C31 Chapter 30

PUSHING THE TROLLEY in front of me, I throw random shit in. I have enough chocolate and wine in there to keep me sick and paralytic for weeks. I don’t want it, but I need it.

I need it, because I have just let the best thing in my world go with my full consent. I gave him no other explanation than the one I forced myself to admit to at the pub. It was hard to tell him he was damaging me