C71 I Want You to Understand My Feelings

The most precious blood flows to the person you love the most.

They waited all the way from day to night, forcibly waiting for six to seven hours.

"Where did you go? Why did you only come back? Why didn't he answer his phone? "

Lyi Yan dragged her exhausted body back and just as she climbed up the stairs and walked into the corridor, she saw a black shadow rushing over and shouting at her face!

It was Jack, who was about to go crazy from anxiety.

Since Jack was there, then Yan Xuan should be there too.

Lyi Yan looked towards the corridor and indeed saw that the door of Yan Xuan's house was open and there was light inside.

"The phone is at home. I forgot to bring it." After leaving the apartment building, she had been running around the lake in the park not far away. Apart from two or three breaks to adjust, she had been running for six or seven hours. She did not have dinner and only drank a few mouthfuls of water. She was already exhausted. She didn't have the mood to think about the things that made her uncomfortable.

"Do you know Ray..."

"Jack, I'll do it."

The man holding the door frame walked out against the light. Lyi Yan could not see his face clearly, but she could tell that he was in a bad state. Actually, she did not need to see him in person. She only saw Jack looking like he was going to eat someone. She could also imagine what kind of situation Yan Xuan was in.

Jack angrily smoked in the basement. For the third time, the two of them stood on the opposite side of the walkway in front of their house.

"Since you are not feeling well, go to the hospital. What is the meaning of this? You made me follow a criminal... "

"Next time you go out, you have to bring your phone. No matter what, don't suddenly lose contact."

Yan Xuan held onto the wall and slowly walked in front of her. He still carried an unquestionable power, but there were many worries mixed in his power, and she could not turn a blind eye to it.

"Don't teach people a lesson as soon as you open your mouth, I..."

"I want to apologize... I hope you can forgive me, starting from the age of thirteen. No matter what, it is a person's decision, a person's decision... the only time he or she relies on others to make a decision with that person... However, I have paid a painful price, that person is your mother. "

The sudden dissection made Lyi Yan's heart twist inexplicably. The man in front of her gradually walked to the light of the corridor. His face was pale. His face was haggard and much more deteriorating than she had imagined. She did not expect it to be like this. At least two days ago when they separated... It had not been so terrible.

"Yan Xuan..."

"You're right, I was the one who led the way. All of my means were to control the whole situation... You are an important part of the situation, to make you walk down the path I wanted you to, I hid something that I don't think you should know..."

..." "

" Right now, I can't guarantee that I will tell you everything honestly and honestly in the future... but I want you to understand that I don't mean to disrespect you by not saying anything. It's not because I'm afraid that you'll do something bad, but because I don't want you to become like me. Everything is full of schemes and schemes, or is used by others. The chaos is unclear... "

Lyi Yan could not stand the pressure and took a step back. Every word that Yan Xuan said... It was so easy that it made her feel weak all over and she was at a loss for what to do. His determination, his decisiveness, his clarity... His strength... was it because he had been fighting on the battlefield all this while, so he forged a body full of hostility? Decisive killing, the only weakness he had was given to her mother. Yet he harmed her mother, was that what he meant?

"I want to protect you... any harm, including the injury that I might bring you...!"

"Yan Xuan?!"

As he spoke, Yan Xuan's expression paused, then shook violently. He did not move forward, but took a few steps back in a hurry. He leaned against the wall with his back against the wall and bent down painfully. He could not help but gasp for breath. The corridor was full of depression. If he could still bear it, he would not show such an expression at this moment. Lyi Yan suddenly thought of the scene at the cemetery that day and felt the same pain. It was so painful that he could not bear it at all. However, when he saw her subconsciously step forward, Yan Xuan let out a breath. He stumbled back into the house not far behind him and closed the door with a bang.

He did not want to use sympathy to resolve this dispute.

"Yan Xuan, open the door! We will talk about these things later. You go to the hospital first!" Lyi Yan knocked on the door. She did not want anything to happen to him. She would vent her emotions without reservation, not to make him become like this.

"You don't need to go to the hospital... The medicine has already been taken. I will be fine after resting for a while..." Yan Xuan leaned against the door and bent his legs. He slipped and sat on the ground. He wanted to face her when he was better, and he didn't want her to worry. He didn't want to be in such a sorry state in front of her. If he didn't delay for six or seven hours, he would definitely be able to finish his words. But if he couldn't contact her, how could he possibly leave? What if those people waiting for an opportunity...

"Go back, if you're not angry then call me..."

"Yan Xuan..." Lyi Yan stopped hitting the door and lowered her eyes. There was worry in her eyes. "Even if I am not angry this time, there will be a next time. Next time, my personality is here. I hate being..."

"Yes, this is my negligence. I will pay attention in the future..." Yan Xuan pulled up his white lips and smiled lightly. "Thank you for not keeping this matter in your heart. You will say it. It means that you want to solve it and want to continue walking with me in the future..."

"... " Yan Xuan, I don't want that damn old man to get what he wants, but I can't control it. I'm really sad. "

"I know... it was my mistake this time..."

Separated by a door, the two of them spoke softly. Removing the initial anger and sadness, the heart and the heart once again approached. They did not run away. They hoped to continue being together and try to tell each other how they felt. No matter if it was right or wrong, because it existed, he couldn't ignore it. She admitted that she was childish and ignorant of the world. She could not tell whether the so-called advantages were greater than the disadvantages or the disadvantages were greater than the advantages. But this was what she needed to be recognized, at least approved by him.

At this moment, the two of them who had never dabbled in love had yet to realize that... If it wasn't because they cared, how could such a small matter cause such serious damage? If they did not care, how could they have suffered such serious injuries? And he was still tightly holding onto the other party's hand, unwilling to let go?

It was because of his mother.

It was because of Aunt Wen.

They thought this way and felt that they did not abandon each other. It was only because of that family member who had died a long time ago.

"Is he inside?" Lyi Yan's mind was still in a mess. Jack, who was not at ease after smoking, ran over again. When he saw Lyi Yan standing at the door, he could not help but frown.

"Yes, it seems to be very uncomfortable." Lyi Yan took a step back to open the door. She looked at Jack and did not know what to say.

"You can go back. I will call you if I need you." Jack sighed. Based on his understanding of Yan Xuan, it probably meant that he would close the door.

... "Okay." Although he was worried, he knew that persisting now would make things difficult for others. Lyi Yan lowered her head and walked to the next room. She opened the door and entered the room. Then she heard Jack knock on the door by the side. The door opened. Yan Xuan let him in.

With Jack around, she felt a little relieved. She needed time to think about Yan Xuan's words. What was the problem with this matter? Should she apologize or should she apologize to him?

"How is it? I really don't need to go to the hospital." Jack helped Yan Xuan lie on the bed. This person's body was boiling hot, and he had a fever again.

"No need. I will sleep for a while." The effect of the medicine still worked. The pain in the stomach slowly faded and was replaced by a heavy tiredness. Yan Xuan closed his eyes and Jack let him drink some more water.

"Hey, tell me what I think. Don't be unhappy. The little girl next door is very tough. You keep protecting her. I don't necessarily have to appreciate it. You have to know that in these eight years, she had also struggled in the vortex for so long and was not weak. Compared to the tender feelings from back then, the little girl knew how to protect herself more. You can try to let go of her and let her do it herself, even if you suffer a bit. Actually, it's nothing. "

"Hehehe..."

"What are you laughing at? I thought you were about to cry!"

"I was about to cry... I was actually reduced to being taught a lesson by you..."

"It's time to teach you a lesson. If your body continues to be tormented like this, I don't think there will be any good results! In the previous car accident, the most serious contusion was at the seatbelt area. Dr. Qi told you to rest well, so just ignore him!"

"Heh, ever since Yan came... You all started... An alliance..."

"It's for your own good. All of us are worried about you. You should reflect on yourself!"

Jack raised his hand, indicating for him to stop struggling to respond. Yan Xuan rested well. He smiled and finally gave up resisting. He fell into complete darkness. Jack looked around. According to Qi Mingyu, nothing was changed here. He kept Yan Xuan's mother's appearance before she passed away, and Yan Xuan usually wouldn't let anyone in. He only found a clock worker to clean the place once a day to keep it clean.

He looked tough on the outside, but his heart was hurt. The heavens should have sent someone to treat him a long time ago.

Lyi Yan lay on the bed and stared blankly at the ceiling for half an hour. Her mind was like the sound of water flowing. The so-called replay of events, logical reasoning, abstract analysis... It was still too difficult for her. She took out her silent phone and saw a bunch of missed calls. There were calls from Yan Xuan, Jack, and Soong Yiyi. It seemed that separating people from each other was indeed a masochist. The group of people had gone crazy, but she still did not know.

"Hello, Little Bun. I'm fine. I just forgot to bring my phone when I went out." She apologized to Soong Yiyi and when the other party asked her what happened, Lyi Yan did not know what to say and could only say that she did not get along with Yan Xuan at all.

"You are saying that Yan Xuan waited at your door for seven hours? " Although Soong Yiyi did not know what exactly happened, just this result was enough to shock her.

"It is also not my house. You know, he also has a single room next door. He is..."

"I say, why is your main point always so strange? The key is in seven hours, do you understand? For a busy person like him, what does seven hours mean? "

" It seems to be a bit... maybe, he's more free today? "

"You're the one who's free. I wish Yan Xuan the best. Which word sounds like he is free?"

... "Little Bun, what do you want to say?"

"I want to say that he really cares about you!"

"He cares about me? That, isn't that because of my mother..."

"Alright, if I tell you this, you will have to stay in front of your house for a few hours. Other than Dong, I, Fatty, and Niko can't do it. Do you understand?"

" No, I don't understand... "

"Dong likes you."

"I know that, but what does that have to do with anything? It can't be that Yan Xuan also... Soong Yiyi!"

"I didn't say anything."

"Sigh, I'm not joking with you anymore. I'm about to be tortured to death, yet you're still like this. This is too bad. "

His best friend always saw things clearly and understood things more thoroughly. While talking on the phone, she heard Lyi Yan say a bunch of grievances and discomfort in her heart as well as irritation. Soong Yiyi smiled but did not say anything.

What is liking?

It had nothing to do with being poor, rich, or cheap. It had nothing to do with age or distance.

It only had to do with the bond in his heart.