C70 Why would you save your enemy?

ITHRA

I can’t expect the pain I felt watching Zadok walk away from me.

I remember the urge that boiled within me, begging that I run after him, apologise to him, and tell him I never saw him as an enemy. Neither did I want to be his enemy.

I wanted to hold him by his leg and tell him just how much of a coward I was to get clean with him after holding back the truth from the beginning