C64 64

Lying in the dark, watching the reflections of the water on my ceiling, I’m still and numb with a sensation as though I’m floating on the ocean directly, but I’m still lying on my bed. It’s night and dark; I haven’t left, and I don’t want to.

I’ve cried so much that my body is ravaged and weak. I didn’t know that it could do this to me, release so much, so much doubt, insecurity, pain