C13 Chapter 12

My eyes immediately widened at what he said.

"W-how did he know? Maybe... maybe he'll just rush me here." I panicked a bit when I told him but he just laughed at me. I was immediately surprised by his reaction.

"Chill, Nicole. I am sure, Amara already inform you about this. I hired you as my bed warmer because I wanted my fiancée to be pure until our wedding day and that would be six months from now. She's cool with this set up, she understands a man's need and I am loving her more because of that."

But if I were your fiancé, baby Trigger, I would not agree to this set up. Why should I share you with another woman when I can also give what you need to another woman? And then you will also get married, it will happen to you too, why are you taking so long?

If your fiancée really loved you, he wouldn't have given you what you wanted right away. Your fiancée has so many tricks! Ha! Whoever that girl is, she's a fool! I will make sure that before the end of our six months' contract, you love me too and we will get married.

"So that's the only don'ts I don't want you to do. Do you have any questions? Violent reaction?" He asked me. I shook my head. All I know now is that I need to start 'Operation making baby Trigger fall in love'. He smiled at me and then continued what he was saying.

"Okay. So, the only thing you have to do is be good in bed." And then he grinned at me. My cheeks automatically got hot until my whole face got hot because I bent down again because for sure I blushed profusely again! Trigger laughed at me and then he got up from where he was sitting and came to me and my head was like my own and I looked up at him.

"Last thing, before I dismiss you." I creased my forehead and waited for him to talk but I got confused when I bowed his head down to meet my stares then the next thing I knew; my eyes went bigger when his lips met mine! Did I think no kissing on the lips? I still ask myself.

Our kiss on the lips didn't last long, it was like our lips were really touching for a few seconds, but the effect on me was huge. My heart is beating fast, something is disappearing inside my stomach that is causing me to be restless. Until baby Trigger spoke.

"I just want to seal our deal with a kiss." And then he winked at me. Oh God! Am I in heaven? I asked myself, I didn't even notice that baby Trigger was already out of the library, in the end I just touched my lips. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Baby Trigger kissed me! Her lips are so soft!

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"I'm telling you, Angeline, if you don't stop, you're going to jump on my bed and scream, I'm going to call you downstairs and have the guards pick you up!" Ciffer told me annoyed.

Yes, I'm here again at Ciffer's house, because he texted me earlier that if I go to visit Mama, he will be with her, so I just went straight to his house so we can go to the hospital together. It's also my car, of course it's more economical if I ride in it.

The nurse who was watching over mom also texted me and told me that she is doing pretty well.

I frowned and then stopped jumping on his bed and sat down. Ciffer's bed is so soft, it's envious! Because there is a spring inside that falls deliciously. If only Mom and I could afford a bed like this, but of course it's only a dream if we could have a bed like this. Is it because of the hardships of our lives? Sigh.

"Yes, I talked to baby Trigger earlier." I broke the silence between Ciffer and I, because she was curling her hair while I was just watching her.

"Oh, what did you say?" Ciffer asked me. I held my breath again and then I answered him.

"Just rules for do's and don'ts. It's not allowed to kiss on the lips because we're only having sex, it's not allowed to make love and I have to be good in bed." Sigh. Ciffer didn't speak so I just continued my story.

"Bess hurt me because he said that he really thought of me as just a bed warmer, he said that face to face. I did tear up but he didn't care about my feelings. It hurts Bess." Ciffer stopped what he was doing to curl his hair and then he came to me and put his arm around me. My voice is also broken and it looks like I'm going to cry again. I just didn't expect it to hurt baby Trigger to speak.

"But even if he talks like that, I still love him very much and I won't give up. Bess, because I really believe that we are meant for each other. I will do everything just to make him love me and promise.. ." And then I wiped the tears that fell down my cheeks.

"...I tell myself that he will marry me after six months and not his fiancée." Ciffer didn't say anything but he just patted my shoulder. I really notice that Ciffer is becoming more and more quiet as if I think he is too deep.

When we got to the hospital, luckily the nurse had just given Mama some medicine so she was still awake and the three of us were able to talk with Ciffer. I am very happy because Mama is getting better, I also heard in the billing area that Miss Amara has already paid for Mama's hospital bill and because she has my number I immediately thanked her for what she did.