C264 Give up Your Memory
Since Wangqiao knew the truth, Lo Yunfei naturally told Han Shaojie about it. So that he could be prepared. Han Shaojie rushed over in a hurry and came to Wangqiao's room. He saw her lying on the bed, not knowing if she was sleeping or thinking.
Han Shaojie's heart was uneasy. Although he always knew that Wangqiao would know the truth sooner or later, he did not expect this day to come so soon.
What would Wangqiao think of him? Did she think that he was a liar? Or did she think that he was a villain who would do anything? Would he leave him?
"Wangqiao." He called out carefully and also sat beside her. Wangqiao, however, did not move. He reached out and grabbed her shoulder. "Are you... alright?"
Wangqiao was in a very bad mood at this moment because her heart was in a mess. Han Shaojie loved her and wanted to let her live. Therefore, he did not care that she was married, nor did he care that she gave birth to someone else's child. He was willing to marry her. His love for her was great and touching.
However, such a kind love and lie made her very confused. Previously, she did not know all of this and could confidently take over him, telling him not to see Xia again.
But now, she could not.
Perhaps, if it was not for her, Jie would be with Xia, and they would love and protect the child's growth together. But now, Han Shaojie had to bear the responsibility towards her and the two children.
Wangqiao took a deep breath and sat up. She looked at Han Shaojie, whose face was full of uneasiness, and gently hugged him. "Jie, thank you for everything you have done for me..."
Han Shaojie was slightly relieved and also hugged her tightly. "No. Don't say that. It's my fault. I lied to you for so long. I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
"It's not your fault It's not everyone's fault. I know, you guys want to protect me too much." She just couldn't digest this kind of truth for a moment," It's just that these things are too sudden, I need some time to digest them. You don't have to worry "
"You... will you leave me?" Han Shaojie asked anxiously. Wangqiao let go of him and looked at him with her big eyes. "Of course not. Am I not your wife now? But... I feel that this is unfair to you. After all, I am not perfect. And the child..."
Han Shaojie covered Wangqiao's mouth," You are mine, and the child is mine too. Don't say such things, I will be unhappy. In my eyes, you are the best."
" Then what about Xia? Can you tell me how we got to know each other?"
"Xia? You know her too. There was one time... " Han Shaojie told them the details of their meeting. Wangqiao pursed her lips, "So Xia is also your saviour."
Han Shaojie nodded, "Yes. But I... "I am very sorry for her.
Wangqiao was sure that if there was no marriage, Jie would definitely marry Xia. He must have been sad and struggled, but in the end, he chose to stay by her side.
Xia was a kind girl, even at this stage. She did not ask Han Shaojie to take responsibility. What was the relationship between Jie and Xia? Did she like it? Otherwise, with Jie's personality, he would not have such a casual relationship with a girl. "Jie... If you love her, don't miss her... We can't live so selfishly. Xia and the child need you more."
Han Shaojie had also thought of taking responsibility for Xia and letting Wangqiao recover her memories. However, he always could not bear to part with Wangqiao, but he also could not have a substantive relationship with Wangqiao. It was as if that was a blasphemy.
"Wangqiao, I will be honest with you. I had such thoughts before. Because... the person you deeply love is Qiao Lijin. I think maybe you will really be happy when you return to his side. As for me, returning to Xia's side and taking care of her and the child for the rest of my life is the correct choice.
However, ever since you were very young, I wanted to protect you and make you happy. However, all these years, you have suffered so much, but I am unable to protect you.
Now, I finally have the chance to stay by your side. I don't want to give up. Every time I think about leaving you, I feel so much pain that I want to die... So, I always hesitate, wander around, I always have no way of abandoning you."
Wangqiao was sure that Jie loved her. He loved her very much, so much that he could give up everything for her. But, perhaps it was because of familial love? After all, her growth was inseparable from Jie.
Jie gave up his career in the country for her. He gave up accompanying his father and mother. He gave up on Xia and the child. He had been working for her. She could not let Jie have any regrets.
She knew that Jie must be very worried about Xia and the child. After all, Xia did not have parents, and her grandfather had passed away. It must be very difficult for one person to take care of the child now. However, for her sake, Jie became a heartless person. He did not know everything in the past. She felt that this was what she should do, but now, it was different.
"Jie, you go and take care of Xia and the child. She had no parents. It would definitely be very difficult for her to take care of the child alone. You also know how difficult it is to raise a child. "
" Wangqiao... you... "
"I made this decision not because I want to leave you. I just didn't want the rest of our lives to be filled with guilt and self-blame. Besides, Xia is your saviour. "
" But... " Han Shaojie did not expect Wangqiao to have such an idea. Wangqiao took a deep breath. "Don't worry. I will wait for you before this. Unless you realize that the person you love is not me."
Han Shaojie fell silent. He closed his eyes and fell into deep thought. After a long time, he took a deep breath and said, "How can I? How can I do that? While occupying your husband's position, he took care of Xia and the child. Then what have I become?
Since I have already chosen to come back, I don't need to sway anymore. I will use other methods to pay back what I owe Xia and the child. Wangqiao, I don't want to be a person with three hearts and two minds."
Wangqiao did not say anything else. Han Shaojie was an adult and had always been more rational and wise than her. With that said, he should know very well what to do.
"Jie, I respect your choice."
Han Shaojie patted Wangqiao's head. "Do you want me to help you recover your memory?"
Wangqiao thought for a moment, shook her head and said, "No, since you have lost it, don't remember it anymore. The person I love now is you, and my husband is you. The father of the child is you, so the present and future are the most important. Let the past be. "
Previously, it was still a mess, but after this conversation, her thoughts became clear. That's right. Now, she and Han Shaojie were husband and wife, and Qiao Lijin... had become the past.
She did not want to take back those memories anymore.
She could only say goodbye, Qiao Lijin.