C83 Chapter 82

"Seriously, is that true? Why did you get a tattoo?"

"Don't you like it?" He asked me back. I do not know. It's still too early for Trigger to get a tattoo. Instead of answering his question. I asked him too.

"Why is it written in Arabic? What does the tattoo mean?"

"It's your name."

"Trigger is serious!" I answered him. How will it happen that he will tattoo my name, it's his body.

"I'm serious baby." He answered me. He looks like he's serious because of the hard expression on his face. I bit my lower lip. I don't know what to say.

"Trigger."

"You know I love you so much, right?" I nodded slowly as my tears rolled down my cheeks. I just couldn't believe that he would actually tattoo my name. With so many things that can be tattooed, why is my name still there?

I just thought what if one day, we're not really meant for each other? What if he finds someone else and realizes that I'm not the one for him, I'm not his other half, I'm not his soulmate. How is his tattoo? How will he remove that from his body?

"We're still young. There's still a lot to happen. How... what if one day we both realize that we're not meant for each other? Trigger, you shouldn't be in a hurry."

I heard his violent sigh and when I looked at him again, his aura was already dark, his eyebrows meet again and I can't read any emotion on his face or even in his eyes.

"Don't start it Nicole. I don't want to ruin this night. It's our night."

"But because –"

"Nicole—"

"What if your Mommy and Daddy see that?" I immediately asked him.

"So? I'm old enough to decide things for myself."

"Trigger –"

"Nicole." He called me seriously.

"I love you so much Trigger." I immediately felt his hug from behind me which made my heart beat very fast again.

"And I love you more Nicole."

"But I wish you should have asked me first if I like what you did." And then I slowly faced him at the same time as he sighed.

"The moment I realized that I like you, all of me is yours." And then he caressed my cheek with his right hand. I bit my lower lip to stop crying. I don't know but I'm hurting now because of my love with Trigger .

And to cover up the weird feeling I'm feeling right now, I just tiptoed and then I closed my eyes until Trigger and I were facing each other and then I slowly pressed my lips to his and it was like magic that all my worries disappeared, the fear and emotions that I don't even know where I got them from. Trigger's lips moved slowly on mine so I just imitated what he was doing until we were both short of breath, it was like it was hard for us to let go of each other's lips, it's good and even I'm already softening because of Trigger's kiss, I still have a little strength to push him away from me.

Also because I was curious, I caressed his tattoo on my waist. It looks like he's only had it for a few days. It's still a little red because it's obviously still fresh from being made.

"Why did you think my name was written in Arabic?" I asked him, while carefully looking at the writing of my name in Arabic.

"So that when someone sees it, they'll be curious what it means..." And then he smiled at me, which surprised me.

"Hmp! Maybe because that's not really my name, maybe that's nonsense!" I answered him. You know my Mokong boyfriend often makes me a clown when we are together.

Psh! I don't remember agreeing to be his girlfriend and at the same time be a clown so that he always laughs. Geez! It's a good thing, I really love this guy! He grinned at me which intimidated me again. It's really strange that this man often doesn't know how I've been with him for so long.

"What I'm trying to say is that, if someone asks me what my tattoo means, I'll say your name and if they ask me why? I'll just simply say because she owns me. Baby, I am dead serious when I told you that I am all yours, everything about me, my body, my heart and my soul. That is all yours." I couldn't help but smile at what he said.

"That's why I love you so much. Me too, I'm by your side." And then I tiptoed again to reach his lips again.

***

"M-get dressed so we can go home." I said to Trigger a little breathlessly and then I immediately turned away from him. It's another weird thing that I feel, suddenly it feels like I'm getting hot, but it's cold. I just closed my eyes and was about to walk away so he could get dressed but as soon as I felt his hands wrap around my waist, he placed his chin on my shoulder.

"T-Trigger..." It was weak to call him.

"I love you so much Nicole." He whispered to me and then he gave me a light and quick kiss on my neck, I took a breath and was about to react because his hands that were hugging me immediately disappeared, as well as him right behind me, when I turned around he was behind me, he was about to get into his car, but before he got inside, he winked at me. I just held my breath. If only you knew Trigger, I love you more.

We didn't spend too much time in my mountain, because it was getting late and Mama might be looking for me but she hasn't texted me yet, but even though that might be surprising, Trigger and I are getting home faster. it's quite late.