C90 Chapter 89

"Can you leave me alone, Ma? I just really want to be alone right now." And then I turned my back on Mama. Lie on the bed and close your eyes tightly. My heart hurts so much. It seems that this pain will never go away. Should I train myself to be sick?

In the few weeks we stopped here at a house of the Steinfields, I have been wondering for a long time the constant stay of Mr. Steinfield at home. I kept asking in my mind, but is her demon husband looking for her in their house?

Oh, maybe they feel guilty for what they did to me and his conscience really eats at him when he's at their house so he's here hanging out at the house where Mama and I are just to make sure I don't do anything bad and eat more his conscience. Every time we eat breakfast, lunch and dinner he is here with us and he and Mama are always next to each other at the dining table. I'm really surprised.

I slowly sat in front of Mama. If I hadn't even cleared my throat, they wouldn't have noticed me. A maid immediately approached me, so my attention was focused on her. He placed a placemat, plate, wet and spoon in front of me. And then he nodded at me and said goodbye to leave.

I just don't understand why we have to have maids, but the thing is, Mama doesn't want everyone to do the housework here at the Steinfields' mansion. When in the first place we are not my preference to live here.

"Daughter..." Mama greeted me and then she gently smiled at me. I nodded to him. My eyes turned to Mr. Steinfield was just looking at me intently. He smiled at me.

I don't know how to treat him, all I know is that when I see him, I remember his demonic wife, and when I remember that - I remember my baby. I don't want to be rude about his own life, but I really want to know.

"Why are you here?" I asked him directly while also looking into his eyes. "I don't want to sound rude, because you can still live it, but it seems like you're not leaving here." "Angeline." Mama stopped me and looked at me begging. I shook my head.

"Maybe there's nothing wrong with asking Ma. I'm just curios and I also don't want the day to come when her husband suddenly makes a scandal outside and accuses us of taking him away from his family." And then I turned my gaze to Mr. Steinfield.

"Why is that? Isn't your demon husband satisfied with killing my son, that's why he even sent you here as a representative. Why? To remind me every day that every time I see you how he lost my son because of him?!" At that moment Mama got up from her seat and immediately came to me.

He grabbed my shoulder to try to calm me down but I don't know if I'm shaking even more with anger now. Why do I feel like they are uniting me? Mama is no longer on my side. He is siding with the Steinfields. That's why I violently looked back at Mama.

"Why are you stopping me Ma? Don't say that you are on her side too that's why you can react like that now."

"Angeline, son, it's not like that -" He couldn't finish what he was going to say when I immediately spoke even though he hadn't finished yet.

"Maybe we're living here because you agreed that this house is the substitute for them killing my son?" And then I stood up from where I was sitting, I didn't mean it but because I stood up violently, I knocked over my water glass and it fell off the table.

"Angeline you don't have to do that." Mama still scolded me calmly. But I didn't mean it! My mind responded to what Mama said, but it seems that I have eaten my anger for what happened to me, so –

"Which one Ma? Is this it?" I asked her and for the first time I smiled at her and then when she shook the broken pitcher I was not satisfied yet and I walked away from Mama and then I dropped the things on the table, even the plates, bowls and my crockery meat.

The entire dining room was just surrounded by a loud crash because of what I did and before I could scream my face turned to my left side due to the strength of the sample I got from Mama. I feel that my face has become numb from the force of his slap on me.

"Son, I don't -" Before Mama could finish what she was going to say, I just shook my head and then I continued to walk out of the mansion. When I finally got out of the gate of the mansion, when I was looking for someone to ride with, my thoughts met Trigger's thoughts.

And when you're lucky, there aren't even any passing taxis that you can take. I just held my breath. I would have just killed him and would have walked straight to find a taxi without being hurt when I stopped him because he was not satisfied with the way he held my hand and he pulled me closer to him. I was about to slap him to make him realize what he was doing when my face landed on his hard chest.

"What the -" Before I could finish what I was going to say, he greeted me with a kiss on the lips. I tried to break away from his kiss, but when he put one of his hands on the back of my head and wrapped his other hand around my waist, I couldn't let go of his kisses.

I was weak and if Trigger hadn't been holding my waist, I might have fallen from where I was. His kisses obviously miss me so much and at the same time it seems to absorb my strength, maybe that's why I'm weak.

I closed my eyes tightly and he broke away from our kiss and then he pressed our foreheads together. We were both panting and I just noticed that my arms were wrapped around his neck.