C66 Chapter 65

"Oh." He answered me and then he put his jacket on my shoulder. I looked at him and my heart was beating fast again like when we first met and every time we looked at each other and even though I wanted to say 'thank you' to him I feel like my heart was beating so fast that it went to my throat, causing it to block and I can't thank you Trigger.

In the end, I just looked away. I haven't even recovered from the fast beating of my heart, he grabbed my hand and I immediately felt like a surge of electricity so I took my hand back if he was holding it, he looked at me again with a frown. I bit my lower lip and then I said my excuse.

"W-it's cold..." He nodded and didn't say anything more and then he walked while I followed him but I couldn't help but look around us. I can't see anything but mountains and houses, but where we are now is an open space where you can see the beautiful view below as well as the clouds.

"Wow! What a beautiful view here!" And then I came closer to my cement parang to see the view below. Even though I was young, I knew how to appreciate nature because it was also studied in Science.

"Yeah, it's beautiful." Tirgger was second. I was surprised when he suddenly spoke so I looked at him, I thought he was a bit far from me but we were very close to each other and he was staring at me. What's so beautiful about what he's saying? Is that the view? He's not looking at the mountains! It's mine!

"What do you mean?" Trigger asked me with a frown. Sigh.

"You really don't remember me?" I asked him wondering too. He raised his eyebrows when I asked him too, but he still answered me.

"Of course, I remember you. Why the hell will I forget you? You're my wife, Nicole. What exactly are you talking about?" And before I could answer him, his phone rang. He put the screen in front of me so I could see who was calling and my heart beat faster when I saw who the caller was. . Cipher.

Trigger slowly walked away from me while he was talking to Ciffer on the other line, at the same time my heart beat was getting stronger and stronger, in a painful way. I closed my eyes tightly and tried to say in my mind that if they are just talking now, maybe it's because of business.

What business? It can't be a clothing line, Trigger's business is more on construction. Sigh. Why does he have to show who the caller is? I'm not just jealous now! Hurts too!

The days passed so quickly that one morning I woke up and it was the last day of vacation and tomorrow was school. Sigh.

I won't go to school this year because Mama and I don't have money and no matter what I say to myself if 'it's okay Nicole' I can't help but feel sad and envious. My classmates will leave me in the province. I immediately wiped the tears that fell down my cheeks, but they were immediately followed by more tears until I couldn't hold them back anymore and started crying.

Really like to study. I really want to but I can't do anything to help myself. I once thought about talking to Mr. and Mrs. Steinfield and requested that I also work in the mansion like Mom, even though I was young I already knew how to do housework. Of course, I saw how Mom and her other companions did household chores, so I learned.

"Nicole?" I heard Trigger's voice from behind me, I didn't immediately turn around because he could see that I was crying. I don't want him to feel sorry for me either, I feel sorry for myself. It would be simple if you wiped my tears and then I took a deep breath one after the other and licked my lips to get rid of the brokenness of my voice.

"What... kit?" I asked him weakly and no matter how hard I tried, if my voice couldn't be heard, I still couldn't do it. I immediately felt his presence by my side. I bowed so that he could not see my face.

"Hey. What happened to you?" He asked me in surprise. I shook my head one after the other but it seemed like he really wanted to know what was wrong with me so he went in front of me and then he bent down to see my face. From the stiff expression, the softening of his facial expression did not escape my sight.

"Why... why are you crying Nicole?" He asked me seriously. I shook my head one after another and then said –

"I...I'm just sitting." And then I looked away. I don't know but since Trigger and I have been together every time our eyes meet, my heart beats faster. What is happening to me?

"Well you don't look like one to me." He said seriously and then he squatted in front of me and held my chin so that our eyes met again. I could feel the coldness of his eyes on me so I bit my bottom lip while he only had a serious facial expression. He was really hard to look at.

Because I missed him, I couldn't answer any more. Until he touched my chin and our eyes met. I try to avoid looking at him but he immediately finds my eyes, I feel like it's not just my heart that has left my ribcage, my soul has also left me.

"Why are you crying, baby? Hm." Right after he asked me that, tears started falling from his eyes. I'm really sad because I won't be able to study this school year. My heart beat so fast when he closed my cheeks in both his palms and then he wiped my wet cheeks with his fingers, I closed my eyes when he gently caressed my cheek, it was like my magic because it disappeared after a while to him, I feel better, The sadness in my chest disappeared and I closed my eyes voluntarily as Trigger's face came closer to my face and then I felt the soft thing on my forehead.