C75 Chapter 74

"If that's what you want." I thought he was going to leave me but he didn't. As he said he took me to my classroom but we never spoke again. I kept looking at him while we were walking but he didn't even glance at me. He just looks straight at the road and when I greet him, he just nods and passes the person.

"Trigger –" And before I could finish what I was going to say, he turned his back on me and walked away from me. Sigh. I suddenly lost my mood too. He is angry. Trigger is mad at me. What will I do? Should I text him sorry and tell him the reason why I let him go? But it seems to be better if I say it personally, it's more sincere.

When you got home, I rushed out of the room to go to the parking lot with Trigger, but my shoulders fell just like that when I caught up with Mang Ernesto - Trigger's family driver. What is he doing here? Did Trigger bring his Chevy?

Mang Ernesto immediately smiled at me, I was about to ask him what he was doing here but he was ahead of me.

"Because Sir Trigger called me, he said to pick you up here Ange."

"Yes?" I was surprised by what Mang Ernesto said so that's all I said. Trigger shouldn't have done that what if his parents find out and wonder why Tirgger is picking me up and then it's embarrassing! Well, we are just maids in their house. I'm not important to be treated like this!

"W-where is Trigger?" I further asked Mang Ernesto and then I turned around the entire parking lot. Maybe Trigger was still here until I heard Mang Ernesto's voice.

"He left a while ago, hija. He said he and his friends were on my way." When Mang Ernesto said my knees were soft. Trigger is really mad at me. I also looked at my phone while we were on the trip, hoping for my message, but there was none. I even thought that maybe I wasn't receiving the message so I sent myself one but there was no problem. I quickly received my message for myself. He didn't really text.

Until we got to the mansion, I was even nervous because Trigger's parents might look at me and wonder why I was riding in their car, and I also found out from Mang Ernesto that Trigger's parents are out of town until Sunday.

I immediately went straight inside the maid quarters and caught up with Mama who had just finished folding our clothes. He greeted me and asked if I wanted to go for lunch but I immediately said no. I'm not in the mood because Trigger is mad at me. I don't want to apologize to him in the text. What should I do?

Until I didn't even realize it was dinner time but I wasn't hungry yet. I can think of nothing but Trigger, Trigger and only Trigger. Where is he? Why did he take so long to come home? What time is it? Sigh.

What if his friends are my female companions? What if those girls flirt with him? Will he lose his love for me? I woke up from lying down, at the same time as the pain I feel in my chest where my heart is. I finally got out of bed and then I took my jacket, I didn't even notice that I was still in school uniform when I thought about Trigger.

"Is it late?" Mama asked me when I was about to leave the house. I bit my other lip and then I answered him.

"Just go outside Ma, just let it air out for a while." I couldn't wait for his answer. I quickly left the quarters and then I went straight to the big gate of the Steinfields. Manong Rom instantly made me younger –the security guard of the Steinfileds – when he saw me.

"Oh Nicnic, where are you going? It's late."

"Just go outside, I'll just buy it." And then I smiled at him. He frowned and before he could react I hurried out of the gate. Who did I cheat? Well, there is no shop here in the subdivision and even more so no vendor can come in selling anything. Sigh.

I sat on my garter and immediately felt the coldness of the cement I was sitting on. After this, my stomach will hurt again, I'm going to have to rush in with the cold. Sigh. I can't go back inside, I want to talk to Trigger and we won't talk if I don't wait for him here.

When I talk to him in my wolf, he might not pay attention to me or if he does pay attention to me, maybe his parents or Mama will come suddenly and they will know that Trigger is courting me. It is obvious that he is forced to hide his flirting with me because of my request. Sigh. I feel more and more guilty.

One minute, two... until an hour passed, two and I reached twelve midnight and still no Trigger came home. It's a good thing there's no school tomorrow, so it's fine for me to stay up just in case Mama was looking for me, it's a good thing I left my phone inside, but maybe I didn't do anything here but read Mama's flood of messages to me.

But I'm also very sleepy, not because I'm used to staying up. I yawned again and again until I completely closed my eyes, I'm also a little tearful because of the sleepiness until I'm slowly being swallowed up by sleepiness if I haven't been out of balance because of my shortness of breath I won't wake up yet.

I rubbed my sleepy eyes and then looked around. Only the street lights were on, there was no one outside, it was probably early morning and still cold, who would want to hang out outside at this time.