C45 Chapter 44

"Does it still hurt so much?" He asked me after he kissed me up to my chest.

"Just a little." I said softly to him and then I caressed my stomach again. "Baby looks happy because he finally saw you, that's why he's squirming now." It's just now that my stomach hurts like this. He removed his hand from caressing my stomach and then replaced his hand.

I even closed my eyes tightly when he put his hand inside my shirt and then caressed my stomach. I can feel the warmth of his palm on my skin. And for reasons I don't know, here's that feeling again that I haven't felt in a long time, because the middle of my thighs are getting hot as if something is burning! Geez!

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I've been here for a week at Trigger's place. I can do everything I want, I can eat at any time, walk around in Trigger's wide land but the catch is twenty-four seven my body guards who follow me, it would be okay if there were two of them but eight bess ! I have eight buddy guards, geez! It's the OA, right?

Even when I get dressed, they follow me, but they don't seem to care about what I'm doing. I'm trying to find Mama. But I've entered all the rooms of Trigger's mansion and I still haven't seen Mama. Sigh.

I was more and more worried for him. I really hope he's okay and that Trigger didn't do anything bad to him because if he did, I would never let our baby out of my womb so he couldn't touch it.

"Seńyorita, Seńyorito is here looking for you." I looked at Maddie, one of the maids here at the mansion. It turns out that the moko is back, I haven't seen him for almost a week and I have no idea where he went. Well, I don't care where he went, it's better that he's gone so I can do what I want.

I went to Maddie, she bowed to me and then left. It was late afternoon and thought about hanging out here near the gazebo. I'm tired of watching movies and teleseryes, and even more so just locking myself in the four corners of my room, so I prepared a snack for me to eat while hanging out.

I looked at the man leaning against the glass sliding door, he was wearing the same suit and tie as usual, the only difference was that he was holding his suit while it was folded up to his elbows. -sleeves.

Trigger is really hot even though he's only wearing office attire.

Our eyes meet and I feel like I'm hypnotized by the way he looks, add to that his deep blue eyes as if you're looking directly at the ocean or the sky. I don't know if I'm hallucinating again or if I'm rolling my eyes again but it's like I saw if his face smiled, his gaze quickly dropped to my stomach and then returned to my face. But his face immediately disappeared and then returned to his poker face. Sigh. I just looked away and then I heard him speak.

"How are you?" And then I felt him walking until he finally sat down in front of me. My heart is beating fast and this is the feeling again that I can't rest for reasons I don't know. In the end I just bit my lower lip and then I answered him with my weak voice.

"O-okay." 'Where have you been? Why did you just come home now? It's been a while since you didn't feel it! Are you and Ciffer together that's why you didn't come back to me right away?' My mind asked him one question after another. I immediately felt the bitterness in my chest from the questions in my mind.

Biting my lower lip emphasized that I shouldn't ask him all that. Later he got angry with me and like the ones in the teleserye, he told me 'You have no right to ask. You are just the mother of my child.' Of course, my peg is like a heartbroken teenager again when it happens and then I'll just be stressed out maybe if Baby is still there. I gathered all my courage and then I took a deep breath and slowly looked up at him. I clenched those hands that were resting on my thighs and then I had the courage to ask him.

"N-where... where is my Mom? Trigger wants to see my Mom." Trigger's jaws tightened as he looked at me. I really want to look away from him but I can't help it.

"Please… I miss my mom so much and I'm worried about her too. I just want to make sure he's okay... without you..." My voice trailed off with the last words I said. "...made him feel bad." What I said was almost a whisper. He hurt me. I looked at him because of what I said but I haven't given up yet. I didn't look away from him.

"You don't really don't trust me, huh? You really thought I could hurt him." He answered me with his jaw clenched. My nose is long.

"I just thought because... that's what happens in teleseryes." I reason with him.

"God d amn it Nicole! We are not on a f ucking drama show!" And then he got up from where he was sitting and walked out, leaving me alone in the gazabo. I don't know why but my chest is very heavy and I feel lonely even though Baby is with me. "Baby please..." And then I caressed my stomach, because he was kicking inside my tummy and what he was doing was quite painful. "Your Daddy is really moody and so are you." Sigh.

I ate dinner alone and the last time I saw Trigger was when we met at the gazabo. I don't know where he is and I don't know if my tongue is itching to ask my bodyguards where he is but maybe they don't know either or maybe they do know and tell Trigger that I'm looking for him.