C122 I will not go to the hospital even if I die

I called Xiao Qing, I also called Zhao Yanxuan, I even went to the train station to look for someone, but I've thought of all the ways, and still haven't been able to contact her.

She really left.

Sitting in the car, watching the traffic by the side of the road, bustling, I lit a cigarette.

I'm asking myself, "Even if you find Xiao Qing, what can you give her