C87 Chapter 86

"Nothing." I answered him, I was just looking at the TV, I heard it was like showbiz news.

"Yeee! There's my news again about Baby Trigger." It's a thrill to say and here's my supportive BFF. Irap to the max again.

"Why are you so dead on with that bitch. You don't even know her personally." I hope I know too, right? But I really don't know why. I just saw him on TV one day, and I fell in love with him. Until I found out that everything belonged to him. Then the next thing I knew I loved him so much – I didn't feel like I loved him anymore.

"I don't know, I just really like him." I was thrilled to tell him. While I was really focused on the news about Trigger in showbiz news. Because Ciffer was in love with Amplaya, so I'm very used to this girl's cunning. So when he acts like that, my peg is dead.

Until one day Ciffer suddenly teased me then the next thing I knew I was getting close to Baby Trigger. He already knows that there is an Angeline Nicole Alegre who exists on Earth. Because of that dare, I became a part not only of his world but also of his personal life.

Present time….

"He's waking up! He's waking up!" At first I couldn't recognize whose voice I was hearing around me, I just felt that the people around me were panicking. My voices of men and women. Speaks Tagalog and English.

But I don't care about my surroundings, my body hurts so much. I feel so tired that I don't know where I got it from. What did I do and I'm so tired? I still ask myself.

Until I heard a series of doors opening and closing. I took a deep breath and tried to remember what happened before I got to where I am. I immediately felt dizzy trying to think about what happened but I didn't care. It should be remembered that –

"It's like hitting two birds at the same time. You need money for your Mom's treatment, here is Nicole. Just say yes. You can still be with Trigger, the man you love."

"You're going to be my bed warmer but I have few rules you need to follow. Especially this one, never fall in love with me." But I've loved you since Trigger. Before we met, I loved you.

"You need to take this shot to make sure, Mr. Steinfield won't get you pregnant whenever you do that intimate thing Miss Alegre." Miss Amara told me.

Cipher and Trigger are engaged! She's Trigger's fiancée who I've been wanting to meet for a long time! Ciffer just tricked me. He just played with me! I need to get away from here. I don't want to. I don't want to be Mama's bed warmer. I don't want to. Don't mess with them. Right! Mama and I will go far away!

IM pregnant. IM pregnant! Trigger got me pregnant! But Trigger and I can't. We are worlds apart. And then will he believe her? Eh, he just thinks of me as a humble bed warmer. He pays for justice.

It doesn't matter that Mama is here, baby. And then I caressed that belly when it was a little big. My pregnancy is delicate so I have to be really careful. Because your Daddy can't know you have one, baby. She is happy in her life with Ciffer, her husband.

Sorry baby I don't want to give you a broken family if it was my choice but I loved and trusted the wrong person. Sorry baby if you were also affected by my hasty decision. I didn't use my mind, I only used my heart but believe me baby, you are not a mistake. You are a blessing, you will always remember that.

I immediately opened my eyes when I remembered my baby, as soon as he touched my stomach and just like that, my heart sank, I couldn't feel the bulge in my stomach. I feel like my soul has left my earthly body due to the extreme weakness I feel now. I can no longer feel the speed of my heartbeat. Has it left me too? Nothing. I do not care.

Even though I could feel the extreme weakness of my body, I forced myself to open my eyes, but at first all I could see was a blur around me until I blinked again and again and my vision gradually became clearer.

"Ma'am, don't move too much, you'll get sick." I looked at the woman who spoke on my left side, a woman wearing a pink uniform.

"It's better that we check your health status first Ma'am. Just a moment." And he would have put the stethoscope he was holding gently on me if he tapped his hand.

"Son –" I heard Mama call me but I ignored her. I just focused my attention on my stomach. I'm trying to look for that big bump that should be anjan, but I can't find anything. Slowly, I lifted my weak hand to find out where Baby was, but I couldn't help it. My tummy is flat.

"Son..." Mama was crying again but I still didn't pay attention to her. where is the baby He should be here but why is he gone? Maybe – yes, that's right! I gave birth so he is no longer inside my tummy!

I closed my eyes tightly again to stop my tears from falling. I can't even describe the pain I feel in my heart, it hurts so much but it's not. I will never cry. I have nothing to cry about. There is no reason to hurt me. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing... really nothing?

Before I could even look at the people around me. I just felt Mama's tight hug. Your clothes were also wet with tears. I didn't even notice, but my tears soaked that hand, if it was holding my clothes, I wouldn't have known that I was crying.

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As the day passed quickly, I found myself at home.

I don't even know how many days I've been locked in the room, dumbfounded looking into nothingness. Mama also brings me food almost every hour but I'm not in the mood to eat.