C79 Chapter 78

I touched my forehead when I saw that I was already outside the mansion and facing the big gate where Ciffer was waving at me from outside. I didn't even notice that I was walking without self or direction. Sigh. It's good and I didn't break anything. But what is this burha doing here? I approached him to talk.

"Surprise!" He told me and then he opened his arms to hug me but I just raised an eyebrow at him. How can I hug him back if my gate is blocking us.

"Yes! Terrible! Shocks! I was super surprised by your visit Bess!" And then I tortured him. Of course, because we were best friends, he also made me suffer. I left the gate so we could talk. I can't let him in because it's not our house.

"Oh. What bad wind brought you here?" It's true. This is the very first time he visited Trigger's house. Because I often visit him at his house.

"That's it! What's wrong now? Why are you being rude to me? Do you have anything?" And then he went behind my back to see if I was penetrating. I frowned and then I hit him.

"Che! Stop me Ciffer. I'm not used to you teasing me. I often do that! Stop it, you're weirding me out!" Today is Saturday and I hope that this witch is just locked up in their house to draw her gowns, so I really can't believe he's here now.

"Why can't I visit you anymore?" He answered me. I was about to answer him suddenly if I heard the voice of Mrs. Steinfield from behind me. What surprised me even more was the call of Mrs. Steinfield to Ciffer that sounds like a lot of fun.

"Ciffer! Hija, it's nice seeing you here!" Then the next thing I knew, Mrs. Steinfield and Ciffer are kissing each other.

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"Baby. Baby... Nicole." I felt a gentle shaking on my shoulder so I slowly opened my eyes. At first I saw a blurry face of a man so I closed my eyes again and then I rubbed my eyes so that I could clearly see the person in front of me.

Trigger's smiling face appeared in zoom in version. Shit! He is so handsome! Is my boyfriend really trying this? I didn't even notice that I was slowly smiling until I yawned. My eyes widened and I remembered that I had just woken up and maybe... that's it! Maybe I have bad breath! I panicked so much that I pushed Trigger into me.

"D amn. What's that for babe?" He asked me a little annoyed. Oops. I pushed him harder. Or overacting again for –

"That hurt! Give me a kiss so it won't hurt anymore." And then he brought his face closer to mine again and my lips were really pouty. I frowned again. That said! You're acting again! He has done this to me many times too!

"Stop me Trigger!" I pretended to be annoyed when I told him and then I made him suffer but I really don't want to give up what I really want I should get. Oh my! Rich kids indeed!

"Where's my kiss?" And he actually held me by the elbow so I couldn't run away from him.

"Where are we now?" I asked him again. I also just now noticed that his car had stopped.

"Don't change the topic babe. Where's my kiss? And its our monthly, you should give me what I want." I widened my eyes at what he said.

"Seriously?!" I asked him in disbelief. He grinned at me and then put his lips out again. I held my breath again. I know it. What Trigger wants, Trigger gets. Sigh.

As for our monthly thing, it's only once a month and then he doesn't scold me often like this, there are times when he asks for a kiss but it's obvious that he's just teasing me. It's obvious because I'm often very excited because of my blushing. Oh! Right? It's just my hobby to often embarrass myself with him.

I slowly closed my eyes until I brought my face closer to his. My heart and butterflies in my tummy immediately disappeared when Trigger's breath hit my lips. I held my breath until our lips touched.

It's our first kiss. I feel like it's new year inside my chest. I couldn't feel my heart beating fast because I was so happy. This is how love feels. You can't really explain what you feel properly.

I don't understand, the word joy is not enough to describe what you feel when you are with the person you love. I hope if only possible... if only I could stop time so that Trigger and I can always be like this, just happy. You love each other so much and it's like we're the only two in the world, but it's not possible.

That can never happen. You can't stop time to be happy forever. We are still young, that's the truth. A lot more will happen. We're not even halfway through the beginning. I hope if possible. If only the reason 'because we love each other' could be enough. But not. Never can.

"I really love you Trigger."

"And I love you even more, Nicole Baby." And this time he kissed me.

"Uh. Sorry." And then he bit his lower lip. Because Trigger and I both looked at him. I do not know why. Maybe it's not because of my hormones because of my pregnancy but I really can't help but feel annoyed... I don't think I'm angry.

I know it's not only Ciffer's fault. Me too. Because I agreed to what he wanted to happen, it’s a dare but I feel like I've been played but that's because Trigger and I won't get close again. Urgh! I do not know! I'm confused. I'm confused about myself and what's happening.

"They've been waiting inside for a while, Mommy." Mom? Are his parents here too? I immediately looked at Trigger but here he was again and I couldn't read any emotion on his face. Sigh. It was obvious that I couldn't get an answer from him.