C46 Chapter 45

I don't want it! I don't want him to know I'm looking for him! Until I finished eating dinner, I went straight to my room to rest, I fell asleep thinking about what Trigger was doing. They might talk on Ciffer's phone. I woke up the next morning to Maddie's knock.

"Good morning seńyorita. Sorry seńyorita because seńyorito is waking you up. He is downstairs and he wants you to have breakfast together." I nodded at what he said and asked what time it was.

"It's six thirty." He answered me. That’s very early! When Trigger wasn't there I was waking up at seven-thirty! I was about to cover my face with the blanket when Maddie stopped me. I didn't like it but I looked at him badly. He immediately got away from me and I did. Sigh.

"Sorry. I'm still sleepy Maddie." He smiled at me.

"It's okay, señorita, but I'm going to be upset with you if I haven't been with you within fifteen minutes." He told me sadly. Of course, I'm not that bad to harm other people just to follow what I want. I slowly got up from my bed and then I told him I'll just fix CR for a while. He agreed and then he told me to wait for me in front of my door.

I dressed in a formal dress with no sleeves just above the knee and pink doll shoes. One last look in the mirror and then I left my room. Maddie greeted me when she saw me come out.

"You're really beautiful, lady. Maybe you're pregnant with a boy because you look blooming-blooming." Maddie and I were talking on the way down the stairs until I saw the one who was frowning – the one who was already frowning! – that's Trigger. He's only wearing a simple t-shirt and cargo shots while he's wearing a shirt, but he still looks handsome! My heart is beating fast again because of the excitement!

"Morning." It's annoying and it looks out of place, which is good for me in Trigger. I nodded to him and then I also greeted him with 'good morning'. I was about to go straight to the dining room when he suddenly grabbed my hand. I didn't expect that so I fell into his chest. I feel like my heart fell into my stomach! I can no longer feel its strong beating in my ribcage. Trigger smiled and that's why I came back to reality. I immediately released myself from leaning on Trigger and pretended to fix myself even though there was nothing to fix.

Oh, there is! That heart, if it's crazy, is still crazy about him to this day! Urgh! Angeline Nicole Alegre! Stop your fantasy! Trigger is married to Ciffer and Ciffer is your best friend! Can you put it in your mind that you can be here with Trigger because of your baby and you can be here because of your Mama!

"Let's have a morning walk first then we'll have our breakfast together." Trigger told me coldly and then he walked to the main door. He didn't even give me a chance to answer. I just followed him because I was also taking a morning walk even when he wasn't there but it was later, around eight AM.

The only difference today is that there are no bodyguards following us. It was just the two of us walking the long land of Trigger's hacienda. My mangilan-ngilan saw us working as we were passed and dropped off.

It seems that they are going to the paddy fields and rice fields and the others are going to the farm where the cows, buffaloes, horses, us and the other animals that are also cared for here at the farm. I'm going to be thrilled because this is one of my dreams, to walk with Trigger - just the two of us - yes, we're walking together, but it's a shame we can't hold hands. We even looked like we didn't know each other, it was just a coincidence that we were walking together. Sigh.

Even now, your tongue itches when you ask about Mama. I really want to ask where Mama is. I can't really rest until I'm sure he's okay.

Until we stopped in the middle where the big acacia tree is, I even frowned when I saw a big basket resting on a picnic blanket, there was also food out and placed on my blanket. I looked back and forth at Trigger until he also looked at me.

"Let's go there and have our breakfast." It's good, I really thought I could only eat breakfats when we got home. In the end, I felt that the two corners of my lips were rising and I was smiling proudly.

My stomach immediately growled when I saw ripe mangoes and then strawberries. Hopefully my condense! I would like to add mango and then strawberries! I also saw ube cake, I immediately drooled over the icing! looks so sweet!

I immediately sat down on the picnic blanket. I even heard what Trigger said -

"Nicole careful!" But I didn't pay attention to him anymore. I really want to taste the icing on the cake! The cake looks like it came from the fridge and the icing is hard. That's what I love the most. I was about to touch my index finger with the hand that held my hand.

"Let's eat a proper meal first before deserts, Nicole." Trigger told me. I can feel the heat of his breath on my neck and for sure when I look at him he will kiss my cheeks. Both of my cheeks immediately warmed up at the thought and it was as if my head was my own mind and I suddenly looked at him but my eyes widened just like that, it wasn't my cheek that Trigger kissed! My lips! He kissed my lips! My heart was beating very fast and I was about to move my face away from his face when he grabbed the back of my head so that I wouldn't break away from our lips. The suddenness of what he did made me moan, he took that opportunity to insert his tongue inside my mouth and deepen our kiss even more.