C58 Chapter 57

"What are we going to do at the mall?" It's really annoying if you ask Trigger. He can just instruct our housemates, why do we have to? Then the weather is still cold today and then he will invite me to go to the mall, I'm really lazy. I don't want to move around and take a bath! I just want to stay in bed all day and sleep, when the weather is like this it's nice to curl up with your blanket.

"It's taking so long for us to get to that place! I want to go home."

"Seriously Nicole, we just left the mansion." Trigger laughed and answered me. I frowned.

"I'm sleepy."

"Go sleep. I'll just wake you up when we get there." I didn't answer him anymore and just closed my eyes to sleep just in case –

"Trigger what the hell is that?! I hate the smell of your air freshener." I complained about his nose. It's because of the pain in the nose. That's why I opened the window but it was cold.

"The wind is cold! Slow down!"

"Nicole, I'm running slow." He answered me and you can tell in his voice that he is irritated with me again.

"The wind is so cold!"

"Then close that damn window." He answered me. I bit my lower lip to stop crying but I couldn't stop it in the end, my tears started to flow one after another and then I started sobbing.

"Nic - what the f vck?! Why are you crying?" Trigger asked me. It was right that the lights turned red so he turned his full attention to me.

"Geez! Wife why? What's wrong?" He asked me tenderly. I got angry and then I looked at him. He is still a bit blurry in my eyes because my eyes are also full of tears.

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I don't know what magic happened but in an instant my relationship with Trigger suddenly changed. From being strangers to a real husband and wife. He hardly ever comes to his office just so he can hang out with me and our baby. It's been a month since Trigger started being caring and sweet to me and I am loving every bit of it.

He cooks us and baby breakfast, he also makes milk for us in the morning and even brings milk to our room at night for me to drink before we go to bed together. I never heard him talk to Ciffer over the phone, most of the time he spent most of his day with me and our baby. He only spends a little time working in the library of his house and he rarely takes in phone calls from his secretary. He even told me that he doesn't want to be disturbed with his having family time with me so his secretary just sends reports through email.

I also learned that Amara is no longer working for him or his friend Terrance. I wanted to know why but he really sounds not interested about Amara so I just let it go but I hope Amara and I meet again. I miss her and I am also worried for her. I didn't remember his number because I left my phone in the house we rented in the barrio. For sure if someone is renting there now, they got my phone, or maybe our landlord got it. She took it as a payment for our rent since we haven't paid yet.

"It's you! You're cursing me just for the window. Wahhh! Huhu!"

"D ang –“

"Look! You're cursing! Huhu! Baby can hear you too! I'm so fat and ugly you're cursing us and that window!" And then I stomped my foot and while Trigger continued driving, he parked his car in the nearest parking area. He unbuckled his seatbelt and approached me.

He cupped my face with his both palms then wiped my tears on my cheeks and on the side of both my eyes. I stopped sobbing and then we looked at each other. He sighed heavily and moved his head until our faces were just inches apart. He rested his forehead on mine and held my chin using his index and middle finger. I can't stop looking at him.

"I am on cursing - "

"But you said fvck – " He cut me off by pressing his lips against mine. Immediately my heart beat faster. Here's that feeling again that I can't rest... because of the excitement. He nibbles my lower lip and I don't the kiss will go on and on but he immediately pulled away but our foreheads remained touching.

"I'm sorry okay? That was just my expression."

"But baby can hear you." I told him angrily. He grabbed my hands and then gently squeezed my palms.

"I'm sorry. You'll never hear me cuss again." Don made me smile.

"Really?" My eyes were still twinkling when I asked him. He slowly nodded and then he smiled at me. I couldn't help but be infected by his smile, so I smiled and then I put our lips together again, but I immediately realized what I had done.

"S-sorry." I nervously told him. I can also feel the loss of my heart inside my rib cage. This is the very first time I kissed him myself.

"Why are you sorry?" Trigger asked me. I can also feel the annoyance in the tone of his voice.

"Because I ki -" Before I could continue what I'm about to say he cut me off.

"I am your husband Nicole. Whatever is mine is also yours and I am all yours, you can kiss me anytime and anywhere you want to." He said to me seriously. I don't know what to say! I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out so I just closed my mouth again. Until I lost the chance to answer him, he started driving the car to the mall.

"We don't even know what gender Baby is yet." I said to Trigger. He took me to a boutique that only sells baby clothes.