C3 Guilt

They say that love overpowers sex. I say the opposite. Love is powerful, but the pull of carnal desire is way more powerful. Pero depende na rin siguro iyon sa tao. When you decide to cheat on someone you love, you know to yourself that you have become the cheater.

When you surrender yourself to temptation, you gave yourself a chance to do it all over again, and eventually, get addicted to the thrill.

I know to myself that I love Leann, I’ve been in love with her since I could remember. But the pull of temptation when I saw Kate dance wildly on the dance floor was just too strong that I forgot about my feelings for Leann.

It's a curse, really. When you can’t seem to stay loyal to one woman. Don't blame me because I have tried, but I just can’t seem to devote myself to a single woman.

“Sir?”

I was pulled back into reality when my secretary called my attention. My sight landed on the board of directors that were eyeing me curiously.

I looked at my secretary, “What?” I asked. I scanned the whole conference room and I realized that the presentation in front of us just ended. Damn! I was so engrossed in thinking about last night's memories that I didn’t pay attention to the presenter.

“What can you say about the presentation, Mr. Altamirano?” tanong ng isang board member.

Tumikhim ako para pagtakpan ang pagkapahiya. Umayos ako ng upo at kinuha ang isang folder na nakapatong sa ibabaw ng lamesa. I pretended to scan it, but in actuality, my mind can’t seem to focus. My head hurts, my body is burning and my c*ck is as hard as rock. Dammit!

“Mr. Altamirano? Do you like the concept?”

“I’m sure you’ve done your best in making this presentation. The concept is good but that’s it for now. This meeting is adjourned.” I dismissed the meeting.

Hindi ko na hinintay pa na magsalita ang mga tao sa loob ng conference room. I stormed out of the conference room. Mabilis ang mga kilos ko. Nakasunod lang sa akin ang sekretarya ko. Bumalik ako sa opisina ko at pabagsak na umupo sa swivel chair.

“Sir, you have a mee-

“Cancel all of my meetings, may pupuntahan ako.” putol ko sa sasabihin niya.

“Mr. Chan was expecting you this afternoon, sir,” paalala nito sa akin. “Importante po ang meeting na iyon, he’s been waiting for this meeting, sir,” dagdag nito.

“Cancel that one, too. That man can wait.” I said sternly.

“Noted, sir. Magpa-deliver pa rin po ba ako ng lunch niyo?”

“No. Mag-order ka na lang ng para sayo,”

“Okay po, sir.”

I fished out my phone from my trousers and dialed Leann’s number. Pero hindi pa rin ito sumasagot sa mga tawag ko. It's either she would reject my call or let it just ring until it dies down. Ilang ulit kong ni-dial ang number niya pero ring lang ng ring, hindi niya iyon sinasagot.

Dammit! Ilang araw na niya hindi sinasagot ang tawag ko. We had a huge fight a week ago when she learned that I got someone pregnant, and the worst part was that she broke up with me.

Hinilot ko ang sintido at napapikit na sumandal sa likod ng swivel chair. My life is a mess right now.

That’s because you can’t keep your dick inside your pants, idiot!

Mas lalong sumakit ang ulo ko dahil sa mga pangyayari. Everything dear to me was threatening to slip away from my grasp. My position as a CEO in the company, my marriage, and the woman I love.

Damn hangover! Last night was a blast. I drank too much alcohol to the point that I become more aggressive. But I had to agree that Kate was really a good companion. Ngayon ko lang talaga nakausap ng matagal ang babaeng iyon. She’s Claire’s friend but she does not talk too much whenever we bumped into each other. Tahimik lang ito sa isang gilid at hindi masyadong nagsasalita. I didn’t that she had this side of her; wild and carefree. She's like a breath of fresh air.

She was the loudest woman I've ever met, and has the nastiest mouth. But I like it because she doesn’t care too much about her image. Talagang sinasabi nito kung ano ang nasa isip at kung ano ang nararamdaman. And she’s also good in bed. F*ck!

Just thinking about her made my body boil in desire. I had to admit that she woke up something inside me. The side that I've been trying to hide.

Napangiti ako nang maalala kung paano niya murahin ang ex-boyfriend niya. She’s so cute when she cursed and shout profanities. Kakaiba talaga. Ang ibang babae ay hindi gano’n umasta kapag kaharap ako. They try their best to impress me by acting prim and proper. An attitude that I find boring and fake.

The moment my lips touched hers, I lost control. One thing led to another, and it was too late when I realized that I was above her and we’re both naked. Too late for me to stop. And it all happened, and damn me for not regretting anything.

Pero nang magising siya kaninang umaga at nalaman na may nagyari sa amin, she punched me straight on the face. That upper cut super punch that made my face numb in pain. Nayanig iyong utak ko sa lakas ng suntok.

She cursed me to death and even accused me of seducing her. Well, I was the one who initiated the kiss, but when she kissed me back, I knew it was her consent.

Galit na galit siyang umalis sa condo unit ko. She threatened me that she’ll tell Claire. imbes na matakot sa mga pagbabanta niya ay mas lalo lamang siyang naging cute sa paningin ko. She's not that tall but she has this very aggressive attitude. Damn, it’s a huge turn on for me.

I cupped my hard shaft. Napailing ako, iba talaga ang babaeng iyon.

Ipinilig ko ang ulo at nag-desisyon na pumunta na lang sa bahay ni Leann. She kept on ignoring me, then I have to go to her house. I'll deal with Kate later.