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Although Lu Ping was a bit slow, she wasn't stupid. Ever since I was reborn, I have scolded her many times. She must have felt wronged in her heart.

I didn't know how to answer that question, so I chose silence. The sound of Lu Ping's stifled sobs came slowly from the darkness. Looking at Lu Ping acting like this, I felt really bad in my heart.

"Lu Ping, I'm sorry. It's not that I want to carry you, it's just that I'm having a difficult time. I can't be wrong."

After a long time, the crying sounds of Lu Ping gradually died down. Soon, they could hear the sound of her breathing. It must be because she was asleep. And I was awake all night, tossing and turning.

I heard the rustling of the fabric of the green duckweed as she got up. Then she gently lifted the curtain and went out, speaking softly to the other maidservants. The maidservants entered the courtyard and began to boil some water.

As I lay in bed, watching from the darkness until dawn, I suddenly felt more lost than I had ever felt before. What's the matter with those momentary gains and losses, those momentary disgrace? Heaven gave me a new beginning, but I used it to avenge myself, entangled in the past events in the world of floating. I became more and more ruthless. I, who had once experienced the pain of losing a child, would actually use such methods to murder the child in the stomach of another person. How did I become like this? Cold tears slid down my face and disappeared on the pillow.

"Miss, it's time to wake up." Lu Ping called out with a smile as usual.

I opened my eyes and stared at Lu Ping.

"Miss, what happened to you? Why are your eyes red? " Lu Ping noticed my strangeness and leaned over to take a closer look.

"I'm fine." When I got up, I felt dizzy.

After sitting there for a while, she finally felt better. With the help of Lu Ping, she put on her clothes and brought over a bowl of lotus seed soup. "Miss, your complexion is not good. Drink a bowl of lotus seed soup." I nodded and took it. I took a sip, but it felt like I was stuck in my throat. I couldn't swallow or spit it out.

When Lu Ping saw my appearance, she panicked and hurriedly poured tea for me. I took it and rinsed my mouth before I felt better.

"Miss, this is all your servant's fault." Lu Ping knelt in front of me with red eyes. This servant shouldn't have said those words.

I shook my head. "I didn't tell you in the room because I was afraid that others would find out. I thought that you were the head maid by my side, so it wouldn't be good for me to reject you."

Lu Ping lowered her head. "I know, Miss. I know everything … Miss … I was wrong. " After saying all this, my head was buzzing as I reached out to pull her. "Quickly get up. What does this look like?" I smiled at her. "I'll find a good place for you."

She wouldn't get up, but lay on my knees and wept. After a while, my dress was soaked to the skin.

"It's all your fault. I have to change my clothes again." When I stood up, my vision blurred. I didn't sleep well last night, I just felt dizzy and dizzy.

Lu Ping wiped her tears and supported me to the back of the screen. Looking through the copper mirror, I saw that my face wasn't well. My eyes were also green, and it was hard to conceal the exhaustion on my face.

When I saw that Lu Ping had brought the white coat over, I said to her, "Find me a bright piece of clothing." At first, his face was still pale, but after wearing plain clothes, he looked more haggard than ever. Grandmother would only think I was stupid and pathetic, and no one would like to see a face in tears.

Lu Ping took a light pink embroidered red plum collar and put it on her jacket. Below it was an orange-pink skirted dress. She found a set of Red Agate Stones to match with it. Her face was powdered, making her look much better.

It was no longer early to pack up, so Lu Ping hurried to her grandmother's yard. After entering the hall, I only saw a group of young maidservants sweeping the hall. When they saw me, they all obediently saluted. They no longer had their usual cheers and laughter as they silently performed their duties.

One of the maidservants let the broom in to announce the event. Moments later, Mother Du came out and said with a smile, "The old lady still hasn't woken up yet. Please wait for a moment, Miss." I nodded yes.

After a while, the red jade lifted up the curtain and came out. She held the copper basin in her hand and bowed to me before pouring some water. Then, she went straight back to her room.

I couldn't help but smile bitterly. Grandmother was trying to punish me. Not long after, the ladies began to send in their breakfast. After they were done with the table, they stood there for two hours before Mother Du came out to pay her respects and said, "Miss, please go back." I smiled at her. "Thanks, Mom." He held onto Lu Ping's hand and walked outside.

At this time, the best way to do so is to meet with Lady Chen and ask her to speak up for me. Then Lady Chen would definitely not refuse my request. After making up my mind, I headed outside with Lu Ping. Lu Ping lifted the curtain and a burst of bright sunlight shone in. I was suddenly dazzled for a moment. My eyes turned white, and my feet started to sway.

"Miss! "Miss!" Lu Ping grabbed me and screamed in panic.

"I'm fine, I'm fine." Having recovered my wits, I waved a hand at her to keep quiet. If Grandmother found out about this, she would just treat it as me pretending to be sick to vent my resentment.

"Come on, let's go back." Lu Ping hurriedly nodded and carefully supported me as I walked back.

Lu Ping helped me up to the brick bed and served me a cup of tea. I leaned against the pillow and closed my eyes. Grandmother was the only person I could rely on at home these days, and Grandmother had taken care of me wholeheartedly before. It was a pity that I was confused at the time and had done such a thing, so how could I stop Grandmother from being angry?

Lu Ping brought her maidservants to give me breakfast. Warm white rice porridge, cool pickles and pickled vegetables, refreshing potato chips, bowls, plates and plates filled with light food. It was Lu Ping who knew that I didn't have any appetite so she specially ordered me to eat breakfast. I sighed and didn't blame her for being sad. She had such a sincere heart. I often stared at the dullness of the green, but never praised the consideration and meekness of the green.

After drinking only a bowl of congee, she couldn't eat anymore. Lu Ping looked at me worriedly. "Miss, why don't you lie down and rest for a while?"

I nodded, changed my clothes under her care, and went back to bed. It was probably because he didn't sleep well last night. After lying down for a while, he fell into a deep sleep. He didn't even have a dream.

When I opened my eyes, the sun was already setting in the west. Red clouds covered the sky, and it was already evening. The uncomfortable feeling was gone, and his clear mind naturally felt a lot better.

I sat up from the bed and saw Lu Ping sitting on the edge of the brick bed, sewing. The setting sun painted her body with a layer of soft gold. She was embroidering the embroidery on her hand.

"Green Pine." I smiled and waved at her. It was time to change some things!