C43 Chapter 42

My tears fell one after the other because of what might happen to Mama. I am very afraid of what they can do to Mama. What if while I'm waiting here they're torturing Mama? Want to get lost, scream, if only I knew where they were, I would have gone to them myself. I also want to ask our neighbors for help, but what can they do? That's Trigger Steinfield!

I also want to go to town and report to the police, but probably when they find out that Trigger is involved in this and because he is another Steinfield, nothing will happen. Maybe the police won't pay attention to me and in the end I'll be the one in jail.

Because I was so paranoid about what could happen, my stomach was hurting until I didn't notice that it was morning and the next thing that happened was that I was already on the chopper that was going to pick me up according to Trigger's letter.

I think that we traveled for less than thirty minutes and we arrived at a large land in I don't know which province. We are above a big mansion that my helipad landed on. As soon as I got out of the chopper, we were immediately greeted by men with large bodies and wearing suits and ties paired with black shades. They look like the disciples of the Mafia Boss, but they are still wearing that in the hot weather.

They lined up on both sides of my path, I even saw two men holding long guns at the entrance. I swallowed one after another because of fear. Why is mine like this? Did Trigger kidnap us for ransom? Eh, it's hard to see me with my elbow and squint, and then he's going to give me a prescription?

"This way Miss Alegre." A man in a suit and tie also told me but without shades. He was one of the ones who picked me up earlier and it looks like he is the boss of these goons because they saluted him when he was leading me out of the helipad.

Even though I was scared of what could happen and I felt like I had swallowed my tongue, I still asked. I really want to know where Mama is. Is he okay? I want to see him.

"W-where's my Mom? Can I... can I see her? Is she okay? Did you-didn't do anything bad?" I asked him as we walked down the long hallway but I didn't get an answer from him until we stopped at a large wooden double doors. He knocked once and I heard a deep voice from inside say 'come in'. My heart immediately disappeared inside my rib cage when I recognized that voice, it was as if my soul left me as the door slowly opened.

I don't want Trigger to see me pregnant with our child if I go too fast. I was about to turn around when two men on either side of me touched me, cause I can't move from where I'm standing.

When I looked in front of me, Trigger was sitting on a svwivel chair while his folded hands were on his working table. I didn't have any emotion to read in his eyes and even in his face for a few seconds when our eyes met until he spoke with his cold and full voice.

"Leave us." Then his body guards released me and bowed to him and left the room. Trigger left us inside the library of his house.

He doesn't even do or say anything but my chest is tight with fear which also causes me to have trouble breathing. I can also feel the softening of my knees, I can't even look at him because I'm so scared. What if he orders his men to kill Mama and me? I don't want it! I don't want to die!

I can't help but meet his gaze because I can feel the sharpness of his gaze on me, as well as his anger. I just swallowed one after the other and felt like I wanted to pretend to pass out so I could escape from Trigger. It's just that Baby might get sick if I do that. It wasn't until I heard Trigger's deep breathing that he spoke.

"Look at me, Nicole." He told me authoritatively. I bit my bottom lip while clenching my fists. Nope. I will not look at him! I don't want it! You're not the Boss of me Trigger so I won't follow you.

"Nicole!" He told me more emphatically now, even to my surprise at his shout, I even jumped a little and said -

"What...keett?" And I deliberately looked at where he was, immediately our eyes met. I swallowed one after another because I was so nervous. Even though I wanted to look away, I couldn't help it. The way he looks at me, it's like I'm hypnotized.

But I was still holding my back, I might have sat on the floor because my knees were so jelly-jelly. He thought I was weak. I watched him stand up from where he was sitting until he slowly approached me. I feel like forever ended before he finally got close to where I was.

And Baby also seems to feel that I am now facing her Daddy, as much as my stomach itches. Wow! Why now baby? I bit my lower lip while my hands were itching to scratch my stomach. It's a baby! Why are you still messing around now? Huh! My stomach is very itchy.

I was surprised when we finally faced each other. I can hardly feel my heart inside my rib cage, it looks like I've been abandoned! With my soul! But I can only really hear its strong beat.

"You're really pregnant with my child." He said softly but you could still hear the coldness of his voice. There is really no emotion on his face. He took another step to get us closer and when he was about to touch my stomach if it was really big, it looked like I was not six months pregnant because of the size of my stomach, our neighbors said it looked like my full month.