C4 004.

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Alyssa Hall After a stressful day, I decided to take a nap when I got back home. Then, wake up later to prepare something for Callie and I to eat, she was asleep by the time I got back and I felt bad for starving her by being out all day Deedee made me stay longer at her place than as I planned to, she always made sure she told me all about her day, minutes and even second spent with Avery. I wasn't always interested but she made me listen by bribing me with a cup full of chocolate and fried chips. I closed my eyes and waited for sleep but nothing happen, I hissed and rolled around on the bed, covering my eyes with my two hands as darkness prevailed but I still didn't sleep off. I stood up to get some water from the kitchen, I was on my way to the kitchen when I heard someone banging the door heavily. Who could that be? I scrambled towards the door to check who it was and Lo and behold. It was Damian! After all these while, he just showed up? I was so frantic but did well in hiding my fury. "You haven't been picking my calls." He mumbled as he stared into my eyes with those pretty eyes of his, why do cute guys cheat? I had the strong urge to ask him that but I didn't. Two days after I caught him with another woman, I deleted his number from my phone. He's been calling ever since that day but I refused to pick his calls. "Why are you calling me?" I asked bluntly because even the sight of him irritated me so much and I wish he could just vamoose out of my sight. "What else do you want from me?" I doubted if he knew I caught him cheating, he stared in awe and tried to hold my hand but I repelled and warned him to stay off. "Why do you keep complaining that I'm not picking your calls, you cheat!" I thundered and he gave me a knowing look, he couldn't say more. "You think I don't know the hell that you're cheating on me right?" I chuckled and clapped my hands. "Who told you that babe?" He asked innocently. "Why would I cheat on you?" If I hadn't caught him, I would have believed him because of how real he looked. "I can't do such thing to you, I respect you a lot, Alyssa, I love you and won't hurt you." "But you did! I caught you Damian! I saw you and that girl." I wasn't bold enough to barge into them but I did hear voices and I couldn't be mistaking Damian's voice for someone else's. "Alyssa, I'm sorry. I just lost control that day. I was drunk and she helped me out, then we came home together. Didn't know when everything started, I wasn't my real self that night, I didn't mean to cheat on you." He apologized to me. "Did you just say night?" I stared at him in confusion, I caught him in the day not at night, why was he talking about night? Has he been always cheating on me? "Damian, I appreciate everything that happened between us but the truth remains, we're not meant for each other. You can move on with your bitch, I'll be fine." "Alyssa." He called my name with that accent that always get me but I didn't reply to him, I walked out on him and shut the door, I sat on the couch and buried my head on my knees. I can't believe, I just broke up with Damian, there was feeling developing after about two years of being together, I wanted to scream out the pains I felt inside but I didn't see it as something worth crying over, it did hurt but the pains would only last for a while. I felt someone touching me, I jerked and looked up to see Callie sticking out a handkerchief to me, I didn't know I've been crying, I thought the tears didn't drop. "Are you crying because you broke up with him?" Callie asked as she stared into my eyes, I wanted to deny it but it was undeniable. No matter how badly Damian had behave, he was still a good man, even if not always, he has been good to me and his only flaw was cheating. "I'm fine, Callie." I feigned a smile, I hated when she got worried about me, we were still trying to get her out of depression and worrying would cause more damage to her to health. "I'm really fine, okay?" She nodded at me. "I cooked before you came back." She said and I smiled brightly, I think her depression is really suppressing because she's doing been a lot of things around the house lately. I hope it continues this way, I hated to see her curled up in bed and not speaking to me, I hated the nightmares that always made her scream out her lungs while sleeping, I hated her melancholy state and always wished she got better. "That's good." I smiled again and pulled her, she landed on my laps with a not so loud thud and I held her hand "I'm fine okay? You don't have to worry about me." She nodded her head and didn't say anymore words. "Did you eat yet?" I asked and she nodded her head. "Did you eat enough?" She did same gesture by nodding her head, she gesticulated whenever she doesn't want to talk and again, I know she was back to her state —The one I hated whenever she decide to zone out and not talk to anyone. "I have to..." She didn't say what was on her mind, she got up from my laps and strolled back into the room without looking back at me, I understood she needed her time now. She didn't talk much, but she's been talking these days and I felt she was getting better but it's obvious she wasn't back, she's just trying to be fine when she's not. I let her go back to the room, I always respect whatever she wanted, I'll wait for her to heal no matter how long it would take, I was willing to wait.