C5 005.

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Damian Alyssa shut the door and walked into her apartment, I felt so bad for cheating on her. We had agreements before she agreed to be my girlfriend and I flopped by not doing that she wanted, I loved Alyssa a lot but she's not giving much to the relationship, she handed it like she wasn't really interested and made me doubt if she truly loved me sometimes, she'd told me a lot of times that she does, but I chose not to believe her. She must have caught me that night I was drunk? Or was it the day my cloths were scattered around the house? I knew someone came into the house that day but I didn't know it was Alyssa. I scratched my head as I strolled back to where I parked my car, I should have known she was the one who came into the house. I sat inside the vehicle and kicked the engine, I didn't know someone else was in the car with me till she touched me. I almost lost control and jumped in fear. "Damian!" Claire laughed like she was mocking me. "What the fuck!" I cussed, how did she get in my car here? "How did you get in here?" I was annoyed. "Why did you forget to lock your door? I mean, I was passing by and I saw your car, I stopped and checked for you but you weren't here and I decided to check if the car was locked. Luckily for me, it wasn't." She grinned revealing her flawless set of white teeth, she sure had a good dentition. Why was I noticing that about her? My girlfriend just broke up with me because of her! I frowned my face in disapproval. "You need to leave my car now." I said in a harsh tone. "Common Damian." She got out of the backseat and immediately sat at the front, I looked back at Alyssa's apartment to see if she wasn't spying on us. "I can always make you feel better, you know?" She bit her lips and touched my face. "I know what you want, why not drive me down to your house?" She winked at me and that only turned me on in the mood, I literally lost my senses while she was talking to me, I hated the effect she had on me but it was more deadly, I couldn't fight it when she did that. "I'm driving." I was almost stuttering, "Stop touching me, let me concentrate." I told her. "Damian." She called my name and laughed out loudly. "I know you can't always resist me cos I make you feel so good." She licked her lips and trailed her hands down to my thighs, she removed her hands and laughed again, she was naughty and I knew that about her. "I can't wait to have you inside of me too, it's a crazy mood you always get me in." She fumbled her hands in her mini bag and brought out her phone. "Alyssa still your girlfriend?" She asked me. "Why?" I looked at her, she was always up to no good. "Nothing, was just wondering why you like to bang me instead of her." She took a picture of me driving, I looked at her and asked why she did that but she gave not reasonable reply. "Yeah? You once told me she didn't make you feel good the way I do, Imma proud of myself, I make someone else's man's mind run amuck, gat him in the best mood and give him the best sex." She wasn't always shy to say those dirty words. "We just broke up though." I told her and I could see she was happy from the way her face gleamed with bright smiles. "I caught us and broke up with me, I cheated on her." I said sadly. "Don't feel bad, she wasn't giving you what you wanted, you're a man and needs to be taken care of by a woman who knows how to do these things." She swayed her hair sideways and I can't help but notice how beautiful she looked, I wasn't attracted to her, I was sure of that. Alyssa has been the only girl, I've ever truly loved and I haven't shared that feelings with any other woman. Thoughts of Alyssa filled my mind again, was I really going to let go just like that? She's been so kind to me, thought me things I was confused about, Alyssa is so smart and that was one of the many qualities that attracted her to me when we first met at the shopping mall few years ago, she had come to buy some things with her sister and the mall attendant had harassed Callie, Alyssa stood by her and fought for her, she made sure he was penalized for harassing a minor. After the owner of the mall attended to the case by scolding the attendant and threatening to take the job away from him. Alyssa had pleaded mercy and advised the young man on how to deal with ladies, he and thanked her and regretted his actions and apologized to Callie immediately. I was intrigued because she didn't chose violence, she settled the matter amicably and everything ended up without anyone getting affected, I watched the whole drama and was really amazed. I didn't approach her that same day, but I met her again in my final year at Hailey college, I never knew she was a student there too, we became friends and I decided to pop up the question by asking her to be my girlfriend even though, she wasn't ready for it. I felt I needed her in my life and she did fill me when she agreed to be mine. I regretted cheating on her and I had the strong urge to pull Claire out of my car. I suddenly stop the car and Claire stared back at me. "What went wrong?" She asked. "Get out of my car!" I yelled at her angrily. "Get the hell out this minute, you slut!" "Damian, are you fine?" She was befuddled. "You didn't drive me all the way here to order me out of your car, did you? Are you bipolar or something?" "Out before I drag you down myself." I warned her and I was ready to do it but if she still stayed back in the car. "Are you crazy?" She was clearly annoyed. "And you even dare to call me a slut?" She nodded her head and grabbed her purse angrily. "I swear, you'll regret this." She said and stormed out of the car leaving the door wide opened. I felt relieved after chasing her away, she made me do things I didn't want to do. I hated myself for hurting Alyssa. I hit my hands repeatedly on the dashboard, I just have to go back to Alyssa, I loved her.