C92 Chapter 91

"I miss you too." I happily answered him. "What exactly are you doing here?" And then I looked back and forth between Amara and Terrance.

"My, we're just going to visit." Amara answered me weakly while biting her lip. "You?" He asked me again. This time I was the one who bit my lip.

"I'm just visiting." I answered him in a lower voice. Suddenly, like lightning, the weight of my feelings returned. I even closed my eyes tightly to stop the tears that immediately filled my eyes.

"Angeline." And then Amara grabbed my hands and gently squeezed them. It's like she's assuring me, that she's just here for me. When I opened my eyes again, my tears flowed spontaneously. I sobbed one after another. I can't seem to resist it anymore. Amara then hugged me. Terrance's car stopped just in time.

I heard the car door open. It looks like Terrance came out first to give Amara and us some privacy.

"Tell me what happened. I am just here for you Angeline." He even told me that I was a little tired from crying.

"S-everything is so messed up. I don't understand anything anymore." I answered him crying and then I took a deep breath to calm myself down and continue my story. I received a very tight hug from Amara when Terrance and I got out of the car.

"I'm just here for you." He whispered to me in a broken voice before he kissed my cheeks. Amara also started crying while I was telling her the story, especially the part where I told her that my baby is gone and that's why I'm here today to visit her for the first time.

My heard us clear our throats from behind and then we saw Terrance looking at us seriously, especially Amara. Amara sighed and then turned her attention back to Terrance who looked impatient.

"Is it okay for us to go with Angeline first?" he asked. Terance didn't answer, looking like he was still worried.

"Terrance." Amara said calmly, this time Amara held her breath again. Terrance frowned.

"It's okay if I'm alone." I did a second but Amara shook her head one after the other.

"We'll go with you." Amara said firmly and then she put her hand around my waist and led me out of the parking lot.

"How about -" I couldn't finish what I was going to say because Amara immediately answered me.

"That will also follow." Sure, sure, he answered me. As we get closer and closer to where my baby's grave is, I feel heavier and heavier. The comfort I felt earlier because of Amara was like a bubble that suddenly disappeared.

And I really couldn't stop it anymore, I cried and cried all over again. I can feel the pain not only in my heart but also in my stomach, it looks like the butterflies in my tummy are also hurting like me so they can't rest. I also gradually weakened which caused me to kneel where I was standing, fortunately Amara was worried about me so I didn't completely fall from where I was standing.

"Angeline." Amara also called me sad. Terrance is also by my side, who is still silent.

"I-I'm sorry... and you're still sorry for my drama." Crying when he told her. Amara shook her head at me as she burst into tears again, Terrance came to me to help me walk because of what Amara signaled to him.

We entered a rather large museum where there are two more angels who will welcome you as you enter the museum's small gate. My heart beat even faster when we finally got inside, I swallowed one after another to stop my sobbing and crying, but it was like a faucet that didn't stop my tears. My eyes are hurting, but I still don't want to stop crying.

Terrance and Amara stopped walking while I turned my full attention to the middle part of the museum where the..

"My baby..." I softly called my son's grave. Until I really couldn't stop it anymore and I was sobbing at the same time as crying loudly. I also felt so weak that I didn't even notice that I was sitting next to a tree.

"My baby..." I repeatedly called my son, while the right side of my cheek was touching my son's grave. I thought nothing would hurt more than when I thought Trigger and Ciffer were married then but now while I'm next to my son's grave, the words heartbroken and hurt are not enough to describe whatever pain I just don't feel in my chest right now me but in my whole system.

I hope... if only... if only possible. Son, I will really change places with you. It's better if you're the only one alive than me. Yes, I'm still alive but I feel like, when you disappeared, I died too. You're the only one who can say that I'm really the only one, there's no rival, I'll be loved unconditionally and I'm the only one. You're the only one I have, you've been taken away from me.

Don't worry son, Mama promised you that she will pay for everything for my wedding why I lost you. I promise you that.

"Why don't you give them a chance?" Amara asked me to tell her one morning about Mama contacting me last night.

"Why would I do that?" I asked Amara back. He sighed and then he stared at me. I just acted cool, because I don't really care about this topic anymore.

"Ange..." He called me. I put down the coffee I was drinking and then looked at my wrist watch. It's time.

"I'm sorry fren, I have a lot of things to do at the office. I need to leave." I approached him and then I kissed. He smiled at me with concern. He even instructed me to be careful while driving, to which I replied with a flying kiss.

It's been what? Three years. And then I looked at the blue sky, it looks like the weather will be good today. What exactly happened in the last three years? Hmm, there is no marriage. Maybe I'm just tired of what happened so the ending is better to avoid.