C386 Unable to Control His Thoughts

During small gatherings, other people would bring their wives and girlfriends. Yin Hanchuan had brought Ling Ruolan to such an important occasion. This was a blow to Shangguan Lingwan.

At first, when Shangguan Lingwan heard their lame jokes, she could still laugh along. When Qin Keke said this, she could not laugh no matter what. If she could laugh without a care in this situation...

"So it is because of this that you did not tell me. Actually, it is not that hard to accept. After all, in many people's eyes, Ling Ruolan's relationship with him was more intimate, and Yin Hanchuan's friends had more contact with her. Maybe Hanchuan has something to ask her to give her some benefits, and..." Shangguan Lingwan kept finding excuses to convince herself to lower the sadness in her heart.

Qin Keke said very discontentedly," I think this matter was caused by Zheng Tianlan that woman. She must have told Ling Ruolan about this gathering at the first moment. She then went to pester Yin Hanchuan to attend. Otherwise, the result would not be like this. With that kind of mixed woman around, I feel that that kind of situation... It's also good that you don't go."

It was rare for Qin Keke to defend Yin Hanchuan with a few words, not because she really stood on Shangguan Lingwan's side. If the wound in Shangguan Lingwan's heart was torn open too directly, she would not be able to take it. First, she had to pass the most difficult time in front of her.

In order to distract Shangguan Lingwan's attention, Qin Keke racked her brains and talked about some things that could arouse her interest. "Oh right, the girl Du Chenjin brought with him is Su Xiaoling. I am not sure about their relationship, but looking at Su Xiaoling, she should not have been forced to come here. She should not have been able to bring Su Xiaoling here. Su Xiaoling did not have any intention to resist. Is it also considered that the two of them are in love? "

"Senior Sister Su?" Because of her own mess, Shangguan Lingwan had not heard of Su Xiaoling's news for a long time. Qin Keke suddenly mentioning about her matter had indeed attracted Shangguan Lingwan's attention. "You saw her? She is still with Du Chenjin now?"

"Yes, Du Chenjin brought her here. But she was too shy. I thought of many ways to talk to her more, but she ignored me. Her face was always red. What a shy girl. Du Chenjin had always been arrogant, even though he didn't directly introduce her identity. That kind of situation is already set in stone."

"Xiao Ling still hasn't changed at all." He didn't talk much and looked gentle and beautiful. He was with Du Chenjin. Shangguan Lingwan always felt that Su Xiaoling would definitely be bullied by him. But her own matters were already in a mess and she did not have the time to care about other people's business.

Seeing that these gossips could really attract Shangguan Lingwan's attention, Qin Keke spoke even more. "And that Zheng Tianlan, other than Ling Ruolan, she is the one who hates it the most! No, I feel that she is even more annoying than Ling Ruolan. She was so arrogant that she was like a proud peacock. Humph, if you give her beauty, who doesn't know that when a peacock turns around, it will become a chrysanthemum? She has no sense of shame at all."

Shangguan Lingwan smiled," It's good that you hate Zheng Tianlan to say that. If Peacock does something wrong, she will be implicated as well. It is very pitiful. "

" Anyway, I hate her! "

"There are so many people that you hate. That day, how was your performance?" Now that Qin Keke was so irritable after repeating it, Qin Keke must have had a very painful time during the gathering that day.

"I did very well." Qin Keke said without a care, "You see, that woman was still alive and well just now. Can't she prove that I performed very well?"

"Alright. To you, it is already a huge improvement."

Although it was a very unhappy matter, with Qin Keke working so hard to make her happy, Shangguan Lingwan's mood before returning home was still very good.

Even if it was not good, she had to pretend to be happy and indifferent. Otherwise, Qin Keke would definitely be worried about her.

In the past, Shangguan Lingwan said that she would live according to her own good and evil ways. Now, she knew to pay attention to the mood of the people around her and hide her true emotions. Everywhere was filled with hypocritical goodwill. The people around her were relieved. The person who disguised himself became even more depressed.

Shangguan Lingwan was currently in such a state.

Just as she closed the door, the last bit of smile on her lips completely disappeared. Since Qin Keke was no longer here, she had no reason to continue pretending. Yin Hanchuan took Ling Ruolan to a private party and all the people who attended were his good friends. Shangguan Lingwan How could she not care? She was so jealous that she almost went crazy.

No matter how jealous and resentful she was, she still could not say anything. Yin Hanchuan hadn't even mentioned this matter, probably because he didn't want her to know about it. Yin Hanchuan's attitude was like this, and Shangguan Lingwan acted very cooperatively as if she did not know anything.

Playing dumb was also a very painful thing.

Pretending not to know in front of Yin Hanchuan, pretending not to care in front of Qin Keke, only when she was alone could she reveal some of the emotions in her heart.

She was very jealous.

She lifted the blanket covering her head and face again and looked at the ceiling blankly. What should she do? She could not sleep and could not sleep at all.

As long as she closed her eyes, Shangguan Lingwan could not control the image of Yin Hanchuan and Ling Ruolan together. The more she thought about it, the more her heart ached and the more she thought about it, the more she could not sleep.

She crazily wanted to find someone to tell her about the pain in her heart. She crazily wanted to get someone to comfort her, but there was no one like this by her side.

The older brother who used to be the most considerate was shivering and could not say it to her. It was rare for Yin Hanchuan to get a good impression from Jun Ruoran, so he could not mention this to her. Shangguan Lingwan's best friend, Qin Keke, started to have a headache. Shangguan Lingwan did not even dare to breathe loudly in front of her. This woman was too active and showed a little dissatisfaction towards Yin Hanchuan. She could immediately drive to find trouble with Yin Hanchuan.

As she counted with her fingers, Shangguan Lingwan helplessly found that there was no one beside her who could listen to her talk about being a tree hole.

An inexplicable desolate feeling surged into her heart. Shangguan Lingwan was like an abandoned little animal lying on the bed. Once the negative emotions appeared a little, other darkness swarmed like a smell. Her worries, sorrow, and fear these days all ran up to her.

"Ya!" Shangguan Lingwan rolled up the blanket on her body in a mess and shouted twice as if she was venting her anger. She endured and endured. If she continued to endure like this, she would become mentally ill!