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I looked at him, and he looked at me, and there was no sound at all.

After a long while, Xue Ninghao's two eyelids drooped, a sparkling drop under them.

I pretended not to notice and sipped from the teacup in front of me. Somehow, my wrist felt weak, and the rim of the teacup slanted to the side. A scalding drop of tea fell on my hand.

I put the cup back on the table and put my hands in my sleeves and looked at him.

Xue Ninghao stared at me blankly, his face filled with sadness.

It was his own grief.

I couldn't help laughing at myself.

It was this kind of lack of memory.

Having been injured a thousand times, he still had a thousand hopes for this man. He thought that one day he would take a little time out of his joy, his anger, and his sorrow, and pay attention to the joy and sorrow that stood beside him.

"… …." "Fine!" Xue Ninghao let out a long sigh, "It's also a good thing that you didn't marry me … Cough cough … "In the end, I won't be able to live much longer, lest I miss your life …"

Anger rose in my heart, and I chuckled: "Young Master Xue's words are mindless! "You make it sound as if I've never lived with you before!"

Xue Ninghao's eyes lit up. I know I said the wrong thing.

Embarrassed, I poured myself a cup of tea and took a small sip.

Xue Ninghao let out a low sigh, and bitterly smiled: "... Even though I already knew that even if I gave up 10 years of my lifespan to change to another opportunity, based on your personality, you would never forgive me again, but I still couldn't help but want to give it a try … At the end of the day, I was too engrossed in it! "

Ten years of life in exchange for a chance to start over?

What did that mean?

I threw the teacup on the table and glared at him. "Young Master Xue, what are you saying?"

Xue Ninghao used his sleeve to cover his face and coughed twice. His face slightly flushed, and his eyes sparkled: "When I was found, you fell on the bed and it was already … Mother Cao beside my mother said that our child can still be saved, but we must … How can I watch you, snatch you from under my nose, and drive our carriage to Little Charmin Hill. "I know that there is a reclusive Taoist priest there. His medical skills are superb, and he might be able to save you and your mother."

Although he didn't say it out loud, I understood what Mother Cao meant.

I started to bleed profusely after I drank the medicine, so I can't keep it anymore. However, the fetus in my womb has already reached its seventh month. If I take it out in time, I might be able to save my life.

However, I am already unconscious. Naturally, I don't have the strength to give birth to a child.

I couldn't think of anything else to do with the baby except to cut my belly open with a scissors.

To think that they could come up with such an idea!

Xue Ninghao coughed twice. The sparkling light turned into a wave and fell along his eyelashes, "... However, he said that you drank the medicine of the tiger and wolf, and got hit by the blood and suffered too much, so you definitely won't be able to save him. Our child has been in your stomach for too long, and even if he were to be born, he would probably just be an idiot, because without you, I don't think there is any meaning in living in this world. "Later on, I buried you and your mother at the back of Little Tang Mountain. Every day, I would lie on top of the grave and wait for the heavens to take my life. It would also be good for our family to reunite on the Road to River Styx."

After hearing that, I couldn't help but laugh contemptuously.

That was a good words!

No matter how deep one's feelings were, if one were to carefully consider it, I was just an outer room.

The death of an outer chamber wife and the loss of a nameless child was of no importance to Young Master Xue.

Perhaps it was because my expression was too disdainful, but Xue Ninghao's face revealed traces of self-injury.

"… …." I know you won't believe me, but on that hillside I met a lame man. When he saw me, he immediately said that I was born with a civil order and that I would be the next literary star. As long as I rushed to the capital to take the examination, I would definitely be successful. I said I didn't want anything but you and the baby. He said that he has a way, but if you want to use my life and ten years of lifespan to exchange... "

I raised my eyebrows. "So you changed it?"

Xue Ninghao lowered his head and did not speak further.

When I first came back, I often thought, why is that?

More than ten years of life had already flowed past him like a stream, so how could he suddenly turn back?

The last moment I closed my eyes in my previous life, I swore to myself that I would never be a human again.

After getting on the Bridge of Helplessness, everyone else will only drink one bowl of Grandma Meng's Elixir. I must drink two bowls.

I want to forget all about these dirty people and things.

In the end, not only did I become a human again, I even remember every single memory in my previous life.

This was probably the result of good fortune.

I took a handkerchief from my sleeve and wiped the corner of my mouth. I stood up and blessed Xue Ninghao. Marry or not, in this case, Young Master should not speak of this in the future. "If Young Master Xue could have ten years of life, he could have made her into a whole new life. No matter how humble she was, or how many children she had crawled out of her womb, they were all not worth Young Master Ego's attention."

The moment I said that, I started walking out.

Behind me, Xue Ninghao coughed a series of times, as if he was going to cough out his lungs.

People say that a man and his wife are happy for a day and a hundred days.

That was true.

However, there was only a woman who remembered this kindness.

Resisting the urge to turn around, I walked to the door and couldn't help but look back.

Xue Ninghao supported himself with one hand on the table and the other on his chest. He coughed until his face was red and the veins on his forehead were popping out.

I gripped a handkerchief and let it go, and I walked slowly down the steps.

No matter how worried he was, he couldn't turn back.

Once he turned around, he would be in an irreparable danger.

I, Yang Yuan, may not be a talented girl, but I'm not a stupid woman. I've had to cover my ears all day and bear with it.

The sound of footsteps approached from behind, accompanied by a cough, getting closer and closer.

In the end, I couldn't bring myself to do it. I stopped in the yard.

As the sun shone down, Xue Ninghao's expression became increasingly ugly, and his steps seemed to be a bit shaky.

"… …." Do you know how dangerous it is for you to do something like this? "

Xue Ninghao caught up from behind, gasping for breath. He stood two steps away from me. "Do you think His Majesty's a decoration today?" I'll let you small fry it up! You can't even curry favor with my grandmother, and you still want to find an imperial edict! It's exactly the same as that idiot King Qi! "

I was not surprised that he knew my purpose.

How could I not remember someone like him, someone who has memories from his past life? In the thirty-six years of his transformation, King Qi had been imprisoned within the estate, and no one knew if he was alive or dead.

It took him thirty-six years, exactly three years from now.

I smiled faintly and thanked him before heading out.

Naturally, I would not explain my thoughts to someone who was no longer involved.

Xue Ninghao rolled up his sleeves and coughed twice. He chased me all the way to the door. With a deep look on his face, he said, "…"

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