C48 Chapter 47

Like before, Trigger was still supporting me down to Sydney and I was about to say goodbye as I was about to go back to my room when he preceded me.

"Follow me. I just have something important to discuss." He didn't wait for me to answer. He kept walking so I just followed him until we reached the library, where we first met. He sat on his swivel chair while I just stood in front of him. He didn't waste time and said what he had to say.

"I know how much you wanted to see your mother." My heart beat faster and then I nodded one after another. I also looked at him while talking.

"I miss Mama so much. Please, Trigger." He grinned at me. I woke up looking like I wouldn't like what he was going to tell me next. My took it from his desk drawer and then he placed it in front of me.

I frowned. What is this paper? He seemed to be able to read the surprise on my face so he told me what the contents of the paper were.

"If you wanted to see your mother, it will be easy as one, two and three. Just sign that marriage contract and I'll discuss some rules for me and you then you'll see your mother. You have until tonight to decide ."

It was lunch time when I found out from Maddie that Trigger had left again. Because he brought me lunch here in the room, I didn't want to eat but he watched over me because Trigger said that I must eat at the right time. So even though I don't have an appetite yet, I just eat for Baby.

I wanted to ask if he knew where Trigger went, just in case I was shy. So I stayed quiet until I finished my food and Maddie left. He even told me that if he likes me, I just press the intercom connected to the kitchen and he will come to me right away. Sigh.

I turned my gaze again to the marriage contract on my bedside table. Sigh. After Trigger told me that was the only way for me to see my Mama again, he signaled behind me, the two bodyguards. He didn't say anything but the two of them escorted me out of the library. I was even shocked by what was happening and realized too late if I wanted to complain about what Trigger wanted to happen. The guards didn't want to let me inside the library.

It's obvious that he didn't give me a choice. He knows how important Mama is to me. I don't know how I will be without Mama, she is the only one I have. The only one is family but because – what about Ciffer? Aren't they married? I don't want to be a home wrecker. Nope. I don't need or want to destroy relationships and hurt other people. I'm not like that but it's because of Mama.

Until I got tired and decided to lock myself in my room. I miss Mama so much. I really want to see him and hug him very tightly, but I signed the marriage contract in return.

I looked at the paper again and I still can't believe it's my signature by Trigger. I'm really messed up, it's another one so I can't eat properly. Why would Trigger make me sign the mairage contract to marry him if he and Ciffer are already married?!

There are so many questions in my mind but I can't find an answer. Oh It turns out that Trigger is there but the question is, will he answer my burning question? Probably not! Maybe the law regarding marriage has changed here in the Philippines and two spouses are allowed, I just haven't heard of it. Geez! What I'm thinking is a big joke. It is very unlikely to happen.

I put the marriage contract back on my bedside table and decided to go to sleep. Because I'm sleepy again, in fact, I woke up this morning as well.

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I felt as if he was looking at me, so I slowly opened my eyes. My dark room greeted me. Wait, why is it dark? What time is it? I slowly sat up from lying down and then I pressed the lampshade so I could see the clock that was also on the table.

Eight PM. Wait, how long did it take me to fall asleep? I still ask myself. I even scratched my head because it hurt a bit. Looks like I overslept.

"Are you not feeling well?" I was startled when I heard Trigger's rich voice. Immediately my eyes wandered around my room and I saw him on my side where I was facing before sleeping. I didn't even realize that he came into my room when I was so sound asleep and that's why it seemed like he was looking at me because he was really looking at me! Maybe he even made me sleep.

"M-it's just a bit painful. I think I overslept." I gave him a poor answer. He slowly approached me until he sat on my side of the bed near me. I can smell her perfume, I really like it. I clenched my hands in my blanket.

To stop yourself from hugging him so that I can smell his perfume more. Why is your scent Trigger? And then, baby, why is it with so many smells that you can still like your Daddy's? If only you knew that your father is bipolar, that's why I can't have a baby with him. Sigh.

"Have you decided?" My conversation with myself was interrupted when I heard Trigger's question. I glanced at him but immediately looked away. I bit my lower lip and I don't understand what I'm feeling right now. I really want to fight him because he's putting me in a situation I don't want but I don't have the courage to hurt him because –