one left in my family. However, your father still has a chance to save him. He is gone.

At that time, she did not know anything, so she could not understand the weight of those words. She thought that he was acting this way for no reason, and suddenly decided to let go. But now, she calmed down and replayed the conversation. When they were fighting over the bottle, she said that he could not explain anything, so they went back to the bridge, back to the road, back to the bridge, back to the road...

But he had explained, and only after he had finished explaining did he say that he would split up, and that Yang Guan Road, Lone Wood Bridge, would go their separate ways.

At that moment, he probably did not expect her to understand. He probably just wanted to find someone to talk to about the pain and sorrow in his heart.

But since that's the case, why didn't you call him and ask him? Wouldn't you know the cause and effect after asking him?

Don't call him to ask first, wait until you find your father first.

Lyi Yan suddenly remembered the expression on Lyi Faang's face when he went to Qinghe Town and Yan Xuan found out that Yan Zhengyuan sent the message to instigate him. At that time, she had already noticed. She vaguely felt that the father that Yan Xuan talked about was not a relaxed topic or a warm existence to Yan Xuan.

However, she did not think too much about it and did not take the initiative to get to know him from the beginning to the end.