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I want to cry; I want to lay down, open my mind, and let it all pour away. I’m desolate and scared. An internal agony threatens to consume me, vibrating inside my stomach. I never thought I would be in this place ever again. I’m scared, and fear is not something I ever wanted back in my head.
I pick up my cell and call Jake’s number. It’s impulse, something I do without a thought