C219 Why Are You Running Around

Yin Hanchuan had to admit that he didn't have Shangguan Lingwan to take care of him. He couldn't live normally. He couldn't leave this woman anymore. This world was strange to him and full of invisible hostility. He could totally imagine what would happen if he told anyone on the street... He had amnesia, and needed help to find his family... More than half of them would try to deceive him.

A person who knew everything was no better than a fool. It was much easier to deceive him. Although it was a good choice to go to the police station and ask for help, but...

Compared to those uniformed people, Shangguan Lingwan would be better and more trustworthy.

Yin Hanchuan slowly stopped his footsteps with no purpose. Maybe he should go back.

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"Yin Hanchuan, Yin Hanchuan! Where are you?!" Shangguan Lingwan had not even finished putting on her coat. The weather outside was already starting to get cold. She walked quickly on the streets. The buttons on her clothes had not been properly fastened. Her head was drenched in sweat, and her eyes looked around in panic. The wind was blowing fiercely, but she did not feel cold at all. She had been looking for a long time, and it looked like it was going to be dark soon. The hope of finding Yin Hanchuan was getting smaller and smaller, and the fear in Shangguan Lingwan's heart was getting stronger and stronger.

She had almost searched the entire small city, but there was still no trace of Yin Hanchuan. Could it be that he had already left this place? Could he have gone further and further away, a place that she could not find at all?

Shangguan Lingwan was very afraid.

Shangguan Lingwan's voice was trembling. She didn't have any strength left in her legs when she walked. She walked slower and slower, and more and more tears fell from her eyes. "Where did you run to? What do you want? I didn't want to be bad to you. Why did you leave? Even if you really wanted to leave, I wouldn't stop you... You're like this... You're like this..." He ran away without saying a word, what was he?

The first star of the night had already appeared in the sky. Shangguan Lingwan's shadow had already merged with the darkness around her. The color of her body dimmed bit by bit. Those beautiful colors. It also faded away. She had lost Yin Hanchuan, and had lost someone who liked her so much. She had lost the man who loved and protected her.

The road was dark. Shangguan Lingwan stepped on a rock in a daze. She lost her balance for a moment, shook it, and then sat on the ground. Once she sat on the ground, she used her hands to support herself. She did not even have the strength to stand up.

Forget it, she also did not want to stand up.

She sat on the ground and used both hands to cover her face. She sobbed very hard. She was very sad and sad, as if she wanted to vent all of her emotions for the past few days. She had lived for almost twenty years, and it had always been smooth sailing. There was no trouble at all. It would not be a big deal even if she ran into a little trouble by chance. It was just a small matter to make life more perfect. A weak peony that grew up in such a family could bend its waist with just a little wind. It simply did not have the ability to bear the hardship.

For Yin Hanchuan, she could last for such a long time from beginning to end. She was almost at her limit. Shangguan Lingwan had been enduring with all her might. Her mind was tense. She did not dare to make any mistakes. She was Yin Hanchuan's everything now. She absolutely could not let anything happen to herself.

She had to protect Yin Hanchuan.

Shangguan Lingwan thought about it and did some calculations. She never would have thought that... Yin Hanchuan took the initiative to leave this place. Shangguan Lingwan felt that she had failed, was useless, and did not do anything wrong. She could even force someone to leave by taking care of someone. She did not blame Shangguan Shaoze for saying that she was useless. He said that she did not have a long personality. She really could not do anything. She was a complete failure.

Sitting alone on the ground, Shangguan Lingwan felt more and more sad as she thought about it. The more she thought about it, the sadder she felt. Her tears couldn't help but flow. She knew that this was very ugly, and that it was a loss of value. However, she did not want to redeem her past image. The most important person was already no longer by her side, so who was she still pretending to give face to?

At some point in time, someone quietly walked to her side. After standing still for a while, he patted her shoulder, as if he had said some comforting words. Shangguan Lingwan cried so hard that she did not hear anything clearly. She only felt that there was someone beside her who was as annoying as a buzzing mosquito. She also did not want others to see her current ugly appearance.

"Go, it's none of your business. Hurry up and leave!" Shangguan Lingwan refused to let others see her face and used her arm to block her face. She waved her other hand and wanted to drive away the people around her. She was already so unlucky today. She did not want more people to see her unlucky appearance.

That person stood beside Shangguan Lingwan for a while and sighed, "It was not easy for me to change my character and want to come back. Are you really going to drive me away?"

That voice was so familiar...

Shangguan Lingwan took her arm away and looked up with teary eyes. The thing in front of her changed a little because of her tears. Through those changes, she still recognized the person in front of her.

Shangguan Lingwan's tears became more and more, "You still know how to come back? Do you know how I got here today? Do you know how scared I am? Do you know how dangerous it is for you to walk around without knowing anything?" Just scolding was not enough to vent her anger. Shangguan Lingwan took off the bag on her body. She slammed it heavily on Yin Hanchuan's body.

"Do you know how worried I am?" Shangguan Lingwan sat on the ground and cried even more loudly, "I am a rich and powerful young lady. For you, I order myself around like a servant. It is fine if you do not appreciate it. And you are mocking me and mocking me. You treat dogs better than me. You even secretly escaped. You, do you really hate me that much?!"

Yin Hanchuan said lightly," It's not that I hate you, it's just... "It was just that he was at a loss. He was even more afraid than the dog that was picked up. A puppy could live as long as it had something to eat. It could sleep in a corner. However, he could not because he was a human.

Self-esteem was a very strange thing. It couldn't be seen or touched, but it could change a person's state of mind.

Yin Hanchuan didn't want to live a pitiful life like a dog. He wanted to give Shangguan Lingwan charity. He needed it, but he also needed it. He didn't want it, but he couldn't refuse it. He could not find the balance, so he could only vent his imbalance through his disgust and ridicule towards Shangguan Lingwan.

Actually, Shangguan Lingwan was very innocent. She only wanted to be good to him, she was not wrong.

When he saw Shangguan Lingwan's anxious look just now, Yin Hanchuan finally knew. There was no need for his worry and fear. Shangguan Lingwan did not pity him like a dog. She really cared about him. She cared about him, that was why she was so anxious and showed such a dismissive look.