C90 A Terrible Experience That No One Knows About(1)

Ziling could see the Asura's pain. However, she really did not know how to make a choice. If I choose him, then I will not be able to protect my father's foundation. This is not filial!

It was not that she was really indifferent to Asura's love, but Ziling's biggest concern was the difference in status between Asura and herself. She wanted to stay in the human world, not go to hell. Because there were still a lot of things she had to do in the mortal world that she hadn't completed yet, and she couldn't abandon all responsibilities just because she liked it.

Taking a deep breath, Ziling's tears fell down again, and she bit her lips hard: Asura, just think of me as a bad woman, this way your heart might be a bit better.

Quietly circling the roof, Asura's eyes were somewhat swollen: How could I possibly treat you as a bad woman? Who are you that I don't know? If it was really that kind of person, I wouldn't have to suffer so much. The problem is that you are a kind silly girl!

Helplessly sighing, the Asura slowly turned around and flew thousands of meters above, trying to use the rapid airflow to forget the pain in his heart.

However, some of the pain, no matter how hard he tried to erase it, couldn't be eliminated. No matter how far he flew, the pain continued to rise along with him.

"Ah!" After letting out a loud roar, the Asura stopped, his forehead beaded with sweat. He looked at the moon not too far away: Everyone says that Chang'e on the moon is actually just a beautiful dream. There was no such thing as a fairy on the moon, there was only an empty surface.

However, it was precisely because of this beautiful imagination that life became different. Perhaps, what Ziling wanted to teach me was this. Hehe, but I am not a good student. Every time, it would only ruin her teaching and make her angry. I don't know when I will be able to truly understand the human world and become an abnormal being that can integrate into Ziling's life.

Asura didn't know the answer to this question. He felt that if he really had to wait until that day, perhaps it would be a thousand years later. Perhaps, it would be the other side that he would never be able to reach.

"Knock knock knock!" A clear knock on the door interrupted Asura's thoughts. He saw that Bai Xuanyu had come to the villa early in the morning and knocked on the door.

The door slowly opened and Ziling walked out with a tired face. The deep dark circles made Bai Xuanyu's heart ache. Slowly reaching out his hand to touch Ziling's face, Bai Xuanyu opened his mouth and said, "Is it because you want to date me that you have so much pressure? If you really don't want to, then don't force yourself. I don't want to see you sad!"

Ziling shook her head and slowly leaned on Bai Xuanyu's shoulder. "I didn't force you. I was just thinking about some things. Xuanyu, let's go. Didn't we agree to start anew? "

Bai Xuanyu looked at Ziling's ugly smile and wanted to say something, but he swallowed it back. Forget it. It was better to wait until after today to tell Ziling.

Lightly hugging Bai Xuanyu's arm, Ziling walked along the bustling street with him. Looking at the bustling street, the two of them could not find the sweet feeling they had back then.

It was clearly the same big stall, but they could not taste the happiness at that time. It was clearly the same hair clip, but it lost its original luster.

After walking around for a day, Ziling found that no matter how hard she tried to get close to Bai Xuanyu, she could not enter his heart. Maybe it should be said that she did not want to go in, and Bai Xuanyu also did not want to go in by himself.

Slowly stopping his footsteps, Bai Xuanyu finally opened his mouth, "Ziling, give up. We can no longer love each other like before. The position in my heart has already been occupied by Xiuxiu. Even if she is in a state of disorder right now, I still want to go back. Without me, she will not be able to do it. But you will not be able to do it without me. That is possible. Because I know someone who will take my place to take care of you. I believe you will get along well with him."

Ziling choked on Bai Xuanyu's clothes and asked him if Asura would really kill him, would he still go back to Xiuxiu's side?

Bai Xuanyu smiled bitterly and shrugged. He told Ziling that if it was him in the past, maybe he would run away selfishly. But after experiencing the catastrophe of life and death, he saw through it. There were some things that could not be avoided just because one wanted to. The only thing he could do was to do what he wanted to do the most before he died.

"Bai Xuanyu, have you ever loved me?" Looking at Ziling screaming at the top of her voice, Bai Xuanyu stammered, "I have lied to you so many times, but now I am the most clear-headed. I am sorry. To you, I only like you, not love! "

Watching Bai Xuanyu slowly disappear from her sight, Ziling's tears fell down and she squatted down.

Five years of love had actually ended the moment Bai Xuanyu betrayed her. What was she still persisting in? Did he really think that as long as he cried like in a television series, he would be able to redeem his true love? It was not that simple. Some people, once they missed it, would never be able to catch up to it in their entire lives.

"Stop crying, wipe your tears, you won't look good when you cry!" At some point, Asura had already stood in front of Ziling and slowly handed her a handkerchief.

Slowly turning around, Ziling pouted and said with some sadness, "Did I not do well enough? Why doesn't he like me? Why?"

"There is no reason. It is only because he is not qualified to like you. Since the answer has been found, then let's not dwell on it anymore. I believe that there will be someone in this world who will love you more!"

Lightly wiping Ziling's tears, Asura slowly turned around. Raising his head to look at the sky, he said, "Although you've lost love, you still have parents who love you very much. You are much stronger than me. Never think that you are alone, because, there is an idiot... He will protect you, even if he doesn't get anything in return... And he won't take a single step!"

Ziling looked at Asura's lonely back and finally realized that the person she was looking for had already appeared. So what if he was a demon? So what if he was a god? As long as he truly loved him, who cares if he was different from others?

Quickly rushing over, Ziling tightly hugged Asura's body. Tears soaked his back. Asura stood stiffly on the spot and did not dare to move. He said worriedly, "Ziling, what happened to you? Did I say something that made you angry?"

Shaking her head vigorously, Ziling reached out and held onto the Asura's face. Her eyes turned red from crying. Biting her lips lightly, she suddenly slapped Asura. "You idiot! Why did you save Bai Xuanyu? And why did you give me to Bai Xuanyu? Don't you have the confidence to take care of me? You really don't do your job well! "

The Asura slowly lowered his head, tears welling up in his eyes:" I, I'm just afraid you'll hate me. Do you know? Hearing you call out his name while you're sleeping, how sad I am. At that time, I thought, How nice would it be if I were a human? That way, I would be able to hold you tightly in my arms and use a domineering tone to tell you how much I love you. You are not allowed to like others. However, the current me can't do it! "

Idiot! Ziling, who heard Asura's confession again, pointed at his nose and shook her head helplessly. "It's true that I called Bai Xuanyu, but that was my subconscious call. It did not mean anything. How do you know that the person I love in my heart isn't you? "

Hearing Ziling's words, Asura was completely stunned. He wanted to say something, but he couldn't open his mouth and just stood there.

It was this kind of super capable man, this kind of foolish man, that had the qualifications to make him like him.

Clenching the Asura tightly, Ziling stood on her tiptoes and kissed him on the lips with tears in her eyes. How many times have you kissed me? I don't know, why do you care so much? No, I just want to know if I'm dreaming right now!

"Pah!" Ziling knocked hard on Asura's head and frowned unhappily, "I am just a passerby, how could I make you think that you are dreaming!"