C96 When You Separate You'll Feel Uneasy

The street was lit up with lights and suddenly there was a chill.

The wind blew, and the field turned green.

The rain fell, and a dance song played between heaven and earth.

Under the black horn tree, there was a daffodil, a tender flower that held up the petals.

The gentle and tender fragrance was the mark of her blooming, a little stubbornness, a little unyielding.

That Hinagiku, the breathing of the blooming flower, the fluttering petals of the falling flower, quiet and beautiful...

That Hinagiku silently waited, quietly blooming, hiding the flower language in her heart.

...

"Okay, thanks for your hard work, I think this time it's not bad ~"

"That, Teacher Dongfang, I feel that it's still a little lacking."

The second single piece began recording.

Lyi Yan took off her earphones and walked out of the studio. She smiled apologetically at Dongfang Lin. They had recorded this song for half a day and repeated it a few times. At this time, Dongfang Lin felt that all aspects of the song were good enough. However, Lyi Yan felt that there was something missing. It was not that she did not have enough feelings. It was that her feelings were not calm enough.

For her mother, there seemed to be a knot in her heart that had not been resolved yet.

"Then, let's take a break and have dinner. It's six o'clock now. How about we come back and record it at eight o'clock?"

"Yes, thank you, Teacher Dongfang."

She had heard of Yan Xuan's Demo before, although she could not express the feelings he had hidden in his voice. But I can feel that faint yet thick feeling. However, when she listened to her recording, she only heard a girl who was trying her best to explain the song. She had feelings, but those feelings were more like the feelings that belonged to her father and Yan Xuan in the song. Then what about her? What about her feelings for her mother?

"Hey, Yan Xuan."

"Aphoon called me and said that recording the song did not go smoothly. I was waiting for your call, but why didn't I wait?"

"I don't want to upset you, Dr. Qi said..."

"You can give me 20% discount on Dr. Qi's words in the future. Although I can't stay by your side at this time, I can at least give you a lot of calls."

"Yan Xuan, I think I might disappoint you and dad. I can't sing it, to mom, I..."

The things that he wanted to present were stuck in his heart and could not come out. It was probably a pity. Father, and Yan Xuan, those memories.

"Yan, try to put mom down?"

"Huh? But wasn't this song written for her mother? It contains Mom's name and your relationship with Mom. I can tell all of this. "

" Then, didn't you hear the feelings your Dad and I have for you in the song? "

"Huh?"

"Idiot."

"I'm not an idiot. This song and Mom..."

"This song is a song I wrote with your dad, it's named 'Hinagiku', it's used to describe you."

Yan Xuan's voice wasn't loud, there was a slight smile on his face, is Hinagiku used to describe her? What her mom loved the most, what her dad cared about the most, and what Yan Xuan cared about the most...

"Hinagiku, it's me?"

"Mm, you'll understand when you think about it again."

"Alright, I got it. How are you today? Are you feeling unwell in your stomach?"

"Is it not considered to be a little hungry? I'm downstairs. Do you want to have dinner with me?"

"What?! You secretly ran out of the hospital again!!"

"Shh! You know I sneaked out, but you still haven't come down yet. When Dr. Qi is done with his work and finds out that I'm not around, my ears will suffer again."

The last time Yan Xuan fainted from the pain in the hospital parking lot, Lyi Yan had stayed with Soong Yiyi for three days before returning to the hospital. Qi Mingyu did not mean to frighten her by pulling her to the office to carry out a strict "education." The reason was that it was useless even if the person involved said it. Since then, Qi Mingyu gave Yan Xuan a "ban." He was not allowed to go outside the hospital and cause trouble. After all, there were various gastric discomfort caused by deep gastric mucous damage. When it hurt, it would be like dying! These few days, Yan Xuan was still relatively honest. Lyi Yan remembered that last night, Qi Mingyu had just said that Yan Xuan was generally obedient, but in the end... This fellow could not endure the praise at all.

Hurriedly putting on her cap and sunglasses, Lyi Yan jogged out of the door to express her wish. She saw Yan Xuan's Land Rover parked by the side and was jumping. It had been a long time since she saw this big guy. Lyi Yan greeted it in a low voice. Thinking of how she had scratched it, she couldn't help but stick out her tongue. She thought that this little secret would be left in her heart.

"What do you want to eat?" In the driver's seat, Yan Xuan was wearing a light colored shirt and seemed to be in good spirits.

"Anything you want to eat?" Lyi Yan rolled her eyes and asked with a smile.

"Yes." Yan Xuan started the car and waited for Lyi Yan to say something.

"Okay, I want to eat... the hospital bento box!" Lyi Yan dragged her voice and looked at Yan Xuan with a mischievous smile. She was stunned.

"What?"

"Yes, I said I want to eat the Renli Hospital's signature bento box ~"

"Hey, I worked so hard to run out..."

"But you can say whatever you want to eat ~"

The little girl has become cunning ~ Yan Xuan smiled and pinched her cheek, then resigned himself to his fate and turned towards the Renli Hospital.

"Yan Xuan, you are so good!"

The street view outside the car retreated, but she and him kept moving forward.

"Hmm? Of course I'm good."

She would always silently do things that she wouldn't say, when she needed him the most.

"I didn't think you were so good before ~"

Perhaps she still didn't quite understand his world, and he didn't completely let her understand all of the grey areas.

"That's because you're not smart enough, stupid"

However, he couldn't stop his infatuation. It was as if his entire heart was about to melt under his loving smile.

"Why did you sing a completely different feeling when you came back from dinner?"

"Teacher Dongfang, do you think that singing like this is okay?"

This song isn't popular, you're looking for me! "

"Heh, thank you, Teacher Dongfang."

Recording, dancing, production, filming the cover of the song, filming the music video, promoting, making the headlines, participating in events and receiving interviews... The series of work that revolved around the release of the single piece was truly more than the first single piece. According to Lyi Yan, Fatty, who had been busy with all sorts of things with her, was about to become "thin."

"Lyi Yan, are you ready? After the advertisement, we will enter the program. "

"Yes, yes."

However, after training in the first single piece, she had already started to slowly adapt in all aspects. Learn to be calm. For example, how to face the camera, how to face the media, how to show generosity and confidence in the program. How to say appropriate and appropriate words to the microphone, how to get along with other staff members... How to be obedient and not be bullied... She could do all of these very well now.

"Hey, can you not be slow?! Quickly go and fix your makeup and prepare for the next match!"

"Understood, very soon ~"

It was not uncommon to be scolded, scolded, and scolded, and ridiculed. But she never said it, at least not to Yan Xuan. A small setback would only make her stronger and stronger. Endurance was also a subject of knowledge. Right now, she was only at Novice Level. She wanted to learn the Boss level of Yan Xuan. There was still a long way to go. Every time she thought about it, those unhappy things would disappear into thin air.

"Your exposure rate is very high now. If you appear frequently in the hospital, it will attract attention. Go back to Purple Garden first. I will also go back after I get better. "

"Can't you secretly go to the hospital?"

Although her life was busy and tiring, she didn't think much of it. It was just that she could not go to the hospital to accompany Yan Xuan anymore. It really made her heart feel stifled. They agreed that they would be discharged from the hospital and move back to Purple Garden a little better, but was rejected by Qi Mingyu time and again. " His gastric mucosa hasn't recovered well," "He went out for a while yesterday and came back with gastric pain again," "It's better not to go back to Purple Garden with a fever from time to time."

Yan Xuan, who was ill, went public after her single song. He could not lie down anymore. As an ace agent, he had a job to do. There were also occasions that couldn't be replaced by others that needed to be attended personally. He couldn't be blamed for showing off, dragging his body back and not seeing him again and again. After all, opportunities didn't wait for people, especially in the entertainment industry that was like a battlefield. Everyone knew that a manager's relaxation was the loss of an artiste. This kind of mistake wouldn't happen to him.

"Yan, you've worked hard today. Go back and take a good shower and sleep ~"

"Yes, Fatty too."

Fatty gradually knew that she liked Yan Xuan, and that she and Yan Xuan had confirmed that they lived together. He did not ask much about this matter. He also promised Lyi Yan that he would not tell anyone else. He just spoke a lot and asked, "Does Dong know?"

"Dong still doesn't know, but I have already made it clear to him that I can only be friends with him." This was Lyi Yan's reply.

"I think I heard Dong say that Yan Xuan likes your mother... Ah, sorry, I have no other intentions." Of course, Fatty did not have any intentions of sowing discord.

After the lights were turned on, she was the only one in the huge villa. However, Yan Xuan's aura was everywhere, lingering around her. However, she could only feel it. She could not see or touch it. The longing had become a disaster. The disaster films were probably only so miserable. She crazily missed the times when she was with him: she would stay on the sofa in the study and read books, pretend that he was sitting there and working, and she would sit by his bedside in his bedroom. It was like every time he was uncomfortable, she would watch over him and make two servings of breakfast. She would take the newspaper from outside and put it on the table opposite her; she would say good night to the air before sleeping, and say goodbye to the air when she went out...

"Yan Xuan, what are you doing?"

"Yes, I'm almost done. I'm going to sleep. What about you?"

"I'm thinking about you. I really want to. I want to go to the hospital and see you. I promise I won't be seen by anyone, okay?"

"... " Alright, you can do it."

She did not owe anyone when she was with Yan Xuan, but deep in her heart, because of Dong's words, "He treats you well because of your mother," an indescribable shadow was buried in her heart, and it was difficult to get rid of it.

Yan Xuan hung up the phone and struggled to move his body, which was leaning against the bed. He pressed down on his abdomen and got out of the bed. He had just vomited, and his stomach was still very uncomfortable. But when he thought of Lyi Yan coming over soon, he did not want to be too dispirited and dispirited. He slowly walked into the bathroom and opened the shower. He adjusted the temperature of the water to a slightly hot temperature. Then he took a shower to warm his entire body. Make his face look a little better.

This afternoon, he participated in a charity event for Sheng Ruichen, who had something urgent to attend to at the last minute. The event itself was nothing, but he met Sun Dongqing and Pann Mei. Usually, Sun Dongqing would not bring Pann Mei to participate in events, so Pann Mei's appearance this time was unexpected by Yan Xuan. He was caught off guard when they met, and it was impossible for him to avoid her again. During the event, Pann Mei took advantage of Sun Dongqing being busy socializing and specially walked over to greet him. Although her words were polite and polite, there was a faint viciousness in them that had not changed even after so many years.

It had been a long time since Mr. Yan saw her. How have you been recently?

I heard that Mr. Yan has started writing songs again? That little girl is Lyi Yan? That woman's daughter?

I have to remind Mr. Yan not to fall at the same place twice. That would be too stupid.

The warning was already very obvious, so Yan Xuan naturally understood.

After he understood, he thought a lot about the past, the present, and the future. On one hand, on the other hand, he felt uncomfortable about the relationship in his heart. On the other hand, he could not help but worry about Lyi Yan. Under his anxiety, coupled with the fact that the cold air at the event site was too strong, he felt a chill in his stomach. It broke out all of a sudden.

"Oh..."

Yan Xuan walked out of the bathroom in a hot manner. He pressed down on his stomach, which was still twisting. He hated to associate the words "weak without wind" with himself, but because of "Lan Mei," his current physical condition could not withstand the slightest movement of the wind.

"Yan Xuan..."

"En, come in ~"

Lyi Yan was wearing a t-shirt, denim shorts, a hat, and sunglasses. She snuck into the ward like a thief. She had been on tenterhooks the whole way. She was afraid that she would bump into someone she knew in the corridor and be secretly taken pictures or recorded videos. When she came in, Yan Xuan had already returned to his bed. He adjusted the headboard, put a pillow behind him, and held a book in his hand. However, he actually did not read a single word. His stomach was rolling with pain. But he did not want to waste this rare time on peeing and asking for warmth. The little girl had something on her mind, so she could tell.

"What's wrong? Did you encounter any difficulties?" Yan Xuan closed the book in his hand and asked her gently.

... "" Lyi Yan walked step by step to the bedside but did not know how to say it. She could not ask whether Yan Xuan really liked her or find her mother's shadow on her.