C26 Chapter 25

"I'm so excited to marry you." I heard Trigger's sweet voice and felt like I wanted to cry because of what he said. I can feel my heart beating fast as well but this time because of the pain. I even bit my bottom lip to stop myself from crying.

From the corner of my eyes I saw Ciffer's smile but I didn't hear any answer from him.

"And I really didn't expect that you will be making your own wedding gown."

"It's my wedding, of course I know what I want and it's easier if I do it myself so I don't have to schedule with other people. It's also a waste of time and money if someone else does it, I'm also a fashion designer and then you know I still have many orders for gowns that are not made."

"Good afternoon Ma'am, Sir. Here's your order." I get their attention. I really tried to change my voice so they wouldn't boss me around. It seems to be effective because Ciffer only answered me 'thank you' and then they talked about marriage again.

"I understand. I just wish we had more time together babe." I heard the sadness in Trigger's voice and I couldn't help but feel more hurt by what I heard from him. Your hands are shaking when you serve their food, right? It's a good thing he didn't have my soup order, maybe if he had, I'd have accidentally thrown it away.

Trigger reached out to Ciffer's hand that was resting on the table, but it was my fault - Ciffer immediately withdrew his hand from Trigger's grip. He still looked like he was burned by Trigger.

"You know I'm busy Trigger. Better yet, let's eat." It was only right that I finished serving so I nodded and said goodbye to them. I immediately turned around and walked away from them as my tears fell.

So, is my suspicion really correct? It turns out that someone is actually intervening between them. They are indeed a fiancée. Shit! It hurts! The pain! How did Ciffer do this to me? He knows how much I like Trigger, right? Is that so...

Is that why every time I talk about Trigger, he dreams about Trigger and he has no appetite. He had no reaction, not a single word coming out of his mouth. Because he has a hidden secret! That's also why he knows about Trigger's role in hiring a bedwarmer and he has an invitation because he and Trigger plan it!

I violently wiped my tears from my cheeks and then I went straight to the CR to be locked up. Terrible! It hurts!

It really hurts! I even told him before that I wanted to meet Trigger's fiancée, that... that I would steal Trigger from his fiancée. And then... that's Trigger's fiancée right in front of me and the funniest thing is my best friend! His fiancée is just my best friend! T wind! T wind! What does Ciffer want to happen? He tripped me for what? I think she is busy besides sewing her clothes?

Is he tired of sleeping with Mama so he also found a way for me to make some quick money? Hitting two birds with one stone. He has already tripped, he can even help me. Shit! I don't know if I should thank him. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be able to meet Trigger personally, we wouldn't be living together in the same house. I can't really get to know Trigger. I won't have easy money to treat Mama but because she's just sick! I feel like Ciffer is training me. He fooled me.

Miss Amara asked me where I came from, if I was okay - she seemed to notice the swollen eyes from crying. If it happened to me? And he even grabbed the hand that was on my thigh and said –

"If you need a friend, Angeline, I'm here. I can be your friend." But I'm really hurt right now, because of the many ways Ciffer can cheat on me. I don't think of him as just a best friend, almost as a brother. Through ups and downs I've been with him and then this, will it all end like this? Shit! It's just really hard to accept!

I didn't even touch the food that Miss Amara ordered and I asked them to go home. I couldn't even look back at where Ciffer and Trigger were and I might not be able to stop myself and go see them again but this time I will not disguise anymore.

When we got home, I went straight to my room and continued crying until I was no longer noticed and fell asleep. I woke up feeling my rain caressing me.

I even growled to stop the person stroking my head, I wanted to sleep but didn't want to stop so I moved my head until I heard his soft laugh.

And it was like magic that my mind and body woke up just because of his laughter. Annoying! My hit with Triger is really strong! I have no reason to sleep and it seems that I won't be able to go back to sleep because the familiar pain that I felt earlier after seeing and hearing Ciffer is returning to my heart.

I slowly opened my eyes and the zoom in view of Trigger's face immediately appeared to me. Wanting to look away, look everywhere but not at him. The way he looks is hypnotizing, especially since he has blue eyes. Who can't fall in love? Geez!

He smiled at me and I couldn't help but bite my lower lip. Miss Heart can you just behave first! Maybe we will find out! We still love the man in front of us now. Sigh.

No matter what happens, I still love Trigger very much, even if he doesn't know it. Wait – does he really not know? What if Ciffer was telling him? I was immediately consumed by shame and I could feel the heat all over my face. Damn it! For sure I blushed profusely now in front of Trigger! Urgh! Earth swallow me up!